Cold
Boy In Space Lyrics

It's too bright outside
I cannot face the world outside because I am overwhelmed with emotions.

'Cause I'm low on the phone, you say, "Do or die"
I am exhausted from talking to you on the phone, and you're pressuring me to make a decision.

So I talk 'til I drop, you said, "How could I Have a heart made of stone?" While you're sipping wine
I keep talking until I am unable to anymore, wondering why you seem so unemotional while drinking wine.

Oh, when we synchronize It's exactly what I thought when I fantasized Playing games with my mind, making us collide And we know how it goes when we're out at night
When we're in sync, it feels like my wildest fantasies have come true. But I also know that this isn't good for us and things can go wrong at night.

And I don't know How we make it out when we make out on the low Even if it rains, you'd rather make it snow Both you and me know we gotta let it go Laying on the ground, wondering why it's so cold
I don't understand how we still manage to make this relationship work in secrecy. Even if the weather isn't great, you'd still rather be with me. But we both know that we need to end things. Now, I'm lying on the ground feeling lost and alone.

When you patronize It's like knives to my throat, you're so satisfied When I dig in the dirt you're in paradise And I know that you know I can't sleep at night
Whenever you mock or belittle me, it feels incredibly hurtful. Whenever I do something that bothers you, you seem to love it. And you know that my anxiety makes it hard for me to fall asleep at night.

Oh, when you're by my side I just move how you move 'cause I'm petrified Setting traps in my head, messing with my mind When you talk, yeah, you talk but I know you're lying
Whenever we're together, I feel paralyzed and do whatever you do. But I'm always second-guessing myself because you play manipulative mind games with me. And I know that you're not always telling the truth.

Why you so icy cold? My tears can't drip Sitting awake alone, tattoos I miss If I was to call your phone, I know you'd click Babe you can have the throne, I call it quits You can even have my car, I don't need it I've been inside my room since you left it Thinking about the place where we first kissed Oh
I can't understand why you're so cold and indifferent, it makes me feel numb. I'm alone in the dark, yearning for the memories of our intimacy that I've inked on my skin. I know that you'll ignore me if I try to reach out, so you can have all the power and possessions. I'm dwelling in my room, replaying the moment we first kissed.

How we make it out when we make out on the low (how we make it out) Even if it rains, you'd rather make it snow (rather make it snow) Both you and me know we gotta let it go Laying on the ground, wondering why it's so cold (wondering why it's so cold) How we make it out when we make out on the low (ooh) Even if it rains, you'd rather make it snow Both you and me know we gotta let it go Laying on the ground, wondering why it's so cold
I'm reflecting on how we manage to secretly maintain our relationship, but we both acknowledge that we need to end it. I'm lying on the ground, feeling the chill and distance between us.