Soundtrack of My Life
Blaze Lyrics

This is the soundtrack of my life
The music that accompanies all the significant events of my life, representing my experiences and emotions

The sound by which I live and die
The music that has had the greatest impact on my life, shaping my identity and sense of self to the core

The things I've seen I can't describe
There are moments in my past that I lack the words to describe, memories that are too raw or painful to put into language

Watching the movie of your life
Reflecting on your experiences as if you were watching a film or documentary about your own life

You see things in a different light
With the benefit of hindsight, you gain new insights into your choices and actions and how they've shaped your life

You see mistakes and tragedies
In retrospect, you recognize the errors in judgment and circumstances which lead to misfortune or loss

You have avoided so easily
You realize the missed opportunities or close calls that didn't result in disaster or harm, leaving you feeling grateful or relieved

You see the times when there were lies
You become aware of the dishonesty or deception that was present in past relationships, uncovering the truth that had been hidden before

Now it's yourself that you despise
When you confront your mistakes and shortcomings, it can be easy to fall into self-loathing or regret, especially when facing the consequences of your actions

And as you see the movie play
Observing a reflection of your past, either through memories or through dreamlike experiences, with the event playing out like a movie

And as you hear the words you say
Hearing your own voice, either in your head or through recordings, highlights the emotions and perspectives you had at the time of the event

Trying to be true true to yourself
Making a concerted effort to be genuine, honest, and faithful to one's own values and principles despite social pressure or personal fears

Surviving your own mental health
The ongoing challenge of maintaining your mental and emotional well-being, coping with issues like anxiety, depression, trauma, or addiction

But pharmaceuticals today
The complexities and challenges of addressing mental health through medications and other treatments, recognizing that there is no one-size-fits-all solution

Are not what you thought they'd be
Feeling disillusioned or disappointed with the effectiveness of certain therapies, or dealing with the side effects and limitations of medications

Seeking your own oblivion
Turning to drugs or other activities as a form of escape, numbing the difficult emotions and thoughts that come with mental health struggles

But you are not the only one
Recognizing that many people face similar struggles with mental health and addiction, and that seeking help and support can be important for recovery

Join the queue and stand a line
Acknowledging the long wait times and limited access to mental health resources and treatments, and the need for systemic change to address this issue

If there's no victim there's no crime
Reflecting on the legal and ethical issues related to drug use and addiction, and how society can better approach these issues with compassion and understanding

This is my life
A reaffirmation of the fact that one's life, experiences, and choices are unique and meaningful, regardless of how they compare to others