Current members
BillyBio – guitar, vocals (1987–present)
Bobby Hambel – lead guitar (1987–1995, 2008–present)
Danny Schuler – drums (1988–present)
Former members
Evan Seinfeld – vocals, bass (1987–2011)
Anthony Meo – drums (1987–1988)
Rob Echeverria – lead guitar (1996–2000)
Leo Curley – lead guitar (2000–2002)
Carmine Vincent – lead guitar (2002)
Scott Roberts – lead guitar (2002–2005); bass (2011–2016)
killing me
Biohazard Lyrics
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ALWAYS FIGHTING BACK THE PAIN, I'M BREAKING THROUGH
I'LL NEVER GIVE UP, MY HEART REMAINS TRUE
IT'S ALL I CAN DO
RECOGNIZE THE PAIN THAT LIES INSIDE
IT'S ALWAYS LOOKING FOR SOMEWHERE ELSE TO HIDE
YOUR SOUL IS EMPTY, YOUR MIND IS TERRORIZED
AND FULL OF LIES
AND I GOTTA TAKE MYSELF AWAY
I GOTTA BREAK MYSELF AWAY FROM YOU
AND YOUR DISEASE, IT'S KILLING ME
I REMEMBER HOW IT FELT TO BE ALONE
YOU WOULD RUN AWAY, YOU'RE NEVER COMING HOME
BLOODY KNUCKLES AND SO MANY BROKEN BONES
NOW YOU'RE ALONE
IT'S SO HARD TO FEEL YOU'RE PART OF ME
I KNOW DEEP INSIDE YOU NEVER MEANT TO BE
SOMEONE WHO WOULD HURT HIS FAMILY
HOW CAN IT BE
AND I GOTTA TAKE MYSELF AWAY
I GOTTA BREAK MYSELF AWAY FROM YOU
AND YOUR DISEASE, IT'S KILLING ME
PLEASE I'M SO MAD INSIDE, I HOPE YOU'LL FORGIVE ME
'CAUSE I GOTTA LET YOU KNOW WHAT'S INSIDE OF ME
PLEASE I'M SO SCARED INSIDE, I HOPE YOU'LL FORGIVE ME
'CAUSE I GOTTA LET YOU KNOW WHAT'S INSIDE OF ME
AND I GOTTA TAKE MYSELF AWAY
I GOTTA BREAK MYSELF AWAY FROM YOU
AND YOUR DISEASE, IT'S KILLING ME
IT'S KILLING ME, IT'S KILLING ME
The lyrics of Biohazard's "Killing Me" delve into the theme of pain and suffering caused by a loved one who has succumbed to addiction. Life may be hard, and the pain may seem unbearable, but the singer is determined and motivated to overcome the adversity. The lyrics express the inescapable feelings of hurt and confusion that come with watching a loved one struggle with addiction.
The verses of the song narrate how the singer is fighting back the pain and breaking through, and despite the pain, they will never give up, and their heart remains true. The chorus talks about how the singer needs to take himself away from the person causing the pain and break away from the disease that is killing him. The lyrics evoke a lot of emotions, from anger and sadness to hope and determination.
The outro of the song describes the singer's desperate plea to the person causing the pain to forgive him for his anger and to let him know what's inside of him. It's a powerful song that encapsulates the life-altering struggles that come with addiction.
Line by Line Meaning
LIFE IS HARD, BELIEVE ME I KNOW IT'S TRUE
Life is difficult and challenging, and the struggles are real.
ALWAYS FIGHTING BACK THE PAIN, I'M BREAKING THROUGH
Despite the constant pain and hardship, I refuse to give up and am pushing through.
I'LL NEVER GIVE UP, MY HEART REMAINS TRUE
My determination and commitment to persevering through difficulties will never falter, and my integrity will remain intact.
IT'S ALL I CAN DO
I am doing everything I can to overcome the challenges that come my way.
RECOGNIZE THE PAIN THAT LIES INSIDE
Acknowledging and accepting the internal struggles and torment that are present within oneself.
IT'S ALWAYS LOOKING FOR SOMEWHERE ELSE TO HIDE
The emotional pain is constantly seeking a way to be hidden or ignored.
YOUR SOUL IS EMPTY, YOUR MIND IS TERRORIZED
The emptiness and fear within one's soul and mind are overwhelming and debilitating.
AND FULL OF LIES
The mind is filled with deception and untruths that exacerbate the pain.
AND I GOTTA TAKE MYSELF AWAY
I need to distance myself from what or who is causing me harm.
I GOTTA BREAK MYSELF AWAY FROM YOU
I need to break free from the negative influence that you are having on me.
AND YOUR DISEASE, IT'S KILLING ME
Your destructive behavior is causing me harm and distress.
I REMEMBER HOW IT FELT TO BE ALONE
I recollect the unpleasant sensation of being isolated from others.
YOU WOULD RUN AWAY, YOU'RE NEVER COMING HOME
You consistently abandoned me and never returned, leaving me with unresolved abandonment issues.
BLOODY KNUCKLES AND SO MANY BROKEN BONES
Physical harm and violence have been inflicted upon me.
NOW YOU'RE ALONE
You are now experiencing the negative repercussions of your actions.
IT'S SO HARD TO FEEL YOU'RE PART OF ME
It is challenging to feel a sense of connection or similarity with you.
I KNOW DEEP INSIDE YOU NEVER MEANT TO BE
I understand that you did not intend to cause harm.
SOMEONE WHO WOULD HURT HIS FAMILY
But your behavior has hurt and damaged our family unit.
HOW CAN IT BE
It is difficult to comprehend and accept the reality of the situation.
PLEASE I'M SO MAD INSIDE, I HOPE YOU'LL FORGIVE ME
I am feeling intense anger and frustration, and I seek forgiveness from you.
'CAUSE I GOTTA LET YOU KNOW WHAT'S INSIDE OF ME
Because I need to express and communicate my inner thoughts and feelings to you.
PLEASE I'M SO SCARED INSIDE, I HOPE YOU'LL FORGIVE ME
I am experiencing deep fear and anxiety, and I am asking for your forgiveness.
'CAUSE I GOTTA LET YOU KNOW WHAT'S INSIDE OF ME
Because I need to divulge and reveal what is causing me emotional turmoil.
IT'S KILLING ME, IT'S KILLING ME
The emotional pain and turmoil are damaging and taking a toll on my well-being and mental health.
Contributed by Eva A. Suggest a correction in the comments below.