Gateway
Bongzilla Lyrics


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There I sit at the gateway
Wondering how far she might take me
I don't know if what they say
Is it true, I'm gonna live that way
I just need to find my way
Back on home, coming back today
Here I am, back in the zone
The zone of life, always stoned

Now I'm back at the gateway
Wondering if I'm here to stay
I've got scars that used to be veins
It's gone down, I'm insane
I can't seem to get my mind
Screwed on tight, I've got a life to find




Here I am, back in a haze
Blazing through life, always stoned

Overall Meaning

The first verse of "Gateway" by Bongzilla describes the singer sitting at the gateway, pondering how far their current state of being will take them. The uncertainty they feel stemmed from what they have heard about how they are "gonna live that way" and the consequences of their actions. The singer longs to find their way back home, perhaps indicating a feeling of being lost or disconnected from their roots. The second verse sees the singer return to the gateway, questioning if they are bound to stay in their current state. They reference their physical scars, potentially indicating drug use or addiction, and mention feeling insane. The singer seems to struggle with a lack of clarity and direction in their life, striving to get their mind "screwed on tight" and find their purpose.


Overall, these lyrics paint a picture of a person struggling with addiction and confusion, searching for a way to find themselves and return to a sense of clarity and grounding.


Line by Line Meaning

There I sit at the gateway
I am currently in a state of contemplation and reflection, pondering my next moves.


Wondering how far she might take me
I am curious about the potential extent of the possibilities and opportunities presented to me.


I don't know if what they say
I am uncertain if rumors or hearsay have any truth behind them.


Is it true, I'm gonna live that way
I am questioning whether the future of my life will be dictated by the speculation of others.


I just need to find my way
I am seeking direction and purpose in my life.


Back on home, coming back today
I am returning to a familiar and comfortable environment after being away.


Here I am, back in the zone
I have regained my sense of ease and contentment, feeling at home once again.


The zone of life, always stoned
I am accustomed to living my life in a certain state of mind, always under the influence.


Now I'm back at the gateway
I have returned to a familiar place of reflection and contemplation.


Wondering if I'm here to stay
I am uncertain if my current circumstances and environment will be a more permanent fixture in my life.


I've got scars that used to be veins
I have physical evidence of my history of self-destructive behavior and substance abuse.


It's gone down, I'm insane
My descent into madness has been gradual and ongoing.


I can't seem to get my mind
I am currently struggling with mental clarity and focus.


Screwed on tight, I've got a life to find
I need to put forth extra effort and energy to organize my thoughts and goals in order to live a fulfilling life.


Here I am, back in a haze
I have fallen back into a state of confusion and disorientation.


Blazing through life, always stoned
I continue to live my life under the influence of drugs, not fully experiencing and living in the present moment.




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