From The Heart
Blackedy Lyrics

I done took a lot of L's so a win mean a lot to me
I have experienced many losses in my life, so a victory means a great deal to me.

Gotta stay on top n*ggas trynna take my spot from me
I must remain ahead of others because they are trying to surpass me.

F*ck a friend im on my lone thats how i gotta be
I do not need companionship because I can only rely on myself.

You gotta gun to my heart feel like you just took a shot at me
I feel attacked when you threaten me with harm.

N*ggas never got no heart they be so ruthless
People lack compassion and empathy, and they can be very cruel.

Had to cut that shawty off she was so useless
I had to end a relationship because the other person was not beneficial to me.

They be speaking on my name i'm like bro who's this
People are talking about me, but I am unfamiliar with them.

All my feelings in a box i need to regroup this
I need to sort out and understand my emotions.

Trynna be up on lone
I am trying to be independent.

You was on some nut s*it member when I called you ain't picking up the phone
You were acting strange when I called you and did not answer, which confused me.

S*it just had me blown
It upset and overwhelmed me.

But you taught me how to get it on my own
Despite adversity, you helped me learn to be self-sufficient.

Better show me some respect n*gga lower yo tone
You need to treat me with esteem and speak in a calmer voice.

And they was messing with that mental
People were causing emotional distress in me.

Lying when i tell n*ggas im striaght like a pencil
People do not believe that I am being truthful when I say that I am fine.

I dont want yo love shawty i just want yo dental
I am not seeking affection from you; I just want your money or possessions.

I just keep switching up my feelings like a rental
My emotions change frequently and easily like a rented item.

So many scars feeling like i got a curse
I have been hurt so many times that it feels like a curse.

Praying that my mom never see me in a hearse
I hope my mother never has to bury me.

Gotta put n*ggas behind gotta put myself first
I must focus on myself and disregard others.

Dont ask if im okay thats just making it worse
Do not inquire about my well-being because it only exacerbates the situation.

Gotta get myself straight gotta get myself in order
I need to get my life in order and take care of myself.

Trynna hit a foreign girl all across the border
I am interested in dating someone from another country.

And they never hit me up so never hit me up when my pockets on swole mode
People do not contact me until I have money.

Looking like some horders
My possessions make it appear that I am a hoarder.

I aint even blow n*ggas saying dont forget about me
Even though I have not become successful yet, people are already asking me not to forget them.

And she think im dumb member what u said about me
She thinks I am foolish, but I remember what she said about me.

I aint forget about the time when you went behind my back did some nut
I have not forgotten the time when you betrayed me and acted irrationally.

N*ggas not yo bro's, falling over hoes
People are not true friends and prioritize romantic relationships over platonic ones.

N*ggas know me i be staying 10 toes
People know that I am loyal and dependable.

Big smiles on my face through the highs and the lows
I maintain a positive attitude during good and bad times.

Trynna get my pockets stuffed with like hell a rolls
I am striving to become financially successful.

Trynna make like back to back to back hits
I am attempting to create consecutive successful music releases.

Pull up to yo crib on black on black fits
I arrive at your house wearing all black clothing.

You only 15 you snapping like this?
You are only 15 years old and making great art?

I done been through a lot so i'm rapping like this
I have experienced numerous struggles, which influences the way I rap.

She like god damn black you packing like this?
She is surprised by my impressive possessions or wealth.

Got one leg up i be cracking like this
I put one leg up while laughing in a particular way.

Wanna be on my lone so i'm acting like this
I want to be alone, which affects my behavior or personality.

I think its time for me to settle down
I believe it is time for me to become more stable in my life.

But i keep overthinking and i cannot let em round
I obsessively worry and cannot allow certain people into my life.

All these damn eyes on me and i cannot let em down
Many people are watching me, and I must not disappoint them.

Feelings start to go up and i cant seem to em down
My emotions become heightened, and I struggle to calm them.

B L A C K E D Y get it right
My name is Blackedy, spelled B L A C K E D Y.

Staying down till you come up i be shining in the light
I remain humble, even as I achieve success.

I be looking at my future and its looking real bright
I am optimistic about my future.

Fakest n*ggas be the ones that be so damn tight
People who act friendly and tight-knit are often the most fake and untrustworthy.

Im really just speaking from the heart bruh like real s*it man
I am speaking genuinely and honestly from my heart, man.

N*ggas think cause im 15 i dont go through s*it
People assume that because I am 15 years old, I do not experience struggles or hardships.

Shut up n*gga
Please be quiet.