It's Always Sunny in Arkadelphia
Boys of Fall Lyrics

When did my friends become my enemies?
When did the people I trusted and cared about turn against me?

When did I lose the feeling of sincerity?
When did I stop feeling genuine and honest in my actions and emotions?

When did the things I hold so close change?
When did the things that used to be important to me become different or lose their value?

I'm fading.
I'm losing my energy and enthusiasm for life.

I loathe the feeling like nothing else.
I hate this feeling more than any other.

No one around can understand how it feels to watch the sun rise and set, and to bite my tongue and live with the regret.
No one else can fully comprehend the pain and guilt I feel.

And I've lost my feeling of purpose.
I no longer have a sense of direction or meaning in my life.

Feel like an outcast, a pessimist.
I feel like I don't belong and have a negative outlook on life.

And I don't feel I deserve this.
I don't believe I deserve to feel this way.

But it's the hole I've dug myself in.
I'm responsible for the situation I'm in.

Tell me, yeah tell me.
Please, I'm begging you to tell me.

That I'm not losing the better part of me.
That I haven't lost the good qualities and traits that define me.

Maybe, yeah maybe.
Perhaps, just maybe.

This is worth it. (Is it worth it?)
Questioning whether the struggle and pain is worth it in the end.

Just ignite the fire that once burned inside me. (I'm burning)
I want to feel the passion and drive that used to motivate me.

Just ignite the fire. (I'm burning away.)
Restore my inner flame that's slowly dwindling away.

I can feel it in my bones.
I sense it deeply within me.

Bloody knuckles stain the truth cause the only one who knows are these four walls.
I have kept the painful truth hidden and locked away from everyone else.

Dead, alive, it's all the same.
No matter what state I'm in, it feels equally unbearable.

I need it fixed before it buries me.
I need to fix this problem before it consumes me completely.

I've got a fucking problem.
I have a serious issue that needs to be addressed.

And it's time that I came clean.
It's time for me to confess and be honest about what's going on inside of me.

I'm bound by the choices that I've made.
The decisions I've made in the past still have an impact on my present and future.

I'll die alone and that's the price that I'll pay.
I'll live a lonely life as a result of my choices.

I need something. (I need something.)
I need help or something to change.

I need someone to tell me that, I'm worth something. (I'm worth something.)
I need someone to affirm my self-worth and value as a person.

Something more than what I've been.
I want to become something greater and better than what I currently am.

I'm burning.
I'm filled with intense emotions that are consuming me.

I'm burning away.
My inner flame is slowly burning out.