R 2 The A
C.J. Lewis Lyrics

That bitch is a nonslip shoe but wet like a squeegee
The girl is hard to hold onto but easily manipulated

Cycling through all that water like Fiji
Moving through life smoothly and effortlessly

These hoes leeches, parasitic like Migi
Women who only care about money and attention

I'm curving them, I'm like Gonzales I'm speedy
Avoiding these types of women quickly and easily

Had to go backhand a bitch, she too needy
Having to resort to violence because of a woman's clinginess

Why yo ass stinking like garlic you cheesy
Asking someone why they smell bad

I am a ghost in the night, shine a beam you might see me
Being sneaky and unnoticed

Pull the trigger you don't need me
Removing oneself from a situation

But like sex wit his mom last night, that barrel was steamy
Making a vulgar comparison to describe a weapon

That shit be hitting her brain like nootropics
Affecting someone's mind strongly

Open her shit till it break like a lock pick
Breaking someone's defenses down until they are vulnerable

I get too dirty let's change up the topic
Switching to a different subject because one is uncomfortable

I am a fighter bitch I am like Bruce Lee
Being skilled and tough like Bruce Lee

Stand on my money and that shit add two feet
Feeling powerful and dominant because of wealth

My pockets too heavy I'm walking like Goofy
Struggling to walk because of the weight of all the money

You got switched out trial and error
Being replaced and learning from previous mistakes

Told that bitch sing, so she wrote me a letter
Asking someone to express their feelings through writing

I'm so numb that I let her stay
Being emotionally detached and allowing someone to stay despite negative feelings

She looked in my eyes as if I just met her
Showing false interest and emotion

Fed that bitch my dick with a bib, that's cold cheddar
Treating someone like a child and being disrespectful

Told that angel leave me alone, I plucked his feathers
Rejecting someone who is kind and gentle

You say it's too cold outside bitch I see the weather
Acknowledging an obvious fact

I ain't seen my bitch in months she had me writing letters
Missing someone and communicating through letters

I'm testing this shit, you call me a scientist
Experimenting with different things and observing the results

I am so young, I'm Sid the science kid
Being youthful and curious about the world

Had to use lube, that pussy was dry as shit
Needing assistance with sexual activity

She said she need light, I gave her my nightstick
Taking someone's request literally and providing a tool

You want some money, bitch you ain't write this
Refusing to give money to someone who doesn't deserve it

Don't ask me shit, I'm high as a kite bitch
Being under the influence and unreliable

Run up on me, we don't fold like futons
Being tough and unyielding in the face of danger

Shots make ya brain blast, Jimmy Neutron
Gunshots causing intense mental and physical reaction

Bang, bang look around like who shot
Reacting to loud noises and unexpected events

I'll put a killer in the dirt like Guap
Defeating someone in a violent way

They feel when I stop my feet cause I'm hard
Being firm and resolute in one's decisions

Harder than the ground beneath
Being unbreakable and determined

And niggas keep hating, they hate energy
Being disliked for one's personality

Why you looking so hard, man get off my meat
Being scrutinized and criticized unnecessarily

Talk about me but I don't know ya name
Being the subject of gossip from unknown sources

Ya dislike me but I don't feel the same
Not caring about others' negative opinions

Pick in the door and the lock's getting changed
Forcing one's way into a situation

Get out of pocket, put piss in yo brain
Being disrespectful and aggressive towards someone who crosses a line

I'm insane, I lost my mind
Being unstable and irrational

Back when I lost track of time
Having difficulty keeping track of time due to mental instability

Same kid I never would tell lies
Maintaining honesty despite mental illness

Everyone rap, but never been fire
Many people trying to succeed in a competitive field without the necessary skills

I came up Ma wanna give up
Achieving success despite lack of support

They doubled her rent, so I doubled my cup
Using alcohol to cope with stress and financial hardship

Easing the pain I don't wanna feel nothin
Using substances to numb emotional pain

Giving you lunches so I can fill something
Acting kind to receive something in return

I never had me a family, had to act manly
Growing up without parental support and taking responsibility for oneself

Hold in my tears when you give me that Grammy
Feeling emotional but keeping it together for a public event

Holding my heart and I cannot be loved
Feeling unlovable and guarded

And I hate who I was and I hate who I am
Struggling with personal identity and past mistakes