You & Me
Bug Lyrics


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I was just a kid but I learned much too fast
Found the internet way too young a scar that would last
And you know that I hate thinking someone else did this to me
But I had all the resources because of your enabling
And sometimes I wonder if I didn't hurt so bad
Would I have been more lovable to my mom and my dad
And if I went back in time to see six year old me
Id say this shit does not get better this is who you're meant to be and
I am a monster so you say
I do this on purpose anyway
I need to feel this pain so I can
I try to crawl away when you say my name
Hold me down and scream at me
You say this is where I deserve to be
So keep pretending that you love me
I'll believe you although you never show it to me
"Wow you're such a quiet kid" they all would say to me
Don't call me an old soul when I'm just unhappy
You treated me like an adult when I was still so young
You ask what you did wrong but you fucking knew it all along
I know that I was difficult or I knew that's how you felt
I was told that I was selfish when I needed fucking help
I remember when I lied to you I ran away and hid
You didn't have to hurt me I was just a little kid
I was just a little kid
And now I'm still a little kid and
I am a monster so you say
I do this on purpose anyway
I need to feel this pain so I can
I try to crawl away when you say my name
Hold me down and scream at me
You say this is where I deserve to be
So keep pretending that you love me
And I'll believe you I'll believe you
I am a monster so you say
I do this on purpose anyway
I need to feel this pain so I can
I try to crawl away when you say my name
Hold me down and scream at me
You say this is where I deserve to be




So keep pretending that you love me
And I'll believe you but you never show it to me

Overall Meaning

The song "You & Me" by Bug is a deeply personal and emotional exploration of the artist's past experiences with abuse and trauma. The lyrics reflect on the feelings of pain and self-doubt that can arise from such experiences, and the struggle to find a sense of self-worth and acceptance in spite of them.


The opening lines of the song suggest that Bug may have been exposed to inappropriate or harmful content online at a young age, which he sees as leaving a lasting "scar" on him. He expresses frustration at the idea that he was given access to these resources because someone else enabled it, and suggests that he may have been better off if he hadn't experienced such trauma. Later in the song, Bug reflects on the ways in which he was mistreated by others, including being treated like an adult when he was still a child, and being called selfish when he needed help. These experiences have clearly left him feeling like a "monster," but he still longs for love and acceptance, even if it's not freely given.


Overall, the song is a powerful expression of the pain and struggle that can come from living through abuse and trauma. Bug's lyrics are raw and honest, speaking directly to the listener's emotions and conveying a sense of vulnerability and pain that is difficult to ignore.


Line by Line Meaning

I was just a kid but I learned much too fast
I experienced things that were beyond my age and understanding.


Found the internet way too young a scar that would last
I discovered the internet at an early age which left a lasting negative impact on me.


And you know that I hate thinking someone else did this to me
I don't want to blame anyone else for the difficulties I face.


But I had all the resources because of your enabling
You provided me with the resources that enabled me to develop and pursue harmful behavior.


And sometimes I wonder if I didn't hurt so bad
I speculate if my pain wasn't so intense, maybe my parents would have loved me more.


Would I have been more lovable to my mom and my dad
If I was different, maybe my parents would have loved me more.


And if I went back in time to see six year old me
If I could go back in time, I would tell my younger self that things wouldn't get better.


Id say this shit does not get better this is who you're meant to be and
I would urge my younger self to accept my flaws and not hope for change because things won't get better.


I am a monster so you say
I am flawed and receive constant criticism and accusation from others.


I do this on purpose anyway
I continue harmful behavior despite knowing its negative impact on me and others.


I need to feel this pain so I can
I believe that feeling pain is necessary for growth.


I try to crawl away when you say my name
When you call my name, I try to distance myself because of my fear of criticism and rejection.


Hold me down and scream at me
You pin me down and verbally abuse me constantly.


You say this is where I deserve to be
You believe that I deserve to be hurt and rejected by others.


So keep pretending that you love me
You pretend to love and care for me despite your constant criticism and abuse.


I'll believe you although you never show it to me
I still believe that you love me despite the lack of evidence of it.


"Wow you're such a quiet kid" they all would say to me
Others would always comment on my introverted nature.


Don't call me an old soul when I'm just unhappy
Don't mistake my depression for maturity.


You treated me like an adult when I was still so young
You expected me to behave like an adult despite my lack of maturity and understanding.


You ask what you did wrong but you fucking knew it all along
You pretend to not know what you did wrong despite being aware of it.


I know that I was difficult or I knew that's how you felt
I acknowledge that I was hard to deal with, but I also recognize that you didn't make it any easier.


I was told that I was selfish when I needed fucking help
When I sought help, you accused me of being selfish.


I remember when I lied to you I ran away and hid
I have memories of hiding and running away from you when I was scared or ashamed.


You didn't have to hurt me I was just a little kid
I didn't deserve to be hurt and abused because I was just a child.


And now I'm still a little kid and
Even though I'm an adult now, I still feel like a child who needs help and support.


And I'll believe you I'll believe you
I will continue to believe that you love and care for me despite the lack of evidence.


And you never show it to me
Despite your claims of love, you never show true care and concern for me.




Lyrics © DistroKid
Written by: Andrew Ertzner, Ben Seay, Bowie Rabas, Tanner High

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