Stand to Attention
Bitter Ruin Lyrics


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Sick from the smell of the fire I disintegrated
Into an urn full of life
Full of passion of the wrong kind
And my only option was fight
“Go, you will march” I was told, I was laden with a gun
And I knew of a plan
And I knew my point of contact
And empty handed I can't come back
And though I knew my mind was consumed
I had no where I could run to
So I'd hide behind enemy lines
And though I was free to leave whenever
I knew that if I endeavored
Through the fences I'd be caught defenseless

They are only human
Like you and I
So who are they to tell us who to be?
And why do we follow them
And cry when we stand to attention?

I should have screamed
Should have clawed
Had I not been in the midst of a fight, of a war
Had I not been in the searchlight
Had the smog not blurred my eyesight
And I had a bullet had a gun
But victimized my courage gone
And had I made it out the other side I wouldn't have a place to hide

They are only human
Like you and I
So who are they to tell us who to be?
And why do we follow them
And cry when we stand to attention?

And I shot and I hit and things I can't live with
Are pushing me harder to grow
But had I not been through this
I wouldn't be witness
To a strength many can't claim to know

They are only human
Like you and I
So who are they to tell us who to be?




And why do we follow them
And cry when we stand to attention?

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Bitter Ruin's song, "Stand to Attention," are about one's struggle with conformity, resulting in an inner conflict while witnessing war. The first verse tells the story of a person who feels sick from the smell of fire, and they have disintegrated into an urn full of life, passion, and wrong kind. They are told to march and are given a gun without any other option but to fight. The person hides behind enemy lines, knowing that if they leave, they will be caught without any defense. They are consumed by their mind, unable to run away or escape.


The second verse expresses regret, as the person wished they had screamed and fought back or had better eyesight. Although they had a gun and a bullet, they were too scared to use them, and their courage was gone. The chorus repeats that both the people in power and those under them are only human, asking why we should follow them and cry when we stand to attention. Finally, the last verse reveals that the conflict has changed the person and although witnessing such things, they have grown stronger.


The song reflects the message that people who are in power, such as those who send soldiers to war or create policies, are only human and shouldn't decide who we should be. It highlights the struggle of conformity and the inner turmoil that can happen in accepting an authority's command, sometimes resulting in one's regret and guilt later on.


Line by Line Meaning

Sick from the smell of the fire I disintegrated
Overwhelmed by the stench of war, I felt myself falling apart


Into an urn full of life
I was tossed into the chaos and vitality of battle


Full of passion of the wrong kind
My emotions were consumed by the brutality of the conflict


And my only option was fight
The only way out was to take up arms and join the struggle


“Go, you will march” I was told, I was laden with a gun
I was ordered to advance, armed and ready


And I knew of a plan
I had a strategy in mind


And I knew my point of contact
I had a specific target in sight


And empty handed I can't come back
I knew that failure was not an option


And though I knew my mind was consumed
Despite my mental anguish and confusion


I had no where I could run to
I was trapped with no escape route


So I'd hide behind enemy lines
To survive, I had to use guerilla tactics and blend in with the enemy


And though I was free to leave whenever
Even though I could leave at any time


I knew that if I endeavored
I was aware that attempting to flee was a risk


Through the fences I'd be caught defenseless
If they ever caught me trying to escape, I'd have no way to defend myself


They are only human
The people in charge are no different than us


Like you and I
They are just as flawed and vulnerable


So who are they to tell us who to be?
Why should we listen to their commands and follow their lead?


And why do we follow them
Despite their inadequacies, why do we submit to their authority?


And cry when we stand to attention?
Why do we feel such strong emotions when we salute and obey them?


I should have screamed
I wish I had expressed how I truly felt


Should have clawed
I should have fought with everything I had


Had I not been in the midst of a fight, of a war
If I wasn't in the chaos of battle


Had I not been in the searchlight
If I wasn't in the public eye


Had the smog not blurred my eyesight
If it wasn't for the smoke and fog of battle clouding my vision


And I had a bullet had a gun
Even though I was armed and had the ability to fight back


But victimized my courage gone
I was too scared and overwhelmed to act


And had I made it out the other side I wouldn't have a place to hide
Even if I survived the war, my trauma would never allow me to find peace


And I shot and I hit and things I can't live with
In the heat of battle, I caused harm that still haunts me


Are pushing me harder to grow
These experiences are motivating me to improve and become better


But had I not been through this
If I never experienced this war


I wouldn't be witness
I wouldn't be able to bear witness to the strength that comes from struggle


To a strength many can't claim to know
This kind of resilience is only possible through adversity




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