Hit the Switch
Bright Eyes Lyrics


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I'm staring out into the vacuum again,
From the back porch of my mind.
The only thing that's alive.
I'm all there is.
I start attacking my vodka.
Stab the ice with my straw.
My eyes have turned red as stop-lights.
You seem ready to walk.
You know I'll call you eventually.
When I want to talk.
Until then you're invisible.
There's this switch that gets hit,
And it all stops making sense.
In the middle of drinks maybe the fifth or the sixth.
I'm completely alone at a table of friends.
I feel nothing for them.
I feel nothing.
Nothing.

I need a break from the city again.
I think I'll ship myself back west.
I got a friend there she says, hey anytime.
Unless the offer's expired.
I have been less than frequent.
She's under no obligation to indulge every whim.
And I'm so ungrateful.
I take.
She gives and forgives.
And I keep forgetting it.
Each morning she wakes with a dream to describe.
Something lovely that bloomed in her beautiful mind.
I say, I'll trade you one for two nightmares of mine.
I've got somewhere I die.
I've got somewhere we all die.

I'm thinking of quitting drinking again.
I know I've said that a couple of times.
I'm always changing my mind.
I guess I am.
But there's this burn in my stomach,
And there's this pain in my side.
When I kneel at the toilet,
And the morning's clean light pores in through the window.
Sometimes I pray I don't die.
I'm a goddamn hypocrite.
Then night rolls around,
And it all starts making sense.
There is no right way or wrong way.
You just have to live.
So I do what I do and at least I exist.
What would mean more than this?




What would mean more?
Mean more.

Overall Meaning

In "Hit The Switch" by Bright Eyes, the singer is feeling disconnected from the world around him and is struggling with alcohol addiction. The opening lines, "I'm staring out into the vacuum again/From the back porch of my mind/The only thing that's alive/I'm all there is," set the tone for the song. The singer is isolated and feeling like he's the only one who exists. He turns to vodka to numb his feelings and becomes aggressive in his behavior, exemplified by him stabbing the ice with his straw.


The singer recognizes the strain this behavior is placing on his relationships, but he's not sure he's ready to stop. He acknowledges that his friend will eventually hear from him when he's ready to talk, but “Until then you're invisible." The switch in the song's title represents the moment when it all becomes too much for the singer, and he can't make sense of anything anymore.


The latter half of the song finds the singer reflecting on his life and his addiction. He acknowledges that he needs a break from the city, and he's considering moving back west. But he's also aware that he takes his friend for granted and is always asking for more than he deserves. He's also grappling with the desire to quit drinking and the fear of dying before he has the chance to turn his life around.


Overall, "Hit The Switch" is a song about isolation, addiction, and the human condition. By painting a bleak picture of the singer's inner life, Conor Oberst invites the listener to reflect on their own experiences with isolation and addiction.


Line by Line Meaning

I'm staring out into the vacuum again,
I feel empty inside and disconnected from the world around me.


From the back porch of my mind.
I'm observing my thoughts and emotions from afar, as if from a distance.


The only thing that's alive.
My inner turmoil is the only thing that seems real and tangible at the moment.


I'm all there is.
I feel isolated and alone in my struggles.


I start attacking my vodka.
I'm trying to find relief from my emotional pain by drinking alcohol.


Stab the ice with my straw.
I'm taking out my frustration on the inanimate objects around me.


My eyes have turned red as stop-lights.
My eyes are bloodshot from the effects of alcohol and the intensity of my emotions.


You seem ready to walk.
I sense that the person I'm with is about to leave the situation.


You know I'll call you eventually.
I expect the person to be there for me when I'm ready to reach out.


When I want to talk.
I only reach out when I need something from them.


Until then you're invisible.
I don't value their presence in my life until I need them.


There's this switch that gets hit,
Something inside of me changes suddenly.


And it all stops making sense.
I become lost in my emotions and can't understand why I feel this way.


In the middle of drinks maybe the fifth or the sixth.
I'm in the midst of drinking and losing track of time.


I'm completely alone at a table of friends.
I feel disconnected from my community and like I don't belong.


I feel nothing for them.
I can't connect with my friends or feel any positive emotions towards them.


I feel nothing.
I'm numb to the world around me and can't feel anything.


I need a break from the city again.
I feel overwhelmed by my surroundings and need to escape.


I think I'll ship myself back west.
I'm considering traveling to the West coast for a change of scenery.


I got a friend there she says, hey anytime.
I have a friend on the West coast who is willing to support me.


Unless the offer's expired.
I'm worried that I've been too selfish with their time and they may no longer want to help me.


I have been less than frequent.
I've neglected to stay in touch with my friend and haven't been a good friend in return.


She's under no obligation to indulge every whim.
I realize that my friend has their own life and isn't obligated to be there for me all the time.


And I'm so ungrateful.
I feel guilty for taking my friend for granted and not appreciating their support.


I take.
I've been selfish in my relationship with my friend and haven't given back as much as I've taken.


She gives and forgives.
Despite my shortcomings, my friend is generous and forgiving towards me.


And I keep forgetting it.
I lose sight of the fact that I'm lucky to have such a supportive friend.


Each morning she wakes with a dream to describe.
My friend is full of life and positivity, and shares her dreams and experiences with me.


Something lovely that bloomed in her beautiful mind.
My friend sees the beauty in life and reminds me to do the same.


I say, I'll trade you one for two nightmares of mine.
I'm acknowledging my struggles with negative emotions and seeking empathy from my friend.


I've got somewhere I die.
I'm struggling with the idea of my own mortality and the inevitability of death.


I've got somewhere we all die.
I'm also grappling with the existential question of life and death for all of humanity.


I'm thinking of quitting drinking again.
I'm reflecting on my relationship with alcohol and considering sobriety.


I know I've said that a couple of times.
I'm aware that I've made similar promises to myself about quitting drinking before.


I'm always changing my mind.
I'm indecisive and struggle with making commitments.


I guess I am.
I'm struggling with self-doubt and insecurity.


But there's this burn in my stomach,
I'm experiencing physical symptoms related to anxiety and emotional pain.


And there's this pain in my side.
I'm also experiencing physical pain related to my alcohol consumption.


When I kneel at the toilet,
I've been vomiting from excessive drinking.


And the morning's clean light pores in through the window.
I'm struck by the irony that a new day is starting while I'm feeling my worst.


Sometimes I pray I don't die.
I'm worried about the impact of my drinking on my health and mortality.


I'm a goddamn hypocrite.
I'm struggling with my own moral failures and imperfections.


Then night rolls around,
My emotions and behaviors change along with the time of day.


And it all starts making sense.
I find clarity and understanding in the dark of night.


There is no right way or wrong way.
I've come to realize that there are no absolute answers to life's problems or choices.


You just have to live.
I'm learning to accept the uncertainty of life and to live in the present moment.


So I do what I do and at least I exist.
I'm accepting my own existence and the role that I play in the world, despite my imperfections.


What would mean more than this?
I'm reflecting on the value of my life and the things that matter most to me.


What would mean more?
I'm searching for meaning and purpose in my life.


Mean more.
I'm longing for something deeper and more meaningful in my existence.




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Written by: OBERST, Conor Oberst

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