Deprivation
Bludhood Lyrics
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Thrown into the space
Without colors and shapes
Assembled from pieces
Of a long forgotten era
I would like be secure
This is my dream
This is my destination
On the floor drenched in pain
In the room, strange and evil
In the car regardless place
I will stop fucking disgrace
Farewell pipe of despair
Farewell to the family that nurtured me
I will not return here
Return here (Return here)
Return here
Return here
The opening verse of Bludhood's song Deprivation describes the singer's origins as being created out of desperation and thrown into an unknown space without any defining shapes or colors. It alludes to the singer being pieced together from something old or forgotten, suggesting that they have a sense of being disconnected or unknown. The singer expresses their desire for security and a sense of belonging, represented by the lines "This is my cure, this is my dream, this is my destination."
As the song progresses, the singer describes being in a state of pain and discomfort in various locations, such as a strange and evil room and a car of unknown origin. This pain and discomfort is represented as a "disgrace" that the singer wants to leave behind. They say goodbye to a "pipe of despair" and a family that once nurtured them, suggesting that they are leaving behind an environment that was harmful or damaging. The repeated phrase "Return here" at the end of the verse emphasizes the singer's commitment to leaving this place behind and never looking back.
Overall, Deprivation has a sense of emotional weight and longing for safety and security. The singer's journey towards leaving behind a painful past and seeking a better future is a relatable theme that will resonate with many listeners.
Line by Line Meaning
Created of desperation
The beginning of my existence was born out of hopelessness and despair.
Thrown into the space
I was cast out into the world with no direction or guidance.
Without colors and shapes
Everything around me is bleak and formless, devoid of vibrancy or meaning.
Assembled from pieces
I'm a patchwork of experiences and memories that make up who I am.
Of a long forgotten era
My past is a distant memory, one that I struggle to reconcile with the present.
I would like be secure
All I want is to feel safe and stable in this turbulent and uncertain world.
This is my cure
My only solace lies in the music that I create to express my pain and suffering.
This is my dream
My deepest aspiration is to transcend my struggles and make something meaningful of my life.
This is my destination
I have a clear sense of where I want to go, and I won't stop until I get there.
On the floor drenched in pain
I'm lying in agony, overwhelmed by the intensity of my emotions.
In the room, strange and evil
I'm in a hostile and sinister environment that only compounds my sense of despair.
In the car regardless place
I'm moving through the world without any sense of direction or attachment -- I'm just going wherever the road takes me.
I will stop fucking disgrace
I'm determined to overcome the shame and humiliation that have dogged me throughout my life.
Farewell pipe of despair
I'm saying goodbye to the addiction that has been holding me back for so long.
Farewell to the family that nurtured me
I'm cutting ties with the people who have hurt me and hindered my growth over the years.
I will not return here
I'm severing my connection to my painful past and moving forward into a brighter future.
Return here (Return here)
Despite my best efforts to move on, I'm haunted by the memories of my past and the place that gave birth to them.
Return here
No matter how much I try to escape it, I can't help but feel drawn back to the source of my pain.
Lyrics © O/B/O APRA AMCOS
Written by: Eva Arutiunian, Filipp Abroyan, Maksim Valetov
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