Loneliness
Bobolina - P. Blank Lyrics

I'm so lonely, do I deserve that?
I feel alone and wonder if I have done something to deserve it.

Yes, I've got no one, I don't want to die.
I truly have no one in my life and don't want to die alone.

Everything has ended, I was so upset.
I experienced a harsh ending to something important, and I'm still dealing with the emotional pain.

Father forgive me, but I feel so numb.
I'm struggling with my feelings and need some forgiveness to regain my emotional balance.

I'm in pain, all day eating my brain.
I'm suffering emotionally, and it's taking a toll on me every single day.

Our love was obsessively, we couldn't stand that more days.
We were in an unhealthy relationship where our obsession for each other became unbearable, and it had to end.

We haven't known each other 'n' you treated me so bad.
We didn't know each other well, but you still treated me poorly, which only added to my loneliness.

In spite of all the years, I'm still hurting inside.
Despite the time that's passed, I still feel hurt from the past experiences that scarred me.

Because you were a demon, and you made me so mad.
You were terrible to me and made me frustrated to the point of anger, which only made my loneliness worse.

Every day I feel alone. (Alone)
The feeling of loneliness is so consistent that it follows me every single day.

Every day I feel sad. (Sad)
My daily emotional state is consumed with sadness from the loneliness.

Just for a demon that broke my heart. X4
All the negative emotions that resulted from the breakup were because of the bad partner who hurt me.

Every day I'm living it on my own. (On my own)
Every day, I am living my life independently, without the companionship of loved ones.

Feel like I'm doing the race against love. X2
It feels like I am in a race against finding love, and I always come up short.

Oh no, she did it again. (Again)
The painful memories of heartbreak flood back, and it feels like it's happening all over again.

She broke my heart in 20 parts and left me lonely after that.
The heartbreak was so severe that it felt like it occurred in many different parts, and the after-effects of it made me feel incredibly lonely.

Now I'm getting mad, that girl is so bad.
My anger towards my ex-partner reflects that she was a bad person who hurt me.

Blue planet hill, the place where we used to laugh.
This lyric represents a physical location that held good memories, but now it only represents the past and loneliness.

Now I'm alone, feel as Freddie living in on my own.
I find myself completely alone now and can relate to Freddie Mercury's 'Living on my Own' because of it.

I've been fighting for a long, but some things just can't change.
I have fought for a long time to overcome the loneliness and emotional pain, but some things are just out of my control.

If you need a friend, I'm here.
Even though I'm lonely, if someone else is feeling the same, I can be a friend to them.

And if I kill myself, would you be near?
The extreme loneliness and emotional distress cause me to consider hurting myself, hoping someone would be there to help me.

And if I ran away would you have fear?
If I tried to escape my loneliness by running away, would anyone worry about me?

Would you lie to be some time here? X3
This question posed thrice expresses the person's desperation for companionship or connection, wondering if someone would be willing to spend time with them, even if it means lying.

I've got to find the way to get a better life. (To get a better life) X2
Despite the loneliness and pain, the person needs to find a way to improve their circumstances and find happiness and fulfillment. They repeat this for emphasis.

I still feel the sunshine of your love, when you're not around.
Despite everything, memories of past love and happiness can still give glimpses of hope and warmth even when the person is alone.