Waster
Bladee Lyrics


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Fucked up for days, can I catch a break?
Just wanna go away, make it go away
Just running through the days, running through the pain
Bring my life to waste, was it all a waste?

Was it all a waste? Was it all a waste?
I'm smoking so much dope, can I take a break?
I know you know I know I made a mistake
I'm just trying to touch the real but it's plastic, fake

Plastic face, tragic on the way
Only way I make it through the day is, I can't say
I can't say, sorry, I can't say
Sorry mom, I know you hate to see me this way

Fall in love and jump
Are you drunk? I was acting dumb
Pills under my tongue, I feel numb
Don't like anyone, empty, fill my cup
I fucked up, cut me up

Might cut you off, you're slumped, he's a bum
Drain Gang, yeah, we on, I'm the chosen one
Fuck you thought? Get back what I lost




I make the call, are you slow?
Reap the risk I sow

Overall Meaning

In the song "Waster," Bladee reflects on his life choices and substance abuse. He begins by questioning whether or not his entire life has been wasted due to his struggles with addiction. It seems as though he's tired of feeling messed up, and wants to escape the pain. However, he's stuck in a cycle of drug abuse, which he acknowledges is a mistake. He longs to touch something real, but as he looks around him, everything feels fake and plastic.


Bladee's lyrics paint a picture of deep sadness and regret. He apologizes to his mother for his actions and seems to understand that he's disappointed her. The chorus of the song repeats the idea of everything being a "waste," which suggests that Bladee is dealing with a lot of shame and guilt. He wants to go back in time and undo some of his mistakes, but instead, he's left feeling empty and disconnected.


Overall, "Waster" is a poignant reflection on the consequences of addiction and the feelings of despair that can come with it. Through his lyrics, Bladee offers a glimpse into the emotional turmoil that comes with drug abuse, and the desperate desire to break free from its grip.


Line by Line Meaning

Fucked up for days, can I catch a break?
Been messed up for a prolonged time. Wondering if there's ever going to be respite.


Just wanna go away, make it go away
Desire to escape from this life, wants all this to disappear.


Just running through the days, running through the pain
Simply existing and avoiding memories and emotions.


Bring my life to waste, was it all a waste?
Making everything worthless, nothing mattered.


Was it all a waste? Was it all a waste?
Repeating the question and expressing regret.


I'm smoking so much dope, can I take a break?
I've consumed too much, can I pause for a bit?


I know you know I know I made a mistake
Acknowledging the error, conveying that others are aware too.


I'm just trying to touch the real but it's plastic, fake
Attempting to reach the genuine, yet everything seems artificial.


Plastic face, tragic on the way
People pretending; misery is incoming.


Only way I make it through the day is, I can't say
To survive, need to do an action that won't be shared here.


Sorry mom, I know you hate to see me this way
Apologizing to mother, aware that she hates seeing the state I am in.


Fall in love and jump
Falling in love and subsequently taking a risk.


Are you drunk? I was acting dumb
Inquiring if you're inebriated. Admitting to foolishness.


Pills under my tongue, I feel numb
Feeling nothing due to medication taken under the tongue.


Don't like anyone, empty, fill my cup
Being averse to all people, need something to occupy attention.


I fucked up, cut me up
Committed a blunder, punish me.


Might cut you off, you're slumped, he's a bum
May break ties, since you're in a disheveled state, he's destitute.


Drain Gang, yeah, we on, I'm the chosen one
Affiliated with the Drain Gang; indicating superiority.


Fuck you thought? Get back what I lost
What were you thinking? I shall retrieve what I am missing.


I make the call, are you slow?
I decide; are you not cognizant?


Reap the risk I sow
Consequence of the chance I took.




Writer(s): Benjamin Reichwald

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