Alive
Blaze Lyrics


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I ran out of money and space in my luggage
Think I need to budget
I totaled the coupe now I’m pushing a bucket
I swerve like I’m rushing
On my way to you when I’m scared of the loving
I feel so disgusted
You asking questions I’m changing the subject
Cuz we ain’t gotta discuss it
I flew cross the country I needed a break
I still can’t get away
Thinking what did I do to her, what do I say
I’m worried bout you in a whole ‘nother state
I just wanna get back the past couple days
My mind has been racing and trying to escape
I tell you it feel like you feeling no way
I’m running late cause I’m running in place
I just wanna know if I come up in conversation
When you talk to your friends if it’s me that you think made it complicated
For the time I waited girl I hate the feeling that my time is wasted
I’m just trying baby, Would you even notice if I died today
Is it me that you tryna play

[PreHook]
Just answer your phone
I know you’re home
I been alone
For way too long
One day I’ll be gone
But I’m tryna be strong
Just pick up your phone
Just pick up your phone

[vamp]
It’s too cold out here
To let you not be near
But I still hold my tears
And you can’t know my fears

[Verse 2]
Just give me a sign that you giving a fuck
I’m over here dying, you living up
You ain’t even check on me, all on gram you been flickin it up
I feed off your love, you ain’t giving enough
The ball your court you ain’t picking it up
Don’t do it for me girl I’m in it for us

Hangin on by a thread need to put me on life support
How the hell did we get like this so fast baby you was so nice before
Swimming in my own thoughts, finna start drowning but who is gone drive the boat
Surrounded by blue this time around cuz I did it all twice before

[PreHook]

[Hook]


[Hook 2]
I done found my way out
I finally found my way out
Yeh Yeah, Yeh Yeah
I done found my way out, oh
Finally found my out
My way my way my way

[bridge]
Cause you don’t give a damn bout me,
I see
Lost myself in you I finally found me
Yeh Yeah Yeh Yeah

[Verse 1]
I had to be the on to fight back
Why you had to do me like that?
You ain’t gotta do me like that
I be doing good but you always gotta pull me right be
How the fuck I look still going out sad
Tell me how I look, get it from dad
You fucking up my groove tryna stay in my bag
Every day it’s you on the back of my hat
Don’t you hit me ‘less you wanna make it work, otherwise just keep it moving
You don’t care bout how I’m doing
‘Cause it’s never me you choosing
Every time I start to move on you just pop up, my mind I’m losing
Girl you got me looking stupid
Girl you got my looking so -





[Hook]

Overall Meaning

The song "Alive" by Blaze tells the story of a failed relationship and the struggles one faces when trying to move on. In the first verse, Blaze discusses his financial struggles and the loss of his car. He also talks about his fear of love and the unease he feels with his partner. His partner is asking questions, but he changes the subject because he does not want to discuss their relationship. Blaze flew across the country to clear his head, but he is still grappling with his emotions. He wonders if he crosses his partner's mind and if he is the reason their relationship is complicated.


In the pre-hook, Blaze pleads with his partner to answer the phone and alleviate his loneliness. The chorus follows, with the repetition of Blaze searching for a way out of his toxic relationship. The bridge acknowledges that he has lost himself in his partner and found himself after they have broken up.


The song ends with Blaze discussing his hurt and how he feels his partner does not care for him. He wants to move on, but he is struggling to make any progress.


Line by Line Meaning

I ran out of money and space in my luggage
I have insufficient funds and space for my belongings


Think I need to budget
I need to manage my finances wisely


I totaled the coupe now I’m pushing a bucket
I wrecked my expensive car and now I drive a cheap car


I swerve like I’m rushing
I drive recklessly as if I am in a hurry


On my way to you when I’m scared of the loving
I am hesitant to see you because I am afraid of getting hurt


I feel so disgusted
I am filled with disappointment and disgust


You asking questions I’m changing the subject
You are inquiring about something that I want to avoid


Cuz we ain’t gotta discuss it
We do not need to talk about it


I flew cross the country I needed a break
I traveled far to get away from it all


I still can’t get away
My problems are still present despite my efforts to escape


Thinking what did I do to her, what do I say
I am wondering what I did wrong and what I should do to fix it


I’m worried bout you in a whole ‘nother state
I am concerned about how you are doing in a different location


I just wanna get back the past couple days
I wish I could go back in time to fix things


My mind has been racing and trying to escape
I am overwhelmed with thoughts and trying to escape them


I tell you it feel like you feeling no way
I feel like you do not have any feelings towards me


I’m running late cause I’m running in place
I am not making any progress despite my efforts


I just wanna know if I come up in conversation
I am curious if you still think about me and talk about me


When you talk to your friends if it’s me that you think made it complicated
I wonder if you blame me for causing the problems in our relationship


For the time I waited girl I hate the feeling that my time is wasted
I hate the feeling of wasting my time waiting for you


I’m just trying baby, Would you even notice if I died today
I am trying my best, but I wonder if you would care if something happened to me


Is it me that you tryna play
Are you trying to manipulate me?


Just answer your phone
Please pick up the phone


I know you’re home
I am aware that you are at home


I been alone
I have been lonely


For way too long
For an extended period of time


One day I’ll be gone
One day I will not be around anymore


But I’m tryna be strong
I am trying to be strong in spite of my struggles


It’s too cold out here
It is too cold to be by myself


To let you not be near
I do not want to be without you


But I still hold my tears
I am still holding back my tears


And you can’t know my fears
I cannot reveal my fears to you


Just give me a sign that you giving a fuck
Please show me that you care


I’m over here dying, you living up
I am struggling while you are enjoying life


You ain’t even check on me, all on gram you been flickin it up
You have not even checked up on me, but you are active on social media


I feed off your love, you ain’t giving enough
I depend on your love, but you are not giving enough


The ball your court you ain’t picking it up
It is your turn to take action, but you are not doing anything


Don’t do it for me girl I’m in it for us
Do not do it for me, do it for the sake of our relationship


Hangin on by a thread need to put me on life support
I am barely holding on and need help to survive


How the hell did we get like this so fast baby you was so nice before
I am confused as to how our relationship deteriorated so quickly when you used to be so kind


Swimming in my own thoughts, finna start drowning but who is gone drive the boat
I am overwhelmed with my own thoughts and do not know what to do


Surrounded by blue this time around cuz I did it all twice before
I am stuck in a similar situation again and it feels familiar


I had to be the on to fight back
I had to be the one to stand up for myself


Why you had to do me like that?
Why did you treat me badly?


You ain’t gotta do me like that
There was no need to treat me poorly


I be doing good but you always gotta pull me right be
I am doing well, but you always bring me down


How the fuck I look still going out sad
How do I look pathetic and still going through this?


Tell me how I look, get it from dad
Can you tell me how I look? It runs in the family


You fucking up my groove tryna stay in my bag
You are ruining my flow by trying to hold me back


Every day it’s you on the back of my hat
I am always thinking about you


Don’t you hit me ‘less you wanna make it work, otherwise just keep it moving
Do not contact me unless you want to fix our relationship, otherwise just move on


You don’t care bout how I’m doing
You do not care about my well-being


‘Cause it’s never me you choosing
You never choose me


Every time I start to move on you just pop up, my mind I’m losing
Every time I try to move on, you come back and confuse my thoughts


Girl you got me looking stupid
You are making me look foolish


Girl you got my looking so
You are making me appear


I done found my way out
I finally found a way out


My way my way my way
I have found a path that is mine


Cause you don’t give a damn bout me
You do not care about me


I see
I understand now


Lost myself in you I finally found me
I became so consumed by you that I forgot who I am, but now I found myself again




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