Life Or Death
C-Murder Peaches Lyrics

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Introduction to C-Murder's inner thoughts and struggles

It's life or death in my town
The risk of death is always looming over C-Murder's head in his neighborhood

And I'm standin' on deadly ground
C-Murder knows the danger he faces just by being present in his own neighborhood

I just want to live my life
C-Murder desires a peaceful life free of conflict and death

All by myself
C-Murder desires solitude from the violence of his surroundings

Life is full of debt
Life comes with its own set of financial struggles

And life is full of conflict
Life is filled with personal struggles and internal battles

I'm just tired of seein' all my homies out here dyin' quick
C-Murder is exhausted and saddened by the frequency of violence and death he sees happening to those close to him

Society today is all twisted
C-Murder believes that society has become corrupt and misguided

Gave my homie 20 years for shop lifttin'
C-Murder believes that the judicial system is disproportionately harsh, sending his friend to prison for 20 years over a petty crime

Now that's bad because LaWan got 3 for murder
C-Murder believes that the justice system is flawed, giving a lesser sentence for a more severe crime

Politics in the court house ain't the same since the murder.
C-Murder believes that the justice system is rigged and corrupt, and that it has failed him and those around him

That's why constantly I watch all my enemies
C-Murder is constantly vigilant and aware of his surroundings due to the threat of danger and death

'Cause death is a disease to all my TRU g'z
C-Murder views death as an ever-present threat to his crew and to himself

The can't shake it
His crew is unable to escape this threat

They can't seem to break the cycle
C-Murder acknowledges the cyclical nature of violence and death in his neighborhood

That's why I'm protected by the gat and St. Micheal
C-Murder is prepared for any potential threats and relies on his own protection for safety

Ralph Sten said money runs the country
C-Murder believes that money and wealth hold significant power in society

Make ya do some strange things when it's right in front ya
C-Murder recognizes that wealth and power can lead people to do questionable or unethical things to obtain it

I done see mothers turn on they own kids
C-Murder has witnessed families fall apart due to greed and money

Money make brothers turn on one another.
C-Murder believes that money can cause even familial relationships to crumble

Even make each other split the other's wig
C-Murder acknowledges the potential for violence and even murder over money

Animosity
C-Murder recognizes the hostility and resentment that festers due to financial struggle and competition

Least of all tops is ta watch ya back
C-Murder prioritizes his own safety and survival above all else

Life or Death
C-Murder feels like survival in his environment is a constant struggle, where the threat of death is always present

'Cause ya never know if ya breathed ya last breath.
C-Murder lives with the constant fear and uncertainty that any moment could be his last

I'm already dead
C-Murder recognizes that his life is constantly in danger and that he has already died a little inside

So can't nobody kill me
C-Murder has faced so much danger and violence that he feels invincible

I done suffered to long to let another man fear me
C-Murder has faced significant struggles and refuses to let fear dictate his life

My pain brings anger to a total stranger
C-Murder recognizes that his struggles and trauma can elicit strong emotional responses from others, even strangers

Ain't no limit to my hall when I'm constantly in danger
C-Murder acknowledges the constant danger he faces, and how it feels as though it's inescapable

I just want to be surrounded by somebody that luv me
C-Murder desires the love and support of those around him

But reallity is sendin' me those hatas undercover
Despite his desire for love and support, C-Murder recognizes the presence of those who seek to harm him and his crew

I don't know who to trust but my family and friends
C-Murder is distrustful of those outside of his inner circle and relies on the love and support of those closest to him

Takin' chances on your life when you let a stranger in
C-Murder recognizes the risk and danger that comes along with trusting strangers and outsiders

Nowadays rappers dying
C-Murder acknowledges the heightened danger that comes along with being a rapper

So I take it as a message
C-Murder uses the deaths of other rappers as a warning to remain vigilant and cautious

I lived to see another year so I count my blessings
C-Murder is grateful to have survived another year despite the dangers surrounding him

Tell Em' I'ma changed man, but they don't hear me
C-Murder desires to distance himself from his past and become a changed individual, but he feels as though others don't acknowledge his growth

On my knees beggin' god can you please forgive me
Despite his growth and changes, C-Murder feels guilt for his past actions and seeks forgiveness from a higher power

Let the past be the past
C-Murder wants to move on from his past and leave it behind

I'm investin' in the future
C-Murder is focused on his future and strives to better himself and his situation

Watch the ones that swallow most ya
C-Murder advises others to be wary of those who appear to be friendly, but may have ulterior motives

And the ones that'll do ya
C-Murder cautions people to be aware of those who seek to harm them or take advantage of them

My advice to the world
C-Murder offers his insights and perspective to others

Maintain your sanity
C-Murder emphasizes the importance of taking care of oneself in order to prevent mental and emotional breakdown

I know your faced with life or death everyday but overlook the evil thoughts
C-Murder recognizes the constant battle between life and death, but encourages others to focus on the good and positive aspects of life in order to overcome the evil and darkness

'Cause there's gotta be another way
C-Murder is optimistic that there is a path to a peaceful and positive life, and encourages others to seek it out

See me?
C-Murder challenges others to see him and his struggles

I trust nobody
C-Murder has experienced too much betrayal and danger and feels as though he can't trust anyone

Money is the rule to all evil
C-Murder believes that the pursuit of money can lead to greed and corruption, resulting in evil actions

Better watch yourself boo
C-Murder advises others to be careful and watchful in order to avoid danger and violence

Chorus: x2
Repetition of the chorus to emphasize the ongoing struggle of life vs. death in C-Murder's neighborhood