Drugs
CASisDEAD Lyrics

Now the drugs don't work
The effectiveness of drugs has worn off

They just make you worse
Drugs cause more harm than good

But I know I'll see your face again
I have hope that I'll be able to overcome addiction and see a better future

Pretty puke puddle that I'm laying in
I'm in a disgusting state due to drug use

Phone alarm's going off
My phone is ringing

Fuck it though, I'm lyin in
I don't care about answering the phone

I'm wire thin
I'm very thin

I dunno why, I ain't dieting
I don't know why I'm thin, I'm not actively trying to lose weight

Maybe it's this vicodin
Perhaps it's due to the effects of the drug Vicodin

It's strung me out like a violin
Vicodin has made me feel addicted and out of control

Fiend Simon dialed me in
Simon, who is a drug user, called me to buy drugs

He's trying to buy a ting
Simon is trying to purchase drugs

It's mad I used to look down at him
It's ironic that I once judged Simon for his drug use, but now I'm in the same position

For piping up and firing
For being vocal about his drug use and taking drugs

Talking to myself, not recognising who's replying
I'm so lost in my own thoughts and the drug-induced haze that I can't distinguish reality from my own imagination

I'm becoming so much like the clients that I've been supplying
I'm turning into the drug users that I sell drugs to

Fuck the sentimental shite
I don't care about emotional stuff right now

I'm mental when I get mortal like
I become emotionally unstable when I drink or take drugs

I pop a pill and then spike this bitch
I take a pill then have sex with someone

And then fuck her until she ain't walking right
I have sex until the woman can't walk properly anymore

My buzz don't last for half a night
The high from drugs doesn't last very long

My comedown is too hard too fight
The after-effects of drugs are difficult to deal with

Euphoria, she leaves with my endorphins
The feeling of happiness and well-being from drugs fades away quickly

And I'm forced to keep endorsing
I'm compelled to keep using drugs

This extortionate emotional support
Drugs give me a temporary escape from my problems

Even though I know that I'll never get the same high as before
I realize that drugs won't give me the same feeling of euphoria as they did before

I just keep shovelling this shit up until my nostrils get sore
I continue to snort drugs even though it causes pain and damage to my body

Until Si picks me off the floor
I'll keep using drugs until Simon comes to rescue me

Skunk, cannabis, about half a cancer stick
Weed and half a cigarette mixed together

Rolled up in a juicy blunt
The mixture is rolled in a cigar wrapping paper

Slow burner, candlestick
The blunt takes a long time to smoke, like a candle

I'm with Uncle Mix, cocaine and a couple of chicks
I'm hanging out with a guy named Uncle Mix and two women while using cocaine

IPhone for a couple of pics
I'm taking pictures with my iPhone

Couple of lines off a couple of tits
I'm snorting cocaine off the breasts of one of the women

But my life's shit
Despite taking drugs and being with women, my life is not fulfilling

Drugs seem like the quickest fix
I turn to drugs as a quick solution to my problems

Temporary escape from the estates
Drugs give me a temporary escape from the poor, urban areas where I live

And all the fucking pricks
I'm angry with the people I come into contact with

That's why I'm in such a rush to take the first hit or first sip
I'm eager to take drugs quickly to escape reality

E&J burnt up my throat
Drinking E&J brandy causes pain and discomfort in my throat

Fucking roach burnt up my lip
Smoking weed roaches cause burns on my lips

Then it wears off
The effects of drugs eventually fade away

And I feel like I'm worse off
After the high wears off, I feel even more depressed and unhappy than before

Looking out on London bridge
I'm standing on London Bridge, contemplating my life

Thinking about throwing myself off
I consider committing suicide

Nah, that's soft
Deciding to commit suicide is a weak decision

There's better ways that I could feel his wrath
There are better ways to deal with my problems than committing suicide

I got loads of gear in my loft
I have a lot of drugs stored in my loft

I got loads of pills I can scoff
I have many pills that I can take

Is it Smirnoff?
I question what I'm drinking

The reason I'm looking like a Goth
The drugs I'm taking make me look like a gothic person

Fuck knows but I'll tell you what
I don't know why I look like a goth, but I'll tell you something else

There's blood coming out when I cough
I'm experiencing medical problems, like coughing up blood

Spent most of my life in the dark
I've lived a difficult and troubled life

Chasing the light like a moth
I'm always searching for a better and brighter future

Eventually the light will turn off
At some point, I'll no longer have hope for a better future

Sensing the party's over
I realize that the party and the fun is coming to an end

I'm not looking over my shoulder
I'm not worried or anxious about anything right now

Lucy pulls me closer
A woman named Lucy comes near me

Fuck it I'm bored, let's go, let's ghost her
I'm bored, so let's leave and ditch Lucy

Sick of all the boasters
I'm tired of people who brag or show off

Loads of niggas sniffing that Frankie Cocozza
Many people are using cocaine like Frankie Cocozza, a celebrity who was known for his drug use

Thinking they the Cosa Nostra
People act like they're part of the Mafia or a similar group

So much talk of toasters
People talk about guns (which can get so hot that they resemble toasters)

Gold Roleys and roadsters
People brag about expensive watches and cars

Hoes that make sex tapes and then become role models on shows and posters (slags)
Women who make sex tapes and then become famous are promoted as role models, despite being promiscuous

It's clear the end is nigh
It's obvious that everything is coming to a close

The Mayans, they said so suh
The Mayan civilization supposedly predicted the end of the world

Fuck it just take me now, I'm done
I'm giving up and ready for the end to come

Lets wrap it up like a samosa
Let's wrap things up like a food dish

Consultant says they're running out of things to try
Medical professionals can't keep coming up with new treatments for my drug addiction

The ain't working right, It's only fucking up my insides
The current treatment methods aren't working and are causing damage to my body

As I document my decline
I'm keeping track of my own downfall

A famous line just springs to mind
I remember a well-known quote

The drugs don't work, they make you worse
Drugs are ineffective and harmful

Every type and every kind
All drugs are problematic

Even one's designed to help you fight just seem so shite
Even drugs designed to help with addiction and health problems aren't effective

And all the side effects they leave you with no life and no respite
The side effects of drugs take away any quality of life and provide no relief

No end in sight
There seems to be no solution or end to my addiction and suffering

But these cunts, they don't know what it's like
People who haven't experienced drug addiction don't understand what it's like

Ask my boy Charlie, he'll tell you straight
Charlie, who is also a drug user, can give you an honest answer about drugs

Real talk and no hype, like
He'll talk truthfully and without exaggeration