City Lights
BitterMilk Lyrics


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Driving down the highway
Always empty late at night
Missing half my mind
Wanna go ninety on a seventy-five
Looking back but there is just
A lonely face in the rearview mirror
Rolling down the window
Barely helps to dull my fear
I am not my memories (Memories)
Not the fool who dared to dream (Dared to dream)
Running low, too far to go
Things are never what they seem
Can you tell me where's the time gone
Can you tell me where it all went wrong
Was it always like this, I've forgotten
It's already been too long (Already been too long)
Watching city lights fly by as a kid
Now it's my foot on the gas going through this shit
It's getting dark
The city lights outshine the stars
My eyes are playing tricks
Swear I saw you in the passenger seat
But all the good is gone now
It has always been just me
Who's to say what I deserve
The wheel was always in my hands
Fast lane going nowhere
Couldn't be any less grand
I am not what I once knew (I once knew)
Not the fool who held the moon (Held the moon)
Running low nothing to show
All endings come too slow too soon
Can you tell me where's the time gone
Can you tell me where it all went wrong
Was it always like this, I've forgotten
It's already been too long (Already been too long)
Watching city lights fly by as a kid
Now it's my foot on the gas going through this shit
It's getting dark
The city lights outshine the stars
Shooting stars under traffic lights
I wish that dead-ends were harder to find
Can you tell me where's the time gone
Can you tell me where it all went wrong
Was it always like this, I've forgotten
It's already been too long (Already been too long)
Watching city lights fly by as a kid
Now it's my foot on the gas going through this shit




It's getting dark
The city lights outshine the stars

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to BitterMilk's song City Lights express the feeling of being lost and disconnected from one's past and roots. The singer is driving down a highway late at night, feeling like they are missing half their mind and wishing to speed up to escape the feeling of stagnation. Looking back, they see a "lonely face" in the rearview mirror, realizing that they are not the same person as they were before. The singer questions where the time has gone and where everything went wrong. They express a sense of disorientation and alienation, feeling like they are headed towards a "fast lane going nowhere."


The chorus reveals the singer's nostalgia for the city lights they used to watch as a kid, while now they drive through the same streets with a sense of disillusionment. They reflect on how everything used to seem so simple back then, but now the city lights outshine the stars, and they cannot distinguish the real from the surreal. The song ends with the wish that it were harder to find dead-ends, which suggests that the singer feels stuck and unable to move forward.


The song's overarching theme is the disillusionment and isolation that come with growing up and losing touch with one's past. The lyrics are open to interpretation, but they suggest a sense of regret, nostalgia, and unfulfilled aspirations. The song's tone is melancholic and introspective, reflecting the singer's state of mind.


Line by Line Meaning

Driving down the highway
Starting from a road trip


Always empty late at night
The roads are deserted when it is late at night


Missing half my mind
Being anxious and not thinking straight


Wanna go ninety on a seventy-five
Having an urge to drive faster


Looking back but there is just
Reflecting on past but finding nothing


A lonely face in the rearview mirror
Feeling lonely and isolated


Rolling down the window
Trying to find solace in fresh air


Barely helps to dull my fear
Unable to ease the anxiety


I am not my memories (Memories)
The past does not define me


Not the fool who dared to dream (Dared to dream)
I am not naive anymore


Running low, too far to go
Feeling exhausted and hopeless


Things are never what they seem
The reality is different from expectations


Can you tell me where's the time gone
Asking about the lost time


Can you tell me where it all went wrong
Questioning the mistakes made


Was it always like this, I've forgotten
Uncertain about the past


It's already been too long (Already been too long)
Regretting the time wasted


Watching city lights fly by as a kid
Thinking about past memories


Now it's my foot on the gas going through this shit
Feeling overwhelmed and accelerating through life


It's getting dark
The emotional state is darkening


The city lights outshine the stars
Being distracted by everyday life and its chaos


My eyes are playing tricks
Feeling delusional and not in control


Swear I saw you in the passenger seat
Imagining someone special being there


But all the good is gone now
Feeling hopeless as everything good has passed


It has always been just me
Being alone in tough times


Who's to say what I deserve
Uncertainty about deserving happiness


The wheel was always in my hands
Realizing that one's actions are consequential


Fast lane going nowhere
Feeling directionless despite moving fast


Couldn't be any less grand
Fulfillment is lacking


I am not what I once knew (I once knew)
Personal changes and growth


Not the fool who held the moon (Held the moon)
No longer entranced by false dreams of grandeur


Running low nothing to show
Feeling defeated and empty handed


All endings come too slow too soon
Disappointments and endings


Shooting stars under traffic lights
Missing the beauty of nature amidst the urban chaos


I wish that dead-ends were harder to find
Wishing that giving up was tougher


It's getting dark
The uncertainty grows stronger


The city lights outshine the stars
The facade of city life overshadows the truth of existence




Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid
Written by: Daniel Park, Jenny Peng, Justin Yang, Ryan Hu, Varun Ananth

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@yagmicide

absolutely in love with this song gives me late night road trip back home. Really fits the end of summer. 💜

@sunsae-byeok9548

Ong tho 🧡

@merzia29

You guys are seriously so underrated 😭😭😭😭

@luminariix

you guys are so underrated it hurts😭😭 your music is literally my comfort music !! <3

@sunsae-byeok9548

Fr tho. 1k surprised me. This helped when i was hurt yknow its underrated. :(

@sunata_shine

Aesthetic night road vibes 💜

@sunsae-byeok9548

Fr 💀

@sunata_shine

@@sunsae-byeok9548 what does it mean? English isn't my native language.

@sunsae-byeok9548

@@sunata_shine ah its alright! It means “for real”

@nathrossattoo

i missed you guys! amazing song as usual, love the lyrics 💗

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