Not Now
Blink182(블링크 182) Lyrics

Come here, please hold my hand LORD now
I am feeling helpless and in need of guidance, so I am reaching out for divine assistance

Help me, I'm scared please show me how
I am feeling afraid and overwhelmed, and I need someone to show me how to overcome my fear

To fight this, God has a master plan
I believe that everything happens for a reason, and I trust that God has a plan for me to overcome my struggles

And I guess, I am in his demand
I have faith that God has a purpose for me, and that I am meant to face this challenge in order to fulfill that purpose

Please save me, this time I cannot run
I am in a difficult situation and cannot escape it on my own, so I am asking for divine intervention to rescue me

And I'll see, you when this is done
I trust that my faith will help me overcome my struggles, and that when I do, I will feel God's presence and guidance in my life

And now I, have come to realize
Through my struggles and fear, I have gained a new awareness and understanding of myself and my faith

That you are, the one who's left behind
Through my own struggles, I have come to recognize that there are others who are also struggling and may need my support and guidance

Please stay, until I'm gone
I am asking for someone to be with me and support me until I have overcome my challenges and no longer need their help

I'm here, hold on, to me
I am offering myself as a source of comfort and support to someone who may be struggling and in need of help

I'm right here, waiting
I am ready and willing to be there for someone in need, and will patiently wait for their call for help

I see, the light it feels good
I am beginning to see a positive outcome to my struggles, and it brings me a sense of peace and relief

And I'll come, back soon just like you would
Just as I am ready and willing to support others in their time of need, I know there will come a time when I too will need their support and understanding

It's useless, my name has made the list
I recognize that I have become a statistic or a number, and that my struggles are not unique but are shared by many others

And I wish, I gave you one last kiss
In my time of struggle and fear, I am reflecting on the relationships and people I may have neglected or taken for granted, and regret not showing them more love and appreciation

And take, my one last breath
I am accepting that my time may be limited and that I need to make the most of every moment and opportunity I have

And don't forget
I am asking for those I care about to remember me and the impact I had on their lives, even after I am gone

That I will be right here, waiting [Repeat: x3]
Even after I am gone, I will remain a source of love and support to those I cared about, and will be waiting for them in spirit to guide and comfort them through their struggles