Phaedra's Meadow
Blue Rodeo Lyrics


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I was walking through the forest

One cold and dreary morn

My heart sick with jealousy

And memories I need no more
No I could never kill a man

But I would do him harm

Knowing that you?re there

Lying in his arms

My flesh was ripped and torn

By the bramble and the thorn

I was lost but well-prepared

To offer up my soul

Because the greater misery

Is to live with what I know

The moon concealed by April?s storm

No bearing I could find

Until I fell into a clearing

And a road I recognized

I was far

Far from my home

Further from her smile

Not sure if I would return

Or just lay down and die

As I stood in Phaedra?s Meadow

Well the dawn did break the sky

And from the highest up in heaven

The Weaving Star fell into my eyes






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Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Blue Rodeo's song "Phaedra's Meadow" express the emotional turmoil of a jealous heart. The singer of the song is walking through a forest on a cold and dreary morning, burdened by memories of his beloved with another man. While he admits that he could never kill a man, he admits he would do him harm, knowing that his beloved was in his arms. The bramble and thorn of the forest seem to physically mirror the singer's emotional pain. Yet, the singer seems to be "well-prepared to offer up my soul" as he is aware that living with jealousy is the greater misery.


The song takes a mystical turn as the singer falls into a clearing and recognizes a road. He is far from his home and not sure if he wants to return or lay down and die. It is here in Phaedra's Meadow, where he stands that the dawn breaks the sky, and the weaving star falls into his eyes from the highest point in heaven. The song ends on this surreal and mystical note, leaving the listener to interpret the scene. Perhaps the falling star symbolizes the singer's renewed hope or the shedding of his emotional burden or love's final extinguishing.


Line by Line Meaning

I was walking through the forest
I was physically walking through the forest, probably feeling lost and disconnected from the world.


One cold and dreary morn
It was cold and dreary, which might have made my thoughts more sorrowful.


My heart sick with jealousy
I felt strongly jealous of something or someone.


And memories I need no more
I was carrying memories that were hurting me and I wanted to get rid of them.


No I could never kill a man
I would not physically harm someone, but I might hold a grudge or act spitefully.


But I would do him harm
I might take some actions to cause harm to someone without resorting to physical violence.


Knowing that you’re there
I was aware that someone was close to the person I cared about.


Lying in his arms
I knew that the person I loved was intimate with someone else.


My flesh was ripped and torn
I was hurt both physically and emotionally, similar to being scratched by the sharp bramble and thorns.


By the bramble and the thorn
I was likely walking through difficult terrain.


I was lost but well-prepared
I realized I was lost but felt mentally prepared to deal with it.


To offer up my soul
I was ready to give up everything, even my soul.


Because the greater misery
I believed it would be more miserable to continue to live with the pain I felt.


Is to live with what I know
It was hard to live with the knowledge of what was happening in the situation.


The moon concealed by April’s storm
The stormy weather made it hard to see the moon in the sky.


No bearing I could find
I was lost and had no sense of direction.


Until I fell into a clearing
I found myself in a clearing, where the trees were not obstructing my view anymore.


And a road I recognized
I recognized a road that I might take.


I was far
I was far from where I wanted to be.


Far from my home
I was far from the place that I called home.


Further from her smile
I was away from the person that made me happy.


Not sure if I would return
I was not sure if I would ever come back to the place I was coming from.


Or just lay down and die
I was so lost and hurt that dying seemed like a better option than continuing to live.


As I stood in Phaedra’s Meadow
I was in a meadow that belonged to someone named Phaedra.


Well the dawn did break the sky
The sunrise broke through the dark sky.


And from the highest up in heaven
Something came from heaven or the sky above.


The Weaving Star fell into my eyes
I saw a bright and shining star that caught my attention and made me feel hopeful.




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Comments from YouTube:

danoh40

Great, calming song. I love the images! <3 :D

Tracee Chambers

My special friend Julie Cochrane has just lost her fight with cancer. We have seen BR many times in Bala and today I honour her and our friendship with this song. I will miss you. You are now free like these horses. Ride On my dynamic friend. xo Tracee. xo

BRBluebird

I'm so very sorry for your loss, Tracee.... ((hugs))

BRBluebird

@danoh40 Thanks danoh, glad you liked it!! :)

Ka Mac

<3