Cindy Of 1000 Lives
Billy Bragg Lyrics


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Blue velvet America
Half glimpsed in the headlights between the trees
Who punctured the beauty
And invited monsters such as these
The pig faced boy, the corrupted clown
The grotesque figure who never comes into town
Something broken, something stained
Something waiting for the worms to claim
And you can never go there again
Except in nightmares
The voyeur who dares not come near
Knows excitement is merely the beginning of fear
My shadow came this morning
And left some candy in my shoe
They're always watching me
Watching the things I do
Cindy of a thousand lives
Cindy of the Stepford Wives




I've looked at all the photographs
But Cindy, which one of them was you?

Overall Meaning

The song "Cindy of 1000 Lives" by Billy Bragg is a haunting meditation on the dark underbelly of America. The opening lines set the tone for the rest of the song, as Bragg sings about a half glimpsed America, seen only in the headlights between the trees. This is a land that has been punctured, its beauty marred by the presence of monsters like the "pig faced boy," the "corrupted clown," and the "grotesque figure who never comes into town." Bragg's song is full of vivid images that seem to have sprung from the darkest corners of nightmares, and he sings about something broken, something stained, and something waiting for the worms to claim. The chorus speaks of Cindy, a woman who seems to represent all of the brokenness and despair that Bragg sees in America. He sings of Cindy of a thousand lives, Cindy of the Stepford Wives. He's looked at all the photographs, but he still can't identify which one of them was her. In the end, the song seems to be a warning, a reminder that the things we do and the people we become are being watched, and that we are all in danger of becoming just another ghost in the shadows.


Line by Line Meaning

Blue velvet America
America, represented by the imagery of blue velvet, is mysterious and alluring, yet it conceals darker aspects within itself.


Half glimpsed in the headlights between the trees
The singer is only able to catch fleeting glimpses of America's true nature and character, much like how headlights illuminate patches of darkness while driving through trees.


Who punctured the beauty
The singer wonders who or what is responsible for tarnishing America's beauty and charm.


And invited monsters such as these
Whatever caused America's corruption has also brought forth monstrous and grotesque figures, like the pig-faced boy, corrupted clown, and other mysterious individuals.


The pig faced boy, the corrupted clown
These are examples of the grotesque and monstrous figures that have emerged in America as a result of its corruption and decay.


The grotesque figure who never comes into town
There are certain monstrous figures in America who remain hidden and unknown, perhaps lurking in the shadows or the outskirts of town.


Something broken, something stained
America is depicted as something that is damaged, imperfect, and marked with stains or blemishes.


Something waiting for the worms to claim
The decay and corruption within America is so severe that it is almost like a dying organism waiting to be consumed by worms and other scavengers.


And you can never go there again
The artist suggests that once America has been corrupted and lost its original beauty, there may be no going back to the way things were before.


Except in nightmares
The only way the artist can revisit the old, uncorrupted America is in their dreams or nightmares.


The voyeur who dares not come near
The singer describes a lurking voyeur who is afraid to approach America and observe its true nature up close, perhaps out of a mixture of fear and fascination.


Knows excitement is merely the beginning of fear
The voyeur understands that any excitement or fascination with America is soon replaced by a deeper sense of fear and unease once its true nature is revealed.


My shadow came this morning
The singer is implying that there is a sense of darkness or negativity following them, even represented by their own shadow.


And left some candy in my shoe
This could be interpreted as something sweet or appealing left behind by the dark force following the singer, but ultimately it is still a sign of the ominous presence lingering nearby.


They're always watching me
The presence of darkness and corruption in America is constantly looming over the singer, watching their every move and thought.


Watching the things I do
The monitoring presence is not just passive, but actively observing and analyzing everything the artist does or thinks.


Cindy of a thousand lives
The song shifts focus to a character named Cindy, who seems to be a representative of the many different possibilities or paths one's life could have taken.


Cindy of the Stepford Wives
This specific reference to the Stepford Wives (fictional characters in a novel about a suburban town of perfect housewives who turn out to be robots) suggests that Cindy may be a typical, one-dimensional representation of idealized femininity or domesticity.


I've looked at all the photographs
The singer has surveyed or studied various depictions of Cindy, perhaps trying to understand who she really is or what she represents.


But Cindy, which one of them was you?
Despite their efforts to uncover the true identity or essence of Cindy, the artist is left unsure which, if any, of the photographs accurately capture the real Cindy or her life experiences.




Lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC
Written by: STEPHEN WILLIAM BRAGG

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Most interesting comment from YouTube:

@ThomasWilliamMusic

Blue velvet America
Half glimpsed in the headlights
Between the trees

Who punctured the beauty
And invited monsters
Such as these

The pig faced boy
The corrupted clown
The grotesque figure
Who never comes into town

Something broken
Something stained
Something waiting
For the worms to claim

And you can never
Go there again
Except in nightmares

The voyeur who dares
Not come near
Knows excitement is merely
The beginning of fear

My shadow came this morning
And left some candy in my shoe
They're always watching me
Watching the things I do

Cindy of a thousand lives
Cindy of the Stepford Wives
I've looked at all the photographs
But Cindy, which one of them was you?



All comments from YouTube:

@immediate66

I've always loved the spooky, evocative soundscape that Johnny Marr built around this beautiful Billy Bragg song, he completely nailed it - it's a standout track on this album. And now the perfect video to accompany it - nice work.

@azcarf44

Thanks for watching. It was fun assembling the montage on this extraordinary song. Completely agree with you... kudos to Marr!

@ThomasWilliamMusic

@azcarf44 Johnny's production is so spooky perfect. This is my favorite music video ever man!!!! Great story and connection w. Billy Bragg. How cool!!! Proud of ya...tw-

@mackeydirk8643

This song still gives me chills.....I was going through a rough patch in college and this song takes me back to that time. I always thought that some of Billy's best lyrics reside within this song.

@ohitbe3616

Mad that you posted this comment three hours ago, i woke up after a cheeky nap earlier and it was the first thing i thought of for some reason. Hadnt heard it for a good 20 years or so. Still magnificent, especially the final lyric in the outro.

@veritasrex66

"The voyeur who dares not come near knows excitement is merely the beginning of fear." wow. I don't believe this guy has ever penned a bad lyric.

@jdshearer

Can this sticky stuff really be love... there's one

@eyevocal

IMHO, he did pretty badly with "Trust" on the same album. It's meant to be a song about AIDS, but it wound up coming off like it was sung from the POV of a molested child.

@JeffreySmith84

It took me a long time to warm up to this album. Bought it on CD in the pre-YouTube era not having heard any of the tracks. Wasn't sure if I liked it at first but over the years, it's become one of my favorite Bragg albums. This song in particular is brilliant. Love the subject matter (I'm a former postman myself, so any song about mail is A-OK!) and the production/mix is more interesting than the average Bragg track. Thanks for making this video which puts it all in context.

@mountainman8775

Inspiring, Billy is a full-fledged musical genius imo, and what a dedication to this photographer that she should have had an impact like this.
Oh and thank you to the creator of the music video, finally, to accompany it! It’s deeply evocative and you’ve done a perfect job.

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