Somebody
Blue October Lyrics


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So you dropped me
Held me by my feet and let me go
I fell between the seat, but nothing broke
I've yet to feel that brilliant afterglow
The one I knew of years ago
Now I'm twisted
Twisted from the waist and spun around
Promised only sky but given ground
Realized the makeup is for a clown
The clown I knew of months ago

[Chorus]
I only wanted to be somebody
So fucking bad, I came unglued
I only wanted to be somebody
So here we are now, face to face
And I'm fucking you

So you caught me!
Wishing I were better than the rest
You hit me and left bruises on my chest
And when I wouldn't cheat
I spit upon your test
The test I tore up weeks ago
And now my fist is
My fist is for your face to cock the jaw
When I begin to rise, you start to fall
Now you know how it feels to drop the ball
The ball I threw back days ago

[Chorus]

So I'll just stand right here for now
I should have won, but how?
I break a smart ass grin
Who let the loser win?




Let's break a smart ass grin
Let's let the losers win!

Overall Meaning

In Blue October's "Somebody," the singer confronts a former lover who he felt didn't treat him well enough. The song seems to be about wanting to be seen as somebody important and meaningful, but being mistreated and humiliated instead. The first verse uses a metaphor of falling between the seats of a car to describe feeling overlooked and forgotten. The singer then mentions feeling "twisted" and disillusioned, realizing that promises made to him were not kept, and that everything was just an act or performance.


In the chorus, the singer explains that all he wanted was to be somebody, so badly that he came "unglued" or lost control, and ultimately feels like he failed. The second verse describes how the singer was physically abused and tested, but refused to give in, tearing up the test that was given to him. He then becomes aggressive, saying that he will punch his former lover in the face and that they will feel what it's like to "drop the ball" or fail. The song ends with the singer seeming to shrug off the situation, asking who let the loser win and suggesting that sometimes, it's better to just embrace being a smartass loser.


Line by Line Meaning

So you dropped me
You let me go, but held me by my feet. I fell between the seat, but nothing broke. I haven't felt the same way as before.


I've yet to feel that brilliant afterglow
I haven't felt that amazing feeling again that I used to feel years ago.


Now I'm twisted
I'm contorted from the waist and spun around. I was promised the sky but given the ground. I now understand that what I thought was real and true, wasn't.


The clown I knew of months ago
I used to act like a clown months ago, not realizing how fake I was being.


I only wanted to be somebody
I wanted to be someone important, so badly that I lost control.


So here we are now, face to face
Now we're facing each other, with nowhere to hide.


And I'm fucking you
I'm dominating you, taking what I want.


So you caught me!
You found out that I wished I were better than others. You hurt me and left bruises on my chest. When I didn't want to cheat, I spat on your test--the same one I tore up weeks ago.


The ball I threw back days ago
You now know how it feels to fail, just like how I felt when I failed to achieve what I wanted days ago.


So I'll just stand right here for now
I'm staying where I am for now.


I should have won, but how?
I thought I would win, but things didn't go as planned.


Who let the loser win?
Who allowed the loser (me) to win?


Let's break a smart ass grin
Let's smile and laugh without caring what others think.


Let's let the losers win!
Let's give the losers a chance to succeed.




Lyrics © BMG Rights Management, Universal Music Publishing Group, Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, Warner Chappell Music, Inc.
Written by: CLIFTON GEORGE BAILEY, PAUL CROSSDALE, DONALD DENNIS, MELBOURNE GEORGE MILLER

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BlizzardBeaches


on Congratulations

Spent many nights in 2006 crying myself to sleep listening to this song from Blue October's Foiled album. Although different than the interpreted mean, It helped me realize that often times a relationship is dead long before it's over.

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