Spent on Rainy Day
Bright Eyes Lyrics


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I wish I saved it for rainy days
'Cause they're the hardest to stay dry
Got no self control
I'm always beggin' into telephones
And then I
I bought a little from my brother's friend
Yeah, well just to get me by
I don't trust his cut
The effect's never as high as the markup
I think I'll print it in the personals
That I'm looking for a match
Someone to light me up
Someone to burn the proof of the things that I've done
Each day there's hours
skip like a stone
I just crawl in a bag
I'm gonna live my life like somebody's shadow
I know I'm lazy with the little things
I mean I never held a door
But I still loved you more

Then anyone; Since or before
You're always saying that I owe you one
Well lets consolidate this debt
Get on a payment plan
I'll pay compliments, you can still treat me bad
But, now this isn't getting easier
to leave you and this town behind
I'll do some travelin'
Once I'm gone tell all our friend you've got even
I felt like an object, been set aside
You know, I'm back on the shelve
Not locked in the drawer
I'm mint in the box
But you'd still sell me for cost
Pull out a parachute
A blanket on top of you
The window you're looking through




Pull out a parachute
Pull out a parachute

Overall Meaning

In Bright Eyes's song Spent on Rainy Days, the lyricist speaks to the hardships of addiction, particularly drug addiction. The opening lines express the wish that the singer had saved some of their drug supply for rainy days because those are the hardest to stay sober during. This sentiment is echoed later in the song when the singer describes skipping through days like a stone, crawling into a bag and living life like somebody's shadow. These lines all speak to the feeling of being numb and disconnected, particularly when it comes to dealing with the difficulties of day-to-day life.


The song also touches on the addictive nature of drug use, particularly the sense of wanting more once you have a taste. The singer describes buying some drugs from their brother's friend just to get through and how they don't trust the quality of the drugs. This feeling of wanting more is reinforced when the singer talks about how they're always begging others on the phone, searching for a way to get their fix. The lyrics "I think I'll print it in the personals / That I'm looking for a match / Someone to light me up / Someone to burn the proof of the things that I've done" are particularly evocative of this idea of wanting to erase one's past and start fresh with the help of drugs.


Overall, Spent on Rainy Days is a powerful song that speaks to the struggles of drug addiction and the desire to escape from oneself. The lyrics are poignant and evocative, and Bright Eyes's signature acoustic sound serves as a beautiful backdrop to the despair and longing that is woven throughout the song.


Line by Line Meaning

I wish I saved it for rainy days
I wish I had saved my resources for hard times


'Cause they're the hardest to stay dry
Because when it's raining it's difficult to avoid getting wet


Got no self control
I lack self discipline


I'm always beggin' into telephones
I often ask for things from others via phone


And then I
Afterwards


I bought a little from my brother's friend
I purchased something from my sibling's acquaintance


Yeah, well just to get me by
Just enough to get through


I don't trust his cut
I don't trust the quality of what I bought


The effect's never as high as the markup
The results never justify the price


I think I'll print it in the personals
I'm considering advertising my needs


That I'm looking for a match
That I'm seeking someone who complements me


Someone to light me up
Someone who brings me joy


Someone to burn the proof of the things that I've done
Someone who helps me forget my past mistakes


Each day there's hours
Each day has many hours


skip like a stone
Which pass quickly


I just crawl in a bag
I retreat into myself


I'm gonna live my life like somebody's shadow
I'm planning to take a passive role in my own existence


I know I'm lazy with the little things
I'm aware that I'm irresponsible with minor tasks


I mean I never held a door
I've never been chivalrous


But I still loved you more
But I cherished you regardless


Then anyone; Since or before
More than anyone ever has


You're always saying that I owe you one
You frequently accuse me of being indebted to you


Well lets consolidate this debt
Let's reconcile this disagreement


Get on a payment plan
Create a payment arrangement


I'll pay compliments, you can still treat me bad
I'll be kind to you even if you mistreat me


But, now this isn't getting easier
However, it's not improving


to leave you and this town behind
To abandon you and this location


I'll do some travelin'
I'll go on some trips


Once I'm gone tell all our friend you've got even
After I depart, tell our friends that we're even


I felt like an object, been set aside
I felt like a castaway in our relationship


You know, I'm back on the shelve
You know, that's how I feel now


Not locked in the drawer
Not forgotten or ignored


I'm mint in the box
I'm in perfect condition


But you'd still sell me for cost
You'd still dispose of me for a cheap price


Pull out a parachute
Use a safety net


A blanket on top of you
A cover to keep you warm


The window you're looking through
The way you're viewing the world


Pull out a parachute
Use a safety net




Lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Written by: DANIEL, OBERST

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Comments from YouTube:

Anthony Martin

Just heard this for the first time two days ago. Speaks to me on so many levels. Literally raining the day I listened, starting to get dope sick. It's an amazing song, so glad my buddy showed it to me. Love you Moe.

Walker Goff

Who still listening in 2022? This song is raw. Conor is still one of the best lyricists to do it.

275percent

This has kind of the same sound as Cartoon Blues. I love it.

Darks Pace

absolutely wonderful

Bisera Vlahova

New Bright Eyes favorite!

Carrie

Bright Eyes + Britt Daniels on guitar and the “I’ll be anything.”

chris rhodes

rap is cool conner oberst is cool just listen to everything its more fun that way,

Space Cadet Wallyson

FAVORITE SONG POSSIBLY. MAYBE, Yeah it is.

SlowDown101

Still waiting for the Pete Doherty and Conor Oberst collaboration.

inverted crown

i'm always begging into telephones

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