Thought I Was a Spaceman
Blur Lyrics


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I thought I was a spaceman
Digging out my heart
In some distant sand dunes
In a car park

'Cause the desert had encroached upon
The places where we live
People like me fighting
To keep the demons in

But we never succeeded
We never succeeded
In fact we failed

I thought I was a spaceman
Digging out my heart
In some distant sand dunes
In a car park

By the empty harbour
Where the phantoms fall
Fight for happy valley
Sadly, the line broke

I thought I found my black ball
Washed up on the shore
All night lying on us
It was the landfall

I thought I found it
But that was not true at all
I'd walked into a bar
Raise town

Cut the calves without me
Always and always the same
But the ghost is waiting
And let it be

I thought I was a spaceman
Digging out my heart
In some distant sand dunes
In high park

I thought I was a spaceman
Digging out my heart
In some distant sand dunes
You again

I thought I was a spaceman
Digging out my heart
In some distant sand dunes
You again

You again





You again

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Blur's song "Thought I Was a Spaceman" describe a sense of isolation and detachment from reality. The opening line of the song, "I thought I was a spaceman," suggests a feeling of being removed from the rest of society, perhaps even an otherworldly existence. The singer then describes "digging out my heart in some distant sand dunes in a car park," which could be interpreted as a metaphor for the struggle to connect with others and find meaning in life.


The mention of the desert encroaching on the places where people live and individuals fighting to keep the demons in suggests that the singer is battling with their own inner demons, trying to keep them from taking over. However, they acknowledge that they have failed in this task. The line "fight for happy valley, sadly, the line broke" further emphasizes the sense of defeat and despair.


The reference to the black ball washed up on the shore and lying on it all night could symbolize the search for something, such as meaning or purpose, and the frustration of not finding it. The final repetition of "you again" could suggest a cyclical nature to this struggle, with the singer feeling as though they are constantly coming back to the same feelings of detachment and isolation.


Overall, the lyrics of "Thought I Was a Spaceman" express a sense of disillusionment and frustration with the world and a struggle to find one's place within it.


Line by Line Meaning

I thought I was a spaceman
Believing oneself to be an alien, distant from others and their emotions


Digging out my heart
Trying to understand and fix one's feelings


In some distant sand dunes
In a remote location, feeling isolated


In a car park
A mundane, unremarkable place suggesting a lack of direction


'Cause the desert had encroached upon
The barren landscape and unforgiving nature of life, gradually overtaking one's emotions


The places where we live
The environments and relationships we create


People like me fighting
Struggling to maintain a sense of self and control over our lives


To keep the demons in
Avoiding our inner demons that threaten to take over


But we never succeeded
Despite our efforts, we couldn't achieve our goals


In fact we failed
Our efforts were unsuccessful


By the empty harbour
Surrounded by a lifeless, abandoned area


Where the phantoms fall
Haunted by memories and ghosts of the past


Fight for happy valley
Struggling to find happiness and peace


Sadly, the line broke
Our journey to find happiness was disrupted and stopped


I thought I found my black ball
Looking for something important and valuable


Washed up on the shore
Stumbling upon it unexpectedly


All night lying on us
Endlessly thinking and worrying about it


It was the landfall
The discovery of something big and meaningful


But that was not true at all
The discovery wasn't as big and meaningful as originally believed


I'd walked into a bar
Going into a place of distraction and avoidance


Raise town
Creating disruptions and chaos


Cut the calves without me
Taking action without regard for my well-being


Always and always the same
Experiencing the same problems and patterns of behavior


But the ghost is waiting
Our past continues to haunt us, waiting to take over


And let it be
Accepting the past and moving on


In high park
Feeling a sense of elevation and freedom


You again
A recurring presence in one's life, whether positive or negative




Lyrics © BMG Rights Management, Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, Warner Chappell Music, Inc.
Written by: Steven Alexander James, David Rowntree, Damon Albarn, Graham Coxon

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