Sloth
Buckcherry Lyrics


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Now I’m without you and I just can’t hide it
And you’ll never know anything that I feel inside
You know I still love you, but I stay divided
'Cause I always hated your suicide

I guess you’ll never bother
Looking back
Call me up to say your last goodbye

Did you think that I could just let you go?
I wish I could’ve said the words still
To save you

Now I’m without you and I just can’t hide it
And you’ll never know anything that I feel inside
You know I still love you, but I stay divided
'Cause I always hated your suicide

How could you leave us behind?
I was only a boy
And you made mother cry
So I bury my grief far below, deep inside
What else could I do?
You’re gone and it’s true
We saved your life, cuts like a knife

It’s always hard to leave the past behind
I hope someday I’ll get the chance to, to tell you

Now I’m without you and I just can’t hide it
And you’ll never know anything that I feel inside
You know I still love you, but I stay divided




'Cause I always hated your suicide
I always hated your suicide

Overall Meaning

The song Sloth by Buckcherry is a poignant reflection on the aftermath of suicide. The singer of the song is left without a loved one, and the pain they feel is palpable. The opening lines of the song immediately set the tone, “Now I'm without you and I just can't hide it / And you'll never know anything that I feel inside.” This internal struggle adds to the feeling of isolation that someone might feel after losing someone to suicide.


The song seems to be directed at someone who the singer once loved, but who took their own life. While the singer still loves them, they seem to be struggling to come to terms with the choices the person made. “'Cause I always hated your suicide” is repeated at various points in the song, emphasizing the impact that the act had on those left behind. The lyrics “How could you leave us behind? / I was only a boy / And you made mother cry” also add to the feeling of abandonment and betrayal that can come with loss by suicide.


Overall, the lyrics of Sloth are a powerful testament to the pain and complexity of losing someone to suicide. The singer’s confusion, grief, and longing are palpable, and the repetition of certain phrases brings these feelings to the forefront of the song. As the song comes to a close, the singer expresses a hope that they can move on but the pain and grief of suicide loss can leave a lasting impact.


Line by Line Meaning

Now I’m without you and I just can’t hide it
I am alone without you and cannot conceal my true emotions


And you’ll never know anything that I feel inside
You will never understand my innermost thoughts and feelings


You know I still love you, but I stay divided
I have conflicting emotions of love and anger towards you


’Cause I always hated your suicide
My resentment towards your suicide is the root of my mixed emotions


I guess you'll never bother
It seems as though you will never care enough


Looking back
Reflecting on the past events


Call me up to say your last goodbye
Contact me to bid your final farewell


Did you think that I could just let you go?
Did you think I could easily move past your death?


I wish I could’ve said the words still
I regret not saying what needed to be said


To save you
To prevent you from taking your own life


How could you leave us behind?
Why did you abandon us?


I was only a boy
I was just a child


And you made mother cry
Your actions caused our mother much sorrow


So I bury my grief far below, deep inside
I push down my pain and sadness, deep within myself


What else could I do?
I was left with no other choice


You’re gone and it’s true
Your death is a reality that I cannot escape


We saved your life, cuts like a knife
The fact that we tried to save you, only adds to my pain


It’s always hard to leave the past behind
Moving on from the past can be difficult


I hope someday I’ll get the chance to, to tell you
I hope to one day have the opportunity to express myself to you


I always hated your suicide
Your decision to take your own life has always been a source of hate and pain for me




Lyrics © Warner Chappell Music, Inc.
Written by: JOSHUA TODD, KEITH NELSON

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Most interesting comment from YouTube:

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Now I’m without you and I just can’t hide it
And you’ll never know anything that I feel inside
You know I still love you, but I stay divided
'Cause I always hated your suicide

I guess you’ll never bother
Looking back
Call me up to say your last goodbye

Did you think that I could just let you go?
I wish I could’ve said the words still
To save you

Now I’m without you and I just can’t hide it
And you’ll never know anything that I feel inside
You know I still love you, but I stay divided
'Cause I always hated your suicide

How could you leave us behind?
I was only a boy
And you made mother cry
So I bury my grief far below, deep inside
What else could I do?
You’re gone and it’s true
We saved your life, cuts like a knife

It’s always hard to leave the past behind
I hope someday I’ll get the chance to, to tell you

Now I’m without you and I just can’t hide it
And you’ll never know anything that I feel inside
You know I still love you, but I stay divided
'Cause I always hated your suicide
I always hated your suicide.



All comments from YouTube:

possumfabulouse

Such raw emotion and power no words can really express the way the song touched my heart and soul

Petar Petrov

This album made me a fan of Buckcherry. This is also my favorite song from the album, thank you for uploading.

USMC Marines

Great songs,respect for this father,wathever he did!

David Carter

He killed him self when Josh was like 10... personally... I never had respect for ppl like that... I could of down it also but I ALWAYS thought of my kids... I love and respect Josh... but what is dad did was bullshit!

Gene Swicegood

He wrote this song for his dad....
He lost him at 10 years old.

USMC Marines

Gene Swicegood Rest in peace!

Casey Watson

yep

Schumpeter

best song of the album, favourite band, buckcherry u rock thanks for the music

LinkinParkRulz 227

My younger brother committed suicide last weekend by overdosing on something. He was found with headphones on, presumably listening to something. This is his youtube account. He made a playlist containing 6 songs that was edited the day he passed. This is one of the 6 songs. With the method he used, he was dead after about 30 minutes, probably unconscious around 12 minutes. I like to think that it was peaceful for him with his music on. I love you Myles, I'll miss you everyday for the rest of my life

Joe Fisher

This song is written beautiful!

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