Turmoil
Bludgeon Lyrics


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Inside this hell
Empty thoughts imprison me
Revealing all
That's left internally

Am I alive, what has become of me?
Have I just died, has life swallowed me?
Push me, to the edge; I'll push back!
Shut down, with lies; React!

[Repeat]

Judging me by what you see
In your mind you envy me
You're smiling to my face
In my back you push the blade

Inside this hell
Empty thoughts imprison me
Revealing all
That's left internally

Am I alive, what has become of me?
Have I just died, has life swallowed me?

Push me, to the edge; I'll push back!
Shut down, with lies; React!

[Repeat]

Reach back inside of me
Reach back inside of me
Reach back inside of me
Reach back inside!

Reach, reach, reach, reach!

Inside this hell
Empty thoughts imprison me




Revealing all
That's left internally

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to "Turmoil" by Bludgeon delve into the internal struggles of the singer who finds themselves trapped in a hellish state both mentally and emotionally. The first two lines of the song reveal the suffocating nature of the singer's thoughts that seem devoid of any substance, and how it has resulted in a painful, inner isolation. The following lines question the singer's own existence and whether they have succumbed to the harsh realities of life.


The chorus of the song is a defiant statement of pushing back against the challenges faced by the singer. They refuse to be silenced or shut down under false pretenses. The second verse describes the hypocrisy of people who judge the singer while secretly being envious of them. The stabbing pain of betrayal is exemplified by the line, "You're smiling to my face, In my back, you push the blade". The final lines of the song repeat the earlier description of the singer's internal turmoil, bringing the theme full circle.


Line by Line Meaning

Inside this hell
Bludgeon is in a state of turmoil and feels like they are trapped in a hellish situation.


Empty thoughts imprison me
Bludgeon feels mentally trapped and unable to escape their thoughts, which feel unfulfilling or meaningless.


Revealing all
Despite feeling trapped, Bludgeon is revealing their inner thoughts and emotions through this song.


That's left internally
Bludgeon is showcasing the parts of themselves that have been left behind internally and have yet to be resolved or dealt with.


Am I alive, what has become of me?
Bludgeon is questioning their existence and feels unsure if they are truly alive or if they have lost themselves in their current state.


Have I just died, has life swallowed me?
Bludgeon is questioning if they have lost their sense of identity and if they have been consumed by the negative aspects of life.


Push me, to the edge; I'll push back!
Bludgeon is resilient and is willing to stand up for themselves despite being pushed to the brink.


Shut down, with lies; React!
Bludgeon feels like they have been manipulated or deceived and is reacting with anger and frustration.


Judging me by what you see
Bludgeon feels like they are being unfairly judged by others based on their appearance or external factors.


In your mind you envy me
Despite being judged, Bludgeon knows that some may still secretly wish to have what they have.


You're smiling to my face
Bludgeon is aware that some people are being fake or insincere in their interactions.


In my back you push the blade
Others are betraying Bludgeon and causing harm behind their back.


Reach back inside of me
Bludgeon is searching within themselves for the strength and resilience to overcome their circumstances.


Reach, reach, reach, reach!
Bludgeon is determined to keep pushing forward and reach their goals despite the obstacles in their way.




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