Carruth
Boldy James Lyrics


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(Why are those people cryin'?)
Watch out for the double cross
(Is it for something they've lost?)
Tear drops and closed caskets
(Why are those people cryin'?)
Mafia, what else
(Is it for something they've lost?)
Blockworks, let's get it

I used to get confused, choosing my battles wisely
I had to pick and choose
My friends came and went, but most of them was murder victims
Dead before 20 or caught a frame and had to serve a sentence
Free my nigga Raymond, realest nigga from the Murder Mitten
Stood tall, hit a nigga for ten thirty-sixes
All he wanted to do was ball, and spread the rock around
Built my foundation on solid ground
Always in and out of town
Waking up out of my sleep to them chopper rounds
Stick in a gleeko, Calico vision
Me and Nico off the Cliquot, we got three hoes kissin'
Niggas eatin', gettin' fat, laced in Moschino, drippin'
Wishful thinking with the bag, we get them kilos missin'
Grew up in a hell hole, that's why I think so twisted
When your wifey a rich bitch, it make you treat hoes different
Had to pay my respect, ain't takin' likely to no threats
Take a nigga connect, kill him in blatant disrespect
Erase him with a text, pop up at your mother crib
From the city where niggas get hit for shit that they brother did
Fuck a gig, my niggas out here grittin' it in Upper Striggs
Ain't have a fuck to give, but shit, for now, this just what it is
Grandma cussin' me out, quit runnin' in and out the house
What's all the fuss about? It's either cut me in or cut it out
Ain't grow up with no silver spoon, we had to thug it out
I hid a half-a-slab in my room, just waitin' for the drought
That money come and go, but who gon' be there when it's gone?
When you was off your square, but I bet they was there when it was on
The moment all your tokens gone, no minutes on your phone
God bless the child that hold his own, that shit hit close to home
When everything you ever love you lost to the gun
From all that you done done
But down the line that could cost you a son

Is it for something they've lost?




Why are those people cryin'?
Is it for something they've lost?

Overall Meaning

The song Carruth by Boldy James & The Alchemist paints a dark and gritty picture of urban life, infused with themes of death, crime, betrayal and survival. The lyrics are delivered with a raw energy that captures the harsh realities of growing up in a violent environment where life is cheap and friends usually end up either dead or in jail. The first verse establishes the mood of the song, with the singer pondering the reasons behind the crying people he sees around him. He warns to watch out for the double cross, implying that trust is a rare commodity in his world. The image of tear drops and closed caskets further reinforces the idea that death is a common and accepted reality. The word "mafia" is used in a chilling way, suggesting that the people around the singer are involved in organized crime and willing to do whatever it takes to survive. This is contrasted with the call to action "Blockworks, let's get it", which could either imply that the singer is ready to join the ranks of the gangsters around him, or that he is determined to find a way out of the cycle of violence and poverty that has trapped him so far.


The second verse delves deeper into the personal experiences of the singer, revealing the toll that his environment has taken on his life. He speaks of having to choose his battles wisely, which suggests that he has had to make tough decisions in order to avoid becoming another statistic. He refers to his friends as murder victims, and implies that he has lost touch with most of them due to death or incarceration. He pays tribute to his friend Raymond, whom he describes as the realest nigga from the Murder Mitten (a slang term for Detroit, his hometown). He speaks of his own street credibility, having hit a nigga for ten thirty-sixes (meaning he has beaten him up or stolen from him). He also portrays himself as a loyal friend, built his foundation on solid ground, always waking up to the sound of gunfire, and treating women differently depending on their social status. He describes the desire for money as wishful thinking, but acknowledges that it is a driving force behind much of the criminal behavior around him. He speaks of growing up in a hell hole, which has left him mentally twisted. He warns of the consequences of disrespecting him or his people, and how he can erase somebody's life as easily as sending a text. He speaks of the violence in his city as being intergenerational, with siblings being targeted for the sins of their brothers. He describes Upper Striggs as a place where his people are out here grittin' it, meaning they are trying to make a living by any means necessary. He acknowledges the financial struggles of his own family, being scolded by his grandma for running in and out of the house, and having to hide a half-a-slab, meaning a significant amount of drugs, in his room. He laments the fleeting nature of money, and how true loyalty is scarce in his life.


The chorus, which is repeated throughout the song, begs the question "Is it for something they've lost? Why are those people cryin'?", leaving the answer up to interpretation. It could refer to the people mourning the loss of loved ones, or it could be a rhetorical question aimed at society as a whole, wondering why so many people end up trapped in a cycle of poverty and violence that seems impossible to break.


Line by Line Meaning

(Why are those people cryin'?)
The singer questions the reason behind the tears of the people in his environment.


Watch out for the double cross
The singer warns listeners to be cautious and not to trust blindly.


(Is it for something they've lost?)
The singer continues to question the reason behind the tears of the people in his environment.


Tear drops and closed caskets
The artist juxtaposes tears with the end of life, possibly alluding to the violence in his surroundings.


(Why are those people cryin'?)
The artist reiterates his curiosity about the tears of those around him.


Mafia, what else
The singer associates his environment with organized crime, suggesting his exposure to illegal activities or individuals.


Blockworks, let's get it
The singer expresses the desire to work hard and excel within his community.


I used to get confused, choosing my battles wisely
The artist reflects on his past struggles to make the right choices in difficult situations.


I had to pick and choose
The artist had to make tough decisions with limited options.


My friends came and went, but most of them was murder victims
The artist shares his experience of losing friends to violence.


Dead before 20 or caught a frame and had to serve a sentence
The singer explains how his friends were either killed or put in jail.


Free my nigga Raymond, realest nigga from the Murder Mitten
The artist shows loyalty and support for a friend who is in jail in their hometown.


Stood tall, hit a nigga for ten thirty-sixes
The singer brags about his past success in committing a robbery.


All he wanted to do was ball, and spread the rock around
The singer reveals that his friend was focused on basketball and sharing the ball during games.


Built my foundation on solid ground
The singer emphasizes the importance of having a strong foundation.


Always in and out of town
The artist was constantly on the move and traveling for various reasons.


Waking up out of my sleep to them chopper rounds
The artist describes the violence in his environment, including the sound of gunshots waking him up from sleep.


Stick in a gleeko, Calico vision
The singer references his firearm while also calling out the brand.


Me and Nico off the Cliquot, we got three hoes kissin'
The singer mentions a casual evening with friends that includes champagne and interactions with women.


Niggas eatin', gettin' fat, laced in Moschino, drippin'
The artist observes some people in his environment who are living a lavish lifestyle, despite their illegal activities.


Wishful thinking with the bag, we get them kilos missin'
The artist suggests that his associates are stealing large amounts of drugs.


Grew up in a hell hole, that's why I think so twisted
The artist explains how his difficult upbringing influenced his way of thinking.


When your wifey a rich bitch, it make you treat hoes different
The singer reflects on how his relationship with his partner has affected his attitudes towards other women.


Had to pay my respect, ain't takin' likely to no threats
The artist asserts the importance of being respected and ready to defend himself if necessary.


Take a nigga connect, kill him in blatant disrespect
The singer describes how he would retaliate against someone who double-crosses him.


Erase him with a text, pop up at your mother crib
The singer suggests he would use technology to eliminate his enemy and then surprise the enemy's family.


From the city where niggas get hit for shit that they brother did
The singer highlights the cycle of violence and the tendency for innocent people to become collateral damage.


Fuck a gig, my niggas out here grittin' it in Upper Striggs
The artist prioritizes hustling and making money over performing in a music career.


Ain't have a fuck to give, but shit, for now, this just what it is
The artist admits to being indifferent towards his environment but accepting it as his reality.


Grandma cussin' me out, quit runnin' in and out the house
The singer gives a glimpse into his personal life and his grandma's frustration with his behavior.


What's all the fuss about? It's either cut me in or cut it out
The singer challenges his grandma to accept his lifestyle or to stay out of it completely.


Ain't grow up with no silver spoon, we had to thug it out
The artist acknowledges the difficult circumstances he and his family faced growing up.


I hid a half-a-slab in my room, just waitin' for the drought
The artist reveals his past involvement in storing drugs for future use.


That money come and go, but who gon' be there when it's gone?
The artist reflects on the significance of relationships and loyalty, beyond material possessions.


When you was off your square, but I bet they was there when it was on
The singer accuses those who were absent during his difficult times but present during his successes.


The moment all your tokens gone, no minutes on your phone
The artist compares losing friends and resources to running out of phone minutes.


God bless the child that hold his own, that shit hit close to home
The singer appreciates individuals who are self-sufficient.


When everything you ever love you lost to the gun
The singer expresses his pain and frustration at the violence that has taken loved ones from him.


From all that you done done
The singer suggests that he may be partially responsible for the violence and losses in his life.


But down the line that could cost you a son
The artist warns that continuing a violent lifestyle might eventually result in losing a son.


(Is it for something they've lost?)
The artist repeats the question about the reason behind the tears of those around him.


Why are those people cryin'?
The singer insists on understanding and empathizing with those who are mourning.




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Written by: James Clay Jones

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Most interesting comment from YouTube:

@YungSancHo

Watch out for the double cross
Is it for something they've lost?
Tear drops and closed caskets
Why are those people cryin'?
Mafia, what else
Is it for something they've lost?
Blockworks, let's get it


I used to get confused
Choosing my battles wisely, I had to pick and choose
My friends came and went, but most of them was murder victims
Dead before 20 or caught a frame and had to serve a sentence
Free my nigga Raymond, realest nigga from the Murder Mitten
Stood tall, hit a nigga for ten thirty-sixes
All he wanted to do was ball, and spread the rock around
Built my foundation on solid ground, always in and out of town
Waking up out of my sleep to them chopper rounds
Stick in a gleeko, ColecoVision
Me and Nico off the Cliquot, we got three hoes kissin'
Niggas eatin', gettin' fat, laced in Moschino, drippin'
Wishful thinking with the bag, we get them kilos missin'
Grew up in a hell hole, that's why I think so twisted
When your wifey a rich bitch, it make you treat hoes different
Had to pay my respect, ain't takin' likely to no threats
Take a nigga connect, kill him in blatant disrespect
Erase him with a text, pop up at your mother crib
From the city where niggas get hit for shit that they brother did
Fuck a gig, my niggas out here grittin' in Upper Striggs
Ain't have a fuck to give, but shit, for now, this just what it is
Grandma cussin' me out, "Quit runnin' in and out the house
What's all the fuss about? It's either cut me in or cut it out"
Ain't grow up with no silver spoon, we had to thug it out
I hid a half-a-slab in my room, just waitin' for the drought
That money come and go, but who gon' be there when it's gone?
When you was off your square but I bet they was there when it was on
The moment all your tokens gone, no minutes on your phone
God bless the child that hold his own, that shit hit close to home
When everything you ever love you lost to the gun
From all that you done done but down the line, that could cost you a son



All comments from YouTube:

@billyxblanco

"God bless the child that holds his own, that shit hits close to home" Im glad i discovered Boldy James this year.

@uncleannie7940

Ditto

@Phearsum

He's quoting Hov's verse off of Bath Salts, saying it hits close to home. He does that in quite a few jawns like Speed Demon, paraphrasing Hov lines to make a fresh flip on it.

@blackout2430

Saw him live years ago in Cleveland when he opened for black milk I think it was…. I can’t remember for sure but that was early Boldy. He just gets better and better man he doesn’t stop

@belliott88

It actually fucks me up emotionally sometimes because of how disturbingly real, honest, yet still so artistically brilliant this is all at the same time. Respect.

@KeepOnWithTheForce

This the most beautiful opening track to an album I ever heard

@KingPenn313

Boldy a true Poet.

@beenfrank

Factory πŸ’―πŸ’―πŸ’―πŸ™ŒπŸΎ

@kr924

the bars Boldy dropped and the production Al provided, this album was truly a work of art, thank you!!!

@billyxblanco

bro Alchemist gave us this and Alfredo. 2 classics

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