1.) Black Heaven is a German darkwave/dark electro project by mastermind Ma… Read Full Bio ↴1.) Black Heaven is a German darkwave/dark electro project by mastermind Martin Schindler (also: Mantus & Sepia). He's responsible for production, vocals and lyrics. Mainly on the first three albums and the EP he's also supported by his sister Tina a.k.a. Thalia on songs with female vocals. The fourth and fifth album “Kunstwerk” (in Engl.: “Artwork”) and “Negativ” feature almost only male vocals by Martin.
In 2009 they released the first Best of-compilation of Black Heaven: “History”.

Discography:
* 2001: Chapter One
* 2002: Obscurity
* 2003: End of the World -EP-
* 2004: Trugbild (ltd. edition with a special 2nd CD "Black heaven feat. Mantus")
* 2007: Kunstwerk (ltd. first edition with 7 track-bonus CD)
* 2008: Negativ (ltd. first edition with 3 multimedia bonus tracks)
* 2009: History (2 CD-compilation; 1st: "Best Of", 2nd: "Remakes, Remixes and New Stuff")

There is also a new remixed version of the song "Babylon" available on the official website done by Rudi Ratzinger (:wumpscut:) - this track also appears on "History".

2.) Black Heaven is also the name of a Philippine band with heavy/progressive metal and rock leanings fused with that distinctive Filipino style. A little more information about this Baguio quintet can be found at their Friendster page.

3.) Black heaven the fictional band from the anime "black heaven : hardrock save the space"

4.) Black heaven was also czech doom metal band. They released two demos, Heaven in Black in 1993 and Fantasy in 1996, had songs on two czech compilations and then disappeared

5.) Black Heaven, a mexican metal band

Violent Acts of Hate
Black Heaven Lyrics

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It's in my body
It's in my soul
I try to hold me
Under control

I am not dreaming
I cannot hide
I'm feeling nervous

And strange inside

Acts of self-destruction
Violent acts of hate

I'm diving into
A sea of mud
(And) drugs to calm me
In my blood

There is no way back
I just don't care

So many things I
(I) can't repair

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Black Heaven's song, "Violent Acts of Hate," deal with a person who is struggling with inner demons that manifest as acts of self-destruction and violence. The song begins with the person acknowledging that these violent tendencies are a part of who they are, and their attempts to keep them under control. But despite their efforts, they cannot escape the feeling of nervousness and unease that comes with these urges. They are driven to drug use as a way to calm themselves, but this only exacerbates the problem.

The second half of the lyrics suggest a sense of hopelessness and resignation. The person feels that they cannot repair the damage done by their violent acts, and there is no way back from the path they have taken. The line "I'm diving into a sea of mud" suggests a loss of control and a willingness to give in to their dark impulses.

Overall, the song paints a bleak and disturbing picture of a person struggling with violent tendencies and the inner turmoil that comes with them. It is a powerful and emotionally charged exploration of a difficult subject.

Line by Line Meaning

It's in my body
The feeling of destructive anger has become a part of my physical being

It's in my soul
The feeling of destructive anger has invaded my very essence and character

I try to hold me
I strive to control and contain my emotions, but sometimes it feels like a losing battle

Under control
I attempt to restrain my violent impulses, but they are always lurking beneath the surface

I am not dreaming
This is not a figment of my imagination - the rage I feel is all too real

I cannot hide
I can't pretend that everything is okay when I am consumed by anger and hatred

I'm feeling nervous
I am constantly on edge, waiting for something to trigger my destructive tendencies

And strange inside
The anger I feel is foreign and unfamiliar to me, and it scares me

Acts of self-destruction
My violent behavior is ultimately harmful to myself and those around me

Violent acts of hate
I am driven to acts of violence fueled by deep-seated hatred

I'm diving into
I am immersing myself completely in this self-destructive behavior

A sea of mud
I am wallowing in despair and hopelessness, unable to escape the darkness inside me

And drugs to calm me
I turn to substance abuse to soothe my emotional turmoil, but it only makes things worse

In my blood
The addiction has taken hold and become a part of me, like a disease

There is no way back
I have gone too far down this destructive path to turn back now

I just don't care
The anger and hatred has consumed me to the point where I no longer have any concern for myself or others

So many things I (I) can't repair
My violent actions have caused irreparable damage to the relationships and life around me, and I am powerless to fix it

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