Head On
C. Cottam Lyrics

Yo, you tell too many lies for me, I'm hip to ya, screw ya
I know you're lying too much and I'm done with you.

One time or another see I thought that I knew ya
I thought I knew you at some point.

I brought ya to a level that you would never ever see
I helped you achieve what you couldn't on your own.

O-see-double-E toasted bubbly treatin you lovely so
I treated you nicely and took care of you.

what be the cause of you seein another man
Why are you cheating with another man?

Didn't I tell you stop hangin out with that whole flam
I asked you to stop hanging out with that bad influence.

She's bad news, plus she's the cause of my blues
She is a problem and the reason for my sadness.

You act as if SHE'S the man buyin you garments and shoes
Why are you acting like she's the one buying you clothes and shoes?

Whassup with that? c'mon baby doll, explain to me
What's going on? Tell me, please.

I gotta know, what's the effin reason for playin me?
Why are you playing games with me? I need to know.

His sha-laft must be thick, must be stronger
His manhood must be superior to mine.

must be good, must be a whole lot longer
It must be really good and larger than me.

If not that, then yo, I don't know
If it's not that, then I'm not sure what the reason is.

You get a award for the best actress playin a role
You're really good at pretending to be something you're not.

Your one last chance to advance with me
This is your last chance to make things right with me.

Sittin quiet on your ass why don't you answer me?
Why are you just sitting there silently? Answer me.

I guess not so
I guess you're not going to answer me.

Go 'head with yourself - you stabbed my heart with a knife
You hurt me deeply, so do whatever you want.

Go 'head with yourself - I thought you was my wife
I thought we were committed to each other like husband and wife.

Go 'head with yourself - you're nuttin but stress in my life
You're nothing but a source of stress in my life.

It's killin me softly, awfully, my heart aches
It's hurting me deeply and my heart is in pain.

over you breaks for you, bound to the stakes for you
I'm emotionally invested in you and it's causing me pain.

Knowin the next man drillin ya fillin your holes
Knowing that another man is with you hurts me.

with flesh to flesh, smackin the mattress to sweat
Visualizing you having sex with someone else hurts me.

in love juice, that's how I imagine the whole hoo-rah
I can imagine your sexual encounter in vivid detail, and it's painful.

I try to block it out so I pick the Qu'ran
I try to distract myself from the pain by reading the Quran.

to act as if I'm readin but I'm not
I'm not actually reading, just trying to distract myself.

Then I get a call from my nigga Ness blowin up the spot
My friend Ness calls me and tells me something that upsets me.

He's tellin me some shit I can't take grips to
He's telling me something that's difficult to process.

I flips on the phone, but it's him I shouldn't be riffin to
I get angry with Ness, but he's not the one responsible.

BLAM! Slammed the phone down, shocked as a mother
I hang up on Ness in shock and anger.

What I discovered, it made me sob and blubber
What I found out made me cry and feel upset.

All my time was a waste, my face it looked just like a jackass
I feel like I wasted my time and look foolish for investing so much in you.

I leave it up to my cloud to decide
I rely on my instincts and intuition to figure out what to do next.

Should I blast her for causin me emotional hell
Should I confront her and get angry at her for causing me pain?

or let her go 'head with herself
Or should I just let her go and move on?

Now I know, remember the ho I spoke about named Fran?
Now I know the truth about the woman I mentioned earlier, Fran.

She be the other man, hey ain't that some..
She's actually a woman, not a man, and she's the one my partner cheated on me with.

She did a switch to go down on a bitch
She turned to women and had sexual encounters with them.

Had me thinkin another man changed her pitch
I assumed that she was with another man, but it was actually a woman.

Another woman's been beatin my time
Another woman has taken away the time and attention that should have been mine.

Another sister not a mister she lovin mine
She's with another woman, not a man, and she's in love with me.

I confronted who was once my honey
I confront the person who was once my lover.

to see why she chose over the raw and real to lick
I want to know why she chose to be with someone else instead of me.

tail of a bunny, all of a sudden I explode in rage
I get angry and lose control when I find out what's been going on.

of animalistic like I broke out of a cage
I feel like I've been trapped and finally broke free when I confront her.

First I think violence, then I think the uppercut into her gut
I initially think of violence and hurting her, but I don't actually do it.

For what? There's other honies out there so what the..
Why would I get violent? There are other women out there for me.

.. just my luck though
Unfortunately, this is just my bad luck.

Or that I streak a bad vibe in the system over a missus
Maybe I'm just attracting bad vibes and bad relationships.

You got vicious, so best wishes
You were mean and hurtful, so goodbye and good luck.

Let's just say the world is a ocean filled with mad fishes
The world is full of crazy people and bad relationships.

Malicious be your attitude, sour be your name like
Your attitude is bad and your name is associated with negativity.

lickin other kitten but you say you feel shame
You're cheating on me with other women but claim to feel guilty.

Game kill it, you're not attracted to men
Stop playing games and admit that you're not attracted to men like me.

So my advice is to take a hike witcha new friend
My advice is for you to leave with your new partner and not come back.