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I Have Such a Hard Time Making New Friends
Bloodlet Lyrics


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I had been feeling sick lately
3 days maybe 4
And he was looking at me funny like he had seen me before
I threw my best right hand cross across his left hand cheek
And a tragedy is written in the bathroom sink

Give me back my gun
Its intent is not pure
He's got it bad bleeding tears upon the kitchen floor
I saw a crack in your halo today
Such big words for a tiny little man
He said, "In my mind I am the hero today."

I take 1 in the morning and 2 at 3
Another before supper and 5 to sleep
Just a chemical reaction in my head
It all turns upside down in my head
I must have blacked out
I doubled up on my meds
You see I have such a hard time making new friends

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Bloodlet's song "I Have Such a Hard Time Making New Friends" depicts a dark and disturbing tale of a person who is struggling with mental illness and addiction. The singer seems to be experiencing some sort of disconnectedness and detachment from reality, as they describe feeling sick and being looked at funny like they have been seen before. The violence of the situation is evident in the first verse, where the singer throws a punch at someone, leading to a tragedy that is hinted at with the line "written in the bathroom sink."


As the song continues, the singer's desperate and unstable state becomes more apparent. They mention taking several pills throughout the day, indicating a dependence on medication or potentially self-medicating. They describe their mental state as "upside down" and "blacking out." The line "Give me back my gun, its intent is not pure" suggests suicidal ideation or a desire to cause harm to themselves or others.


The chorus of the song serves as a haunting reminder of the singer's struggle to connect with others. The line "I have such a hard time making new friends" highlights the loneliness and isolation that can come with mental illness and addiction. The singer seems to be relying on medication and substances to cope with these feelings instead of seeking help or support from others.


Overall, the lyrics of "I Have Such a Hard Time Making New Friends" portray a bleak and disturbing picture of someone struggling with mental illness and addiction. The singer's isolation and detachment from reality are depicted vividly through their desperate and violent actions.


Line by Line Meaning

I had been feeling sick lately
I have been feeling ill recently.


3 days maybe 4
I have been feeling this way for about 3 to 4 days.


And he was looking at me funny like he had seen me before
Someone was staring at me in a weird way, as if they recognized me from somewhere.


I threw my best right hand cross across his left hand cheek
I punched him in the face with my right hand.


And a tragedy is written in the bathroom sink
There was blood in the bathroom sink as a result of the fight.


Give me back my gun
I want my gun returned to me.


Its intent is not pure
The purpose of the gun is not honorable or just.


He's got it bad bleeding tears upon the kitchen floor
He is bleeding and crying on the kitchen floor, likely due to the gun.


I saw a crack in your halo today
I noticed a flaw in your previously perceived character.


Such big words for a tiny little man
You are talking confidently despite being physically small.


He said, "In my mind I am the hero today."
The other person believes they are a heroic figure in this situation.


I take 1 in the morning and 2 at 3
I take medication at specific times.


Another before supper and 5 to sleep
I take more medication before dinner and at bedtime.


Just a chemical reaction in my head
My mental state is due to a chemical imbalance in my brain.


It all turns upside down in my head
My perception and thoughts become distorted and confusing.


I must have blacked out
I lost consciousness or memory at some point.


I doubled up on my meds
I took more medication than prescribed.


You see I have such a hard time making new friends
I find it difficult to form new relationships with others.




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YEETS PRODUCTION

How old are you again

kumonosu joe

Funniest chorus ever.

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