Manipulator
Blessing a Curse Lyrics

I'm sorry for the angry kind of person I've been lately
Apologizing for being angry and irritable recently

But if you think That I'm a failure, you should be reminded You're the reason I'm this way
If someone thinks that they are a failure, they should remember that the person they are blaming is the reason for their downfall.

I don't give a shit about the way you look at me now Because I lose all respect every time you open your mouth You said I'm good for nothing but I hope you realize This is a broken family for which you cannot provide
Losing respect for someone who speaks negatively of them, and reminding them that they cannot provide for their family.

This is the way I feel and if you disagree Then you can get the fuck out of my face
Expressing their feelings and not accepting disagreement.

For my entire life you fuckin held back And made me wish I could vanish without a single trace
Feeling like the person held them back throughout their entire life and wishing to disappear without a trace.

I wanna die But not before I can live and see the day that you end up completely alone
Expressing a desire to live long enough to see someone who hurt them to be alone forever.

Now the money's runnin out And the only thing that you gave me was doubt so I won't say
Feeling broke and doubtful, but not acknowledging the hurtful person who caused those emotions.

Sometimes I struggle but I keep it all bottled up Cuz the last time I let my guard down you let me fall like a House of cards And ever since I've been picking myself back up off the ground
Choosing to keep struggles bottled inside due to previous hurt from letting their guard down and falling apart.

But I'm tired of running and hiding every time life gets too hard And I'm tired of constantly hearing you don't believe I'll make it all that far
Expressing exhaustion from constantly avoiding difficulties and being told they won't succeed.

You've been putting words in my mouth ever since I could talk You've been making me crawl even when I could walk
Feeling like the person manipulated them since childhood, even before they could speak or walk.

I'm sorry for the angry kind of person that I've been lately But if you that I'm a failure you should be reminded You're the reason I'm this way Whoa oh oh, oh no no no I know I'll be just fine I don't need another manipulator in my life I'm not sorry
Not being sorry for their anger and reminding the manipulative person that they caused their struggles, but expressing confidence in their own ability to succeed despite the negativity.