The song is based on a relationship with a girl who constantly lied and made Mat depressed and suicidal.
“It’s just the aftermath of listening to those two records [‘i feel bad’ and ‘i feel 2 much’]. Stylistically, it comes third because I’m going to dance through the pain and I’m going to cry through the ‘fuck you.’ I wanted people to just smile through the pain."
— blackbear via Apple Music
i felt that
Blackbear Lyrics
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Yeah-yeah
The truth is that you ripped out my heart
Then you stomped on it
The truth is that you switched up, you changed
You flipped the script (you flipped the script)
I'm out here feeling so weak, don't need this punishment
And every time you lie, you lied, I felt that shit
And every time you said, "Goodbye," I felt that shit
So kill me, kill me, kill me, I'm not goin' out tonight
I don't wanna see your face, I'd rather stay inside
Kill me, kill me, kill me, all I hear from you are lies
You made me wanna live forever, now I wanna die
Every time you lie, you lied, I felt, felt
Every time you said, "Goodbye," I felt, felt
Every time you lie, you lied, I felt, felt
Every time you said, "Goodbye," I felt, felt
I don't wanna see your new life, your new guy
And your accomplishments (your accomplishments)
I don't wanna read the letters, those words
They don't mean shit (I don't wanna see them)
I'm out here feeling so weak, don't need this punishment
And every time you lie, you lied, I felt that shit
And every time you lie, you lied, I felt that shit
And every time you said, "Goodbye," I felt that shit (oh)
So kill me, kill me, kill me, I'm not goin' out tonight
I don't wanna see your face, I'd rather stay inside (rather stay inside)
Kill me, kill me, kill me, all I hear from you are lies (are lies)
You made me wanna live forever, now I wanna die
Every time you lie, you lied, I felt, felt
Every time you said, "Goodbye," I felt, felt
Every time you lie, you lied, I felt, felt
Every time you said, "Goodbye," I felt, felt
I wanna die (every time you lie, you lied, I felt that, felt that)
So kill me, kill me, kill me, I'm not goin' out tonight
I don't wanna see your face, I'd rather stay inside (inside)
Kill me, kill me, kill me, all I hear from you are lies
You made me wanna live, laugh, love, and now I wanna die
Every time you lie, you lied, I felt, felt
Every time you said, "Goodbye," I felt, felt
Every time you lie, you lied, I felt, felt
Every time you said, "Goodbye," I felt, felt
Every time you lie, you lied, I felt that, felt that
The lyrics of Blackbear's song "I felt that" delve into the raw emotions and pain of being betrayed and hurt by someone you once loved. The song expresses the singer's feelings of heartbreak and vulnerability caused by their partner's actions and lies. The chorus repeats the phrase "Every time you lie, you lied, I felt that shit," emphasizing the impact of the partner's deceit and how it deeply affects the singer.
The opening lines set the tone, acknowledging that the truth is that the partner has torn the singer's heart out and stomped on it. The partner's change of behavior and the switch in their relationship dynamics are also acknowledged. The singer admits to feeling weak and enduring punishment from the lies told by their partner. The repeated lines in the chorus, "And every time you lie, you lied, I felt that shit," convey the profound effect of the partner's lies on the singer's emotional state.
The second verse expresses the singer's desire to distance themselves from their ex-partner. They express their aversion to seeing the ex's new life, new romantic partner, and their supposed accomplishments, claiming that they don't mean anything to them anymore. The singer continues to highlight the pain caused by the lies, reiterating the impact of the partner's deceptive words.
Overall, the lyrics depict a deep sense of betrayal, hurt, and longing for the pain to subside. The repetition of the lines in the chorus emphasizes the magnitude of the emotions felt by the singer and the lasting impact of their partner's actions.
Line by Line Meaning
The truth is that you ripped out my heart
You deeply hurt me emotionally
Then you stomped on it
You showed no remorse for hurting me
The truth is that you switched up, you changed
You became different, not the person I once knew
You flipped the script (you flipped the script)
You completely changed the dynamic of our relationship
I'm out here feeling so weak, don't need this punishment
Your actions have made me feel vulnerable and I don't deserve this suffering
And every time you lie, you lied, I felt that shit (I felt that shit)
Each time you deceived me, I experienced the pain and betrayal
And every time you said, "Goodbye," I felt that shit
Every time you walked away from me, I felt the impact of your absence
So kill me, kill me, kill me, I'm not goin' out tonight
I feel so devastated that I have no desire to go out or engage with the world
I don't wanna see your face, I'd rather stay inside
I would rather isolate myself than confront the pain of seeing you
Kill me, kill me, kill me, all I hear from you are lies
All I ever receive from you are falsehoods and dishonesty
You made me wanna live forever, now I wanna die
You once brought me happiness and hope, but now I feel so miserable that I wish for death
I don't wanna see your new life, your new guy
I don't want to witness your new relationships or achievements
And your accomplishments (your accomplishments)
I don't want to acknowledge or appreciate your successes
I don't wanna read the letters, those words
I don't want to engage with any form of communication from you
They don't mean shit (I don't wanna see them)
Those messages hold no value to me, and I prefer not to encounter them
I'm out here feeling so weak, don't need this punishment
Your actions continue to make me feel powerless, and I don't deserve to be treated this way
Every time you lie, you lied, I felt that shit
Each instance of your dishonesty deeply affected me
And every time you said, "Goodbye," I felt that shit (oh)
Whenever you left me, I experienced the emotional impact of your departure
I wanna die (every time you lie, you lied, I felt that, felt that)
Your repeated lies have made me feel so despairing that I contemplate ending my life
Every time you lie, you lied, I felt, felt
The pain of your lies was palpable to me
Every time you said, "Goodbye," I felt, felt
Each time you walked away from me, I experienced profound sadness
Every time you lie, you lied, I felt, felt
Your lies had a significant emotional impact on me
Every time you said, "Goodbye," I felt, felt
The act of you leaving me caused me great distress
Every time you lie, you lied, I felt that, felt that
Whenever you were untruthful, I experienced the pain and deception
Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
Written by: Aaron Curtis Harmon, Andrew Maxwell Goldstein, Jordan Alexander Reyes, Matthew Tyler Musto
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
@zero-mm6gl
[Verse 1]
The truth is that you ripped out my heart
Then you stomped on it
The truth is that you switched up, you changed
You flipped the script (You flipped the script)
I'm out here feeling so weak, don't need this punishment
And every time you lie, you lied, I felt that shit (I felt that shit)
[Pre-Chorus]
And every time you lie, you lied, I felt that shit
And every time you said "goodbye," I felt that shit
[Chorus]
So kill me, kill me, kill me, I'm not goin' out tonight
I don't wanna see your face, I'd rather stay inside
Kill me, kill me, kill me, all I hear from you are lies
You made me wanna live forever, now I wanna die
[Post-Chorus]
Every time you lie, you lied, I felt, felt
Every time you said "goodbye," I felt, felt
Every time you lie, you lied, I felt, felt
Every time you said "goodbye," I felt, felt
[Verse 2]
I don't wanna see your new life, your new guy
And your accomplishments (Your accomplishments)
I don't wanna read the letters, those words
They don't mean shit (I don't wanna see them)
I'm out here feeling so weak, don't need this punishment
And every time you lie, you lied, I felt that shit (I felt that shit)
[Pre-Chorus]
And every time you lie, you lied, I felt that shit
And every time you said "goodbye," I felt that shit (Oh)
[Chorus]
So kill me, kill me, kill me, I'm not goin' out tonight
I don't wanna see your face, I'd rather stay inside (Rather stay inside)
Kill me, kill me, kill me, all I hear from you are lies (Are lies)
You made me wanna live forever, now I wanna die
[Post-Chorus]
Every time you lie, you lied, I felt, felt
Every time you said "goodbye," I felt, felt
Every time you lie, you lied, I felt, felt
Every time you said "goodbye," I felt, felt
[Bridge]
I wanna die
(Every time you lie, you lied, I felt that, felt that)
Chorus]
So kill me, kill me, kill me, I'm not goin' out tonight
I don't wanna see your face, I'd rather stay inside (Inside)
Kill me, kill me, kill me, all I hear from you are lies
You made me wanna live, laugh, love, and now I wanna die
[Post-Chorus]
Every time you lie, you lied, I felt, felt
Every time you said "goodbye," I felt, felt
Every time you lie, you lied, I felt, felt
Every time you said "goodbye," I felt, felt
[Outro]
Every time you lie, you lied, I felt that, felt that
@UriyZ9mb8e
rest of the album names:
1. hot girl bummer 8.23.2019
2. me & ur ghost 1.16.2020
3. queen of broken hearts 7.9.2020
4. i feel bad 7.16.2020
5. i feel 2 much 7.16.2020
6. i felt that 7.17.2020
7. sobbing in cabo 8.21.2020
8. clown 8.21.2020
9. half alive 8.21.2020
10. if i were u 8.19.2020
11. why are girls? 8.21.2020
12. smile again 8.21.2020
ill be here when they all release
EDIT: The rest of the album (tracks 7-12) all released with the album together on august 21st 2020
@Tchinossole
🔥He deserves a Grammy🤍
Yeah-yeah, yeah-yeah
The truth is that you ripped out my heart
Then you stomped on it
The truth is that you switched up, you changed
You flipped the script (You flipped the script)
I'm out here feeling so weak, don't need this punishment
And every time you lie, you lied, I felt that shit (I felt that shit)
And every time you lie, you lied, I felt that shit
And every time you said "goodbye," I felt that shit
So kill me, kill me, kill me, I'm not goin' out tonight
I don't wanna see your face, I'd rather stay inside
Kill me, kill me, kill me, all I hear from you are lies
You made me wanna live forever, now I wanna die
Every time you lie, you lied, I felt, felt
Every time you said "goodbye," I felt, felt
Every time you lie, you lied, I felt, felt
Every time you said "goodbye," I felt, felt
I don't wanna see your new life, your new guy
And your accomplishments (Your accomplishments)
I don't wanna read the letters, those words
They don't mean shit (I don't wanna see them)
I'm out here feeling so weak, don't need this punishment
And every time you lie, you lied, I felt that shit (I felt that shit)
And every time you lie, you lied, I felt that shit
And every time you said "goodbye," I felt that shit (Oh)
So kill me, kill me, kill me, I'm not goin' out tonight
I don't wanna see your face, I'd rather stay inside (Rather stay inside)
Kill me, kill me, kill me, all I hear from you are lies (Are lies)
You made me wanna live forever, now I wanna die
Every time you lie, you lied, I felt, felt
Every time you said "goodbye," I felt, felt
Every time you lie, you lied, I felt, felt
Every time you said "goodbye," I felt, felt
I wanna die
(Every time you lie, you lied, I felt that, felt that)
So kill me, kill me, kill me, I'm not goin' out tonight
I don't wanna see your face, I'd rather stay inside (Inside)
Kill me, kill me, kill me, all I hear from you are lies
You made me wanna live, laugh, love, and now I wanna die
Every time you lie, you lied, I felt, felt
Every time you said "goodbye," I felt, felt
Every time you lie, you lied, I felt, felt
Every time you said "goodbye," I felt, felt
Every time you lie, you lied, I felt that, felt that
@UrNotHot
LYRICS
[Intro]
Yeah-yeah, yeah-yeah
[Verse 1]
The truth is that you ripped out my heart
Then you stomped on it
The truth is that you switched up, you changed
You flipped the script (You flipped the script)
I'm out here feeling so weak, don't need this punishment
And every time you lie, you lied, I felt that shit (I felt that shit)
[Pre-Chorus]
And every time you lie, you lied, I felt that shit
And every time you said "goodbye," I felt that shit
[Chorus]
So kill me, kill me, kill me, I'm not goin' out tonight
I don't wanna see your face, I'd rather stay inside
Kill me, kill me, kill me, all I hear from you are lies
You made me wanna live forever, now I wanna die
[Post-Chorus]
Every time you lie, you lied, I felt, felt
Every time you said "goodbye," I felt, felt
Every time you lie, you lied, I felt, felt
Every time you said "goodbye," I felt, felt
[Verse 2]
I don't wanna see your new life, your new guy
And your accomplishments (Your accomplishments)
I don't wanna read the letters, those words
They don't mean shit (I don't wanna see them)
I'm out here feeling so weak, don't need this punishment
And every time you lie, you lied, I felt that shit (I felt that shit)
[Pre-Chorus]
And every time you lie, you lied, I felt that shit
And every time you said "goodbye," I felt that shit (Oh)
[Chorus]
So kill me, kill me, kill me, I'm not goin' out tonight
I don't wanna see your face, I'd rather stay inside (Rather stay inside)
Kill me, kill me, kill me, all I hear from you are lies (Are lies)
You made me wanna live forever, now I wanna die
[Post-Chorus]
Every time you lie, you lied, I felt, felt
Every time you said "goodbye," I felt, felt
Every time you lie, you lied, I felt, felt
Every time you said "goodbye," I felt, felt
[Bridge]
I wanna die
(Every time you lie, you lied, I felt that, felt that)
[Chorus]
So kill me, kill me, kill me, I'm not goin' out tonight
I don't wanna see your face, I'd rather stay inside (Inside)
Kill me, kill me, kill me, all I hear from you are lies
You made me wanna live, laugh, love, and now I wanna die
[Post-Chorus]
Every time you lie, you lied, I felt, felt
Every time you said "goodbye," I felt, felt
Every time you lie, you lied, I felt, felt
Every time you said "goodbye," I felt, felt
[Outro]
Every time you lie, you lied, I felt that, felt that
@rarelotus
Why doesn't he have a grammy? He's seriously so talented
Edit:Don't put words in my mouth if ur going to comment I'm not saying he needs one I'm saying he deserves one🥱💅
@summerstars6891
ikr 🥺🥺
@merc64
bruh seriously since the afterglow all of this man albums are grammy worthy
@R_Dot
The Grammy isn't a proof that an artist is talented or not. Many great artists don't have Grammy, that doesn't mean they're worthless or obscure. People just over-rate Grammys, thinking it's the only milestone for success.
@advait5211
🤝🏻👌🏻
@gabrielmontanhole
grammies suck ngl... very one sided (and that's the side of money)
@PotatoPancakeYeah
Blackbear is the best thing that’s ever happened to me 🙌🏼🙌🏼
@nikia6560
FACTS
@obitoxe8289
true
@zmrm2
same