SUMMER
Byemilo Lyrics

Where's everyone off to?
Byemilo is wondering where everyone is going.

The summers not over you
Byemilo is trying to let everyone know that summer is not over yet.

Is it cause of me again?
Byemilo is anxious if his friends are avoiding him again.

Is that why all my friends are leaving?
Byemilo believes that his friends are leaving because of him.

Say goodbye
Byemilo is asking his friends to acknowledge their departure.

Cause see you later is a lie
Byemilo knows that 'see you later' is unlikely to happen.

You gotta leave its time
Byemilo knows that his friends have to leave anyway.

Can i drop you off, is that fine
Byemilo is offering his friends a ride to wherever they are going.

Don't leave
Byemilo is feeling lonely and doesn't want his friends to abandon him.

I still can't be me
Byemilo is having trouble being himself.

Right now i'm nothing
Byemilo is feeling like he is nothing or worthless.

But you treat me like something
Byemilo acknowledges that his friends acknowledge him as someone significant or valuable.

Where did I go wrong?
Byemilo is asking himself where he went wrong.

Why was I not enough?
Byemilo feels rejected or unworthy.

Will I ever feel love?
Byemilo wants to be loved and is not sure if he ever will.

Remember me when you're...
Byemilo wants his friends to always keep him in their memory.

Ella saved me from myself
Ella rescued Byemilo from self-destructive behaviors.

I was all alone no one else
Before Ella, Byemilo was all by himself.

She told me I deserve the world
Ella boosted Byemilo's self-esteem.

And I still don't believe it
Despite Ella's positive influence, Byemilo is still struggling to believe that he deserves happiness.

Thank you and i'm sorry that i always disappoint
Byemilo is grateful to Ella and sorry for always letting her down.

You're my best friend and I love you like a boy
Byemilo considers Ella one of his closest friends.

Moving out in August scared of being unemployed
Byemilo is worried about getting a job when he moves out in August.

All these empty see you soon's filling up the void
Byemilo feels a void inside him as his friends keep leaving and saying 'see you soon.'

Tell me something that I don't know
Byemilo is looking for someone to tell him something new or surprising.

Hoping I can tell you all the things I can't show
Byemilo wishes he could confide in someone about his secrets.

I'ma be chasing dreams
Byemilo is determined to chase his dreams.

But no ones gonna be proud of me for it
Even if Byemilo succeeds, he knows that his family won't be proud of him.

Life's so unfair now all my friends wont be around
Byemilo feels that life is unfair because his friends are leaving.

Can we kick it fore I leave town?
Byemilo wants to spend time with his friends before they leave.

If you're down, I'm down, I'm down
Byemilo is ready to be there for his friends.

I'm not gonna go to school next year
Byemilo has decided not to go to school next year.

And i got all this fear
Byemilo is scared of what the future holds as a result of not going to school.

Mama and Papa think that I'm a screw up
Byemilo's parents believe that he is incompetent or failing.

See me a fuck up and don't see I grew up
Byemilo's parents think that he hasn't grown up despite his efforts.

My nights end the same way I don't like
Byemilo doesn't like how his nights always end.

And people keep telling me what's right
Byemilo is constantly being told what to do.

Like, isn't this shit that's not gonna shine
Byemilo doesn't care about material things that are not important.

When will you start thinking about you're life
Byemilo is asking himself or others when they will start taking responsibility for their lives.

We had bruises and bloody noses
Byemilo is remembering the violent times when he and his friends had fights.

Dirty finger nails held our roses
Byemilo remembers the times when they had to work hard for the little things they had.

Counting flower pedals to see who loved us
Byemilo and his friends wondered who cared enough to send them flowers.

Cause nobody does
Byemilo feels like nobody loves or cares for them.

Who are you to tell me what I mean
Byemilo is annoyed when someone tells him what he means.

Who are you to tell me how to dream
Byemilo hates being told how to dream or what to aspire to.

Fuck these brown eyes and the shit they've seen
Byemilo is angry at what he has seen and experienced in life.

If my life was a movie then let's set the scene
Byemilo is inviting someone to imagine how his life could be a movie.

14 I tried to take my life
Byemilo attempted suicide at the age of 14.

But now i'm putting suicide to the side
Byemilo has decided to stop thinking about suicide.

17 it was do or die I said, fuck that man I'm too alive
Byemilo realized that he had to keep fighting and stay alive.

Now I'm 18 gonna go and chase music
Byemilo is going to pursue music now that he's 18.

Everybody screaming at me don't, don't do it
Byemilo's friends and family don't want him to focus on music.

Feeling hella paranoid driving to the sunset
Byemilo is feeling scared or uneasy about his future.

Whip around to channel orange like I ain't lost yet
Byemilo takes comfort in listening to music to cope with his emotions.

Scared of living on my own
Byemilo is apprehensive about living alone.

Never had a sense of home
Byemilo has never felt like he belongs somewhere.

Feelings always come and go
Byemilo knows that his feelings are fleeting.

So I never really know
Byemilo is uncertain about his emotions.

Hope my mama still loves me
Byemilo is worried about his mother's love for him.

Cause night after, night after, night, I
Byemilo is experiencing anxious and sleepless nights.

Look in the mirror like, what have you done
Byemilo is questioning what he has achieved.

Scared of disappointing people I love
Byemilo is afraid of letting down the people he cares about.

My dreamers ready though, we gonna run
Byemilo is determined to pursue his dreams, no matter what.

I spent a year thinking that I was done
Byemilo thought that his journey was over.

Then Jeffrey showed me who the fuck I was
Byemilo is grateful to Jeffrey for helping him realize his true self.

Hope I can be the one everyone loves
Byemilo wants to be loved and accepted by everyone.

I'm trynna be a better friend
Byemilo is making an effort to be a better friend.

Man I hope I see mine again
Byemilo is longing to see his friends again.

Middle fingers for a fuck boy who ain't never gave a fuck
Byemilo is showing his disdain for someone who doesn't care about others.

I ain't never need them give 'em hell
Byemilo never needed those people and is doing well without them.

No I never wish them well
Byemilo doesn't care about their wellbeing.

Save your 2 cents for the wishing well
Byemilo doesn't want anyone's unsolicited advice.

Don't hit with I miss you's on my goddamn cell
Byemilo doesn't want anyone to tell him that they miss him.

Leave in the summer Ill be there when it thunder
Byemilo is promising his friends that he'll be there for them when they need him.

I wonder If i'll ever be back
Byemilo is wondering if he'll ever return to the people or places he left.

Get up, summer's over
This phrase represents a wake-up call to Byemilo and his listeners that summer is over.

Get up, thunderboy
Byemilo's alter-ego is called 'thunderboy' and he needs to rise up.

Get up, and be something
Byemilo is reminding himself to be something worthy, and wants his listeners to feel the same way.

Get up, because all your friends are coming
Byemilo is assuring himself and his listeners that their friends will come back soon.

Get up, don't leave
Byemilo doesn't want his listeners to leave him.

Get up, keep me
Byemilo wants his listeners to keep him.

Get up, and don't forget me
Byemilo doesn't want his listeners to forget him.

Get up, when you're gone
Byemilo wants his listeners to leave him when he is gone.