03. Good Guy
C. Pitt Lyrics

Im tryna to be the good guy in every situation
I consistently strive to act as the morally upright one in any given circumstance.

I'm hard on myself I can do better I'm just anxious
I hold myself to high standards, recognizing that there is always room for improvement. This causes me to feel uneasy and nervous.

Every move I'm over concerning and overthinking
I obsessively second-guess each action I take and mull over every possible outcome.

Just Last time I lost the spark ain't have the heart to fake it
During my most recent relationship, I found myself losing interest but lacked the courage to pretend otherwise.

Multiple restaurants hotels could hardly afford it
I spent a lot of money on dates and vacations, to the point where I struggled financially.

Probably because no women would ever love and accept that I'm boring
I suspect that my lack of excitement and enthusiasm makes me unappealing to potential partners.

I just felt you was ignoring what I felt was important and then I still called you every morning to give reassurance
I perceived my significant other as disregarding my priorities, yet persisted in reaching out to provide comfort.

I left it all out on table I cried on recordings I live in regret but I felt emotion was warrant
I was completely vulnerable and raw with my emotions, even recording moments of crying. While I now regret this behavior, I believed it was necessary at the time.

Yes our Relationship was tested
Our romantic connection was put to the challenge.

you needed me I left it
When you required my support, I abandoned you.

Purchased all your Uber eats accounts you had on Netflix
I paid for your food delivery services and your Netflix subscription.

Distant in some friendships give the wrong bitches attention
I maintain distance in certain friendships and give attention to negative individuals.

Think it's cute that they ignore me and they mad cuz I'm against it
I find it amusing that they disregard me and become upset when I express my opposition.

At times I think I'm being used I mentally don't be there at all
Occasionally, I believe that others are taking advantage of me and consequently disconnect emotionally.

I don't wanna be disappointed I subconsciously scare them off
I fear experiencing disappointment and unconsciously push people away as a result.

The I don't cares is wearing off then In my head I hear I'm wrong
My apathy towards certain situations is diminishing, causing self-doubt to creep in.

Certain things we should've done We was young
There were experiences we missed out on because we were young and not yet mature enough.

I'll admit that I was press but I never cheated on you once and if you didn't hold out on sex it likely wouldn't been as fun
I confess to putting pressure on you in our sexual relationship, but I remained faithful. I believe that if sex had been more frequent, it would have been more enjoyable.

I'm a good guy
I try to be a morally upstanding person.

Nobody suffer as much as good guys
Being a good person is often a thankless task and can lead to pain and hardship.

As I self reflect it seem these bitches fail to realize for us it's torture
Upon introspection, it appears that these women do not comprehend the agony that being a good person can cause.

It's just sucks accepting less and never get rewarded
It is difficult to accept less than I deserve and never receive recognition for my efforts.

Tell me like what does attracts you
Could you please explain what qualities you find attractive in another person?

I put nothing pass you
I trust you completely and would never suspect you of anything.

Try to lend out some suggestions get nobody ask yous
I attempt to offer advice, but it goes unheeded.

Ask why ain't hurry get good seats like women always a hassle
I wonder why it is so difficult to obtain good seats, as it always seems to be a hassle for women.

Just Try make sure you was safe so I waited outside of the bathroom
I waited outside the restroom to ensure that you were safe and unharmed.

Told you something personal here you go using it against me
I confided in you with a personal issue, only for you to weaponize the information against me.

How bout I don't call you
Perhaps I should refrain from contacting you.

Get a chance to miss me
If I give you space, you may come to realize that you miss me.

Bitches never want the guys that accept things for the way it is
Women seem to prefer men who do not accept the status quo and instead challenge the norm.

I wanna battle and go against the grain like I seen nahjae and tizz
I desire to push back and be unconventional like I have seen Nahjae and Tizz do.

Leave this shit the way it's meant
Let's allow this situation to run its natural course.

You shut me down no way to vent
You refuse to listen to me and I have no outlet for my emotions.

Haven't been out dating since
I have not been on any dates recently.

Just me and my guys at main event
I am currently spending time with my male friends at Main Event.

Felt like I was distant I push off in case this temporarily
I sensed a distance between us and withdrew as a temporary measure.

When I expressed and really was hands on it was unnecessary
I believed that expressing myself and being involved was superfluous.

Confidence withheld and buried like fuck I look like getting married
I lack confidence and am skeptical of the institution of marriage.

Might actually find someone if I do move on and stop being scary i get it
I may have more luck in finding someone if I can overcome my fears and move on.

But women force themselves on me and always got incentives
Despite my aversion to romantic relationships, women actively pursue me, perhaps for ulterior motives.

The aura against us different at least acknowledge my existence or something
There seems to be a bias against good guys, but at the very least, I wish to be recognized and acknowledged.