Took Out a Loan
Black Rebel Motorcycle Club Lyrics


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I took out a loan on my empty heart, babe
I took out a loan for my patient soul
And I feel alive as long as I don't need you
And I feel alive as long as I keep hold

I took out a loan on my empty heart, babe
I took out a loan for my patient soul
And I feel alive as long as I don't need you
And I feel alive as long as I keep hold

Of what I think, I thought I heard you loved me
I think you thought you heard I loved
Have I been mistaken? Have I been mistaken?
I feel confused about the way it's done

I won't be denied, I'm coming in this time, babe
I've fallen in love with your creature's soul
And I've been a witness to your sickest obsession
And I feel alive as long as I keep hold

Of what I think, I thought I heard you loved me
I think you thought you heard I loved
Have I been mistaken? Have I been mistaken?
I feel confused about the way it's done

Have I been mistaken? Have I been mistaken?
I feel confused about the way it's done




Have I been mistaken? Have I been mistaken?
I feel confused about the way it's done

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Black Rebel Motorcycle Club's "Took Out a Loan" speak to the idea of taking a risk on love and feeling the highs and lows of that gamble. In the first two lines, the singer speaks of taking out a loan on their "empty heart" and "patient soul," perhaps suggesting that they were willing to invest in love even though they didn't feel fully ready for it. However, as they continue to sing, they reveal that they feel alive only when they don't need the other person and can keep a tight grip on their own sense of self.


The chorus questions the validity of the relationship, wondering if both parties are mistaken in their feelings for each other. The lyric "I think you thought you heard I loved" suggests that neither person is fully certain of where the other stands. The bridge sees the singer doubling down on their commitment to love, declaring that they won't be denied and that they've fallen for the other person's "creature's soul." However, even as they witness the other person's "sickest obsession," the singer only feels alive when they maintain control over their own emotions.


Line by Line Meaning

I took out a loan on my empty heart, babe
Metaphorically, the singer has filled the void in their heart and soul with a worthless loan


I took out a loan for my patient soul
The singer has patiently waited for something to fill them up, even if it means going into debt to achieve it


And I feel alive as long as I don't need you
The singer is able to feel invigorated and fulfilled as long as they don't rely on someone else for their happiness


And I feel alive as long as I keep hold
The singer is holding on tight to whatever makes them feel alive, even if it's not entirely healthy or sustainable


Of what I think, I thought I heard you loved me
The singer is questioning what they believed to be true, whether or not the other person truly loves them


I think you thought you heard I loved
The other person may have also misunderstood the singer's feelings, leading to miscommunication and confusion


Have I been mistaken? Have I been mistaken?
The singer keeps second-guessing themselves, wondering if they made a mistake in their assumptions or actions


I feel confused about the way it's done
The singer is lost and unsure of how to proceed, feeling like they've made a mess of things


I won't be denied, I'm coming in this time, babe
Despite setbacks and failures, the singer is determined to try again and not let rejection stop them


I've fallen in love with your creature's soul
The singer has fallen in love with the other person's essence, whatever makes them unique and individual


And I've been a witness to your sickest obsession
The singer has seen the other person at their worst, possibly even a harmful addiction or compulsion




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Written by: PETER HAYES, ROBERT TURNER

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