I Thought I Was A Child
Bonnie Raitt Lyrics


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It's such a clever innocence
With which you do your sorcery
As if somehow your years
Would bow and let that young boy go free

Well, I thought I was a child until you turned and smiled
I thought I knew where I was going
Until I heard your laughter flowing
And came upon the wisdom in your eyes, surprise

Well, I've spent my whole life running 'round
Chasing songs from town to town
Thinking I'd be free by just never
Let love slow me down

So lonely and so wild until you turned and smiled
By now I should have long been gone
But here I am holding on
As if I didn't know which way to run

Well, it's such a clever innocence
With which you show myself to me
As if you know how it feels
To never be who you wanted to be

And I thought I was a child until you turned and smiled
I thought that I'd free but I'm just one more prisoner of time




Alone within the boundaries of my mind
I thought I was a child

Overall Meaning

"I Thought I Was A Child" is a ballad by Bonnie Raitt that explores themes of innocence, young love, and the elusive search for freedom. The song begins with Raitt admiring the way her lover possesses a clever kind of innocence that allows him to do his sorcery, almost as if he were still a child. She suggests that perhaps his youthfulness is the reason why he's able to move so freely and unencumbered, whereas she, having spent her whole life chasing songs from town to town, has always felt confined and restrained in some way.


However, the second stanza reveals that Raitt has been mistaken in her belief that she herself was free. She realizes that she was still a child until she met her lover and saw him smile. His laughter and wisdom have opened her eyes, surprising her with a newfound understanding of the world. She observes how she's spent her life running around, thinking that freedom would come if she just avoided anything that might slow her down but admits that she's been lonely and lost without that deeper connection that love provides.


The final verse sees Raitt coming to terms with her own limitations and acknowledging that her lover's innocence is in fact a clever one. As she realizes that he has shown her a part of herself that she didn't even know existed, she finally accepts that she's not the free spirit she'd always thought herself to be. Instead, she's become another prisoner of time, trapped within the boundaries of her own mind.


Line by Line Meaning

It's such a clever innocence
The way you use your youth and naivety to your advantage is really impressive.


With which you do your sorcery
It's like you're performing magic with your innocent facade.


As if somehow your years
Even though you're young, you still seem to have a lot of wisdom beyond your years.


Would bow and let that young boy go free
Your innocence has the power to make others forget their age and responsibilities and feel free like a child again.


Well, I thought I was a child until you turned and smiled
Before I met you, I still felt like a child but you changed my perspective on life.


I thought I knew where I was going
I was confident in my path in life before meeting you.


Until I heard your laughter flowing
Your laughter made me realize that there's more to life than what I had planned.


And came upon the wisdom in your eyes, surprise
I was surprised to see the amount of wisdom you have gained at such a young age.


Well, I've spent my whole life running 'round
I've spent my entire life chasing after things nonstop without stopping to appreciate what's in front of me.


Chasing songs from town to town
I've been pursuing my music career all over the place with no direction.


Thinking I'd be free by just never
I thought that by not allowing love to affect me, I'd be able to stay free and unbound.


Let love slow me down
I thought love was something that would slow me down and hold me back.


So lonely and so wild until you turned and smiled
Before meeting you, I was anxious and felt like I was constantly chasing something without a sense of direction.


By now I should have long been gone
By my age, I thought I'd have moved on from my restless ways.


But here I am holding on
Despite that, I find myself holding on to you and your influence on me.


As if I didn't know which way to run
I'm uncertain of my future now that you've shown me a wider range of possibilities.


Well, it's such a clever innocence
Your innocence is both cunning and brilliant.


With which you show myself to me
You're able to reveal different parts of myself to me in a unique way.


As if you know how it feels
It's as if you understand the sense of not being able to be your true self.


To never be who you wanted to be
To not live the life you've always wanted to live.


And I thought I was a child until you turned and smiled
Before meeting you, I was naive and unaware of what life had to offer.


I thought that I'd free but I'm just one more prisoner of time
I thought that I was free, but now I see that I'm limited by time and the things that come from it.


Alone within the boundaries of my mind
I'm stuck in my own thoughts and haven't been able to expand my mind until meeting you.


I thought I was a child
I thought that I had the world at my fingertips and was untouchable.




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Written by: Jackson Browne

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