Ghosts
Blade Hall Lyrics

I hope nobody takes your pain away
I don't wish you well because you hurt me and I want you to continue experiencing the pain you've caused me.

'Cuz you deserve to fucking cry today
You deserve to cry today because of the pain and hurt you've inflicted on me.

And all the shit that you done put me through
You've caused me a lot of pain and hurt by your actions.

I wish I never fell in love with you
I regret that I ever loved you because of the hurt and pain you've caused me.

I don't see what's in your mind
I can't understand or comprehend your thoughts and intentions.

Take me back to simpler times
I want to go back to when things were easier and less complicated between us.

When my heart was doing fine
I was happy and content with my life and my heart wasn't broken.

You didn't even need to lie
You didn't have to deceive or lie to me because I trusted and believed in you.

It's all the times that you made me feel alone
You made me feel isolated and abandoned with your actions and behavior.

And I was going through it but I didn't let you know
I was struggling with the pain and hurt you caused me, but I didn't express it to you.

You send another text that I didn't wanna see
You sent me a message that I didn't want to receive because I didn't want to deal with the emotions and pain it would bring.

Wish it wasn't hard for you to love me
I wish you had an easier time loving me and treating me with kindness and respect.

I run away from all these ghosts
I try to escape from the haunting feelings and memories from our past relationship.

I push away 'cuz I can't get close
I distance myself from you because I can't handle the emotional pain and hurt that comes with closeness to you.

Time stops when I try to let go
It feels like time stands still when I try to move past our relationship and let go of my feelings for you.

I guess we blame it on being young
We try to excuse our actions and mistakes by attributing them to our youth and inexperience.

Tell me how you feel when you're not so drunk
I want to know your true feelings and thoughts without the influence of alcohol impairing your judgement.

And all these college parties with the same old guys
You go to college parties and hang out with the same group of guys, showing a lack of growth and maturity.

Moving on quick but I'm not so surprised
You seem to move on from relationships quickly, which doesn't surprise me given your behavior and actions.

And I don't miss you
I don't long for or desire to have you back in my life.

And I don't need you
I don't require or rely on you for my happiness or well-being.