So Beautiful
Brainwash Squad Lyrics
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Out of sight
All this life
Seemed so beautiful
Fucked up rights
Killing lies
I denied being so miserable
But there are still times that I think I kill myself
Through my feelings I get confused
What I desire should be refused
It's just a picture stuck in my eyes
All my disgrace with your smile collides
Now I'm waiting, fucking waiting
Just pretending... what I hate now...
In my mind
Out of sight
All this life
Seemed so beautiful
Fucked up rights
Killing lies
I denied being so miserable
I've been chased by my own shadow
Once I turned round and it didn't follow
My life's soundtrack I'd love to sing
Always feeling out of tune to me
It's just a picture stuck in my eyes
All my disgrace with your smile collides
Now I'm waiting, fucking waiting
Just pretending... what I hate now...
The lyrics to "So Beautiful" by Brainwash Squad reflect the internal conflicts and struggles of the singer. The opening lines, "In my mind, out of sight, all this life seemed so beautiful," suggests that the singer's idealized perception of life does not align with their current reality. The following lines, "Fucked up rights, killing lies, I denied being so miserable," reveal that the singer is facing some kind of inner turmoil, possibly caused by the discrepancy between their perception and the truth.
The second verse, "I've just started living in this world, but there are still times that I think I kill myself," suggests that the singer is new to life, experience, and maturity. However, they are already facing the challenges of personal growth and self-discovery. The following lines, "Through my feelings I get confused, what I desire should be refused," suggest that the singer's feelings are leading them astray, and they are struggling to make sense of what they truly want.
The chorus is a repetition of the opening lines, with variations to underline the singer's sense of failed expectations. The bridge, "I've been chased by my own shadow, once I turned round and it didn't follow," suggests that the singer is fighting an inner battle with themselves, possibly a crisis of identity. The final lines, "Always feeling out of tune to me," suggest that the singer is struggling to harmonize their emotions with their self-image and the expectations of the world around them.
Line by Line Meaning
In my mind
My thoughts and emotions
Out of sight
Not visible or apparent to others
All this life
Every experience I have
Seemed so beautiful
Appeared pleasant and enjoyable
Fucked up rights
Distorted notions of what is just or fair
Killing lies
Destroying false beliefs that harm me
I denied being so miserable
I refused to acknowledge my internal pain
I've just started living in this world
I am new to existence on this planet
But there are still times that I think I kill myself
Sometimes I struggle with thoughts of self-harm
Through my feelings I get confused
My emotions can be perplexing
What I desire should be refused
The things I long for may not be healthy for me
It's just a picture stuck in my eyes
A mental image that I can't seem to shake
All my disgrace with your smile collides
The shame I feel comes into conflict with the happiness you express
Now I'm waiting, fucking waiting
I am anticipating an event, and it feels unbearable
Just pretending... what I hate now...
I am putting on a facade, pretending to enjoy something that I despise
I've been chased by my own shadow
My personal demons have been haunting me
Once I turned round and it didn't follow
At times I have been able to overcome my inner struggles
My life's soundtrack I'd love to sing
I wish to express my life experiences through music
Always feeling out of tune to me
My experiences seem to not fit in or make sense to me
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