On Me
CJ Lyrics

Do you feel me?
Do you understand and empathize with my emotions and experiences?

Aye, Summertime in the winter
Expressing a sense of contradiction or unusual circumstances

On my mind, I was sipping Henny
I was consumed or preoccupied with thoughts and emotions, while drinking Hennessy

Til' I couldn't feel it in my liver, Aye
I drank until I couldn't physically feel the effects in my liver anymore

You and me we had bigger dreams but you threw it all away for a
We had ambitious aspirations but you sacrificed it all for someone unworthy

Broke boy but I really don't care so
He doesn't have wealth but I am indifferent and unaffected

I guess you can cry me a river
You can express your emotions and regrets, but it won't impact me

I won't stop til' I'm bigger
I will continue striving and growing until I achieve success

Two times to a six figure
I aim to reach a significant financial milestone twice

Try me why?
Challenging someone to test him or question his abilities

Shot me down with the trigger
Figuratively rejected or betrayed him by using a weapon against him

Late night post on twitter
Sharing thoughts and emotions on Twitter during late hours

Find someone that's there for you and
Look for someone who is supportive and reliable in your life

Hopefully he care for you, oh
Hope that he genuinely cares for you

Want you for your mind, not your body on my soul
Desire a connection based on intellectual and emotional compatibility, not just physical attraction

No I'm not a killer, if he break your heart imma blow
I don't advocate violence, but I will strongly react if someone hurts you emotionally

Put a 17 on the door
Symbolically marking his territory or loyalty

See me fled, aye
Witness his departure or escape

Two time said we gon' kill em dead till' he R.E.D, Red
Planning and conspiring to defeat their enemies completely, until they are defeated and overwhelmed

You cannot scar me he said
He claimed that he is immune to emotional pain and cannot be hurt

You don't want me, him instead
If you don't want me, choose him instead

Baby I don't really care bout that
He doesn't care about the person's choice or preference

Cause I promise swear to god he a F.E.D, Fed
He asserts that the other person's choice is a mistake and their chosen person is not trustworthy

Let me know if you can heal me
Inform him if they have the ability to help him heal emotionally

Hard times now you can see the real me
During difficult times, the true and vulnerable aspects of his character become evident

And if I call your phone
If he reaches out and contacts the person

Would you pick right up and tell me that you feel me?
Will you answer the call and honestly express your empathy and understanding?

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Unknown meaning

Got some ghetto angels in the sky
Referring to deceased loved ones from his neighborhood who hold a special place in his heart

Why?
Seeking an explanation or reason for why they had to pass away

Tell me why did you have to die
Asking for justification or understanding regarding their untimely death

Cry
Express grief and sadness

Look up in the stars and see the angels in the sky
Looking towards the heavens to find comfort and connection with the departed loved ones

And if you feel me put your hands in the air and you can
If you understand and relate, raise your hands in a gesture of solidarity

I won't stop til' I'm bigger
He will persist in his pursuit of success and growth

Two times to a six figure
Aiming to achieve financial wealth on two separate occasions

Try me why?
Challenging others to test his capabilities or question his abilities

Shot me down with the trigger
Metaphorically rejected or betrayed him using a weapon

Late night post on twitter
Sharing thoughts and emotions on Twitter during late hours