Shotgun
CLAYVON Lyrics


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Axis
Forgot to files expenses for my taxes
A nigga thinking maverick
Another side of character
Had to find reasons to empty the canister
Worry my feelings might leave me erratic
Just thought about last year
I had to pay off the damages
Canceling out your opinions
And cutting off people that fuck with my clarity
I'm
A living legend but maybe it's too early to tell
I know expression is scarce
I wanna find women who love all the flaws I was dealt
I put my hands in my pocket to look for my wallet
So I guess I'm supporting these commas and shit
You fell for the pressure?
I put in the work
My lineage came from the dirt
Don't cc my message
We know you acting
Back when my uncle would teach me the magic
His words of wisdom I be using while riding in hoopties made niggas
Feel like they could do it
I had to live with a purpose
The world is too scenic
But most niggas bringing discouragement
Southside alleys couldn't fight off that burgundy Shit
My back gainst the wall
But I always had to fire back like... shotgun
When the world put my back against the wall I always had to fire back like shotgun
When the world put my back against the wall I always had to fire back like shotgun
Voicemails from my mother and grandma
Tell me why you worried bout your grandson?
I was fighting depression on canvas
You heard about Miller
Paris and Clay don't get it mistaken
I ride with a tint
Finesse through these feelings I'm taking it there
All these actions I'm making it clear
I speak through music
Speaking on bullshit on I render that useless
That business don't pay me
I just left from Cayla that bitch is too crazy
She look like Mercedes
And spicy like ginger
Pigeons they fly by the space that I live in
I need the escape
These 4 walls gon kill you
And still you give payment
I need me a acre
Before I get hearsed
These niggas gon follow me
Dear love
Hope you live your accomplishments
But life is domestic
That nigga keep whipping yo ass
Now you on your last
You stressing bout payment
You looking for love and you can't see your baby
I know the reason you hurt
I know the reason you feel like you average
You gotta last and take that shit back




Your back gainst the wall. But you always had to fire back like
Shotgun

Overall Meaning

In "Shotgun," CLAYVON uses his lyrics to delve into a range of personal struggles he’s faced including financial, emotional, and mental challenges. The track opens with a masterful use of wordplay, where CLAYVON references his mismanagement of tax expenses and then reflects on his perspective towards life. He acknowledges the fact that he has a duality to his character, but still strives to empty his canister and not let his feelings overwhelm him. The need to grow himself and keep off toxic people around him, the unhappiness of paying off damages, and the pressure of being labelled as one of the upcoming living legends, are some of the issues that he is dealing with. He ends the chorus, declaring that regardless of the struggles he has faced, he is always ready to respond and fight back, like a shotgun, when his back is against the wall.


CLAYVON goes on to give a picture of various things he has endured, like missing his family's voicemails, fighting depression, and navigating tricky relationships. He encourages people to remain focused on their path and not let the world weigh them down. He goes on to contrast the joy the world may feel with the struggles an individual endures, however, CLAYVON determines that despite the adversity, he will continue to press on and survive against these challenges, ready to fight back when his back is against the wall like a shotgun.


Line by Line Meaning

Axis
This line is most likely a reference to the Allies and Axis powers of World War II. The singer may be suggesting that they are fighting a personal battle or facing obstacles, just as the Allies and Axis fought on opposing sides.


Forgot to files expenses for my taxes
The singer forgot to file their taxes and is likely dealing with the stress and consequences of that mistake.


A nigga thinking maverick
The singer is thinking for themselves and challenging the norms, much like a maverick does.


Another side of character
The artist may have multiple sides to their personality or identity, which could cause inner turmoil or confusion.


Had to find reasons to empty the canister
The artist needed to find a way to release their emotions or stress, perhaps through music or other means.


Worry my feelings might leave me erratic
The singer is concerned that their emotions could cause them to act impulsively or in a way that is not rational or productive.


Just thought about last year
The singer is reflecting on the past, possibly on their hardships, struggles or mistakes.


I had to pay off the damages
The artist is likely referring to paying back some sort of debt or consequence for a mistake they made.


Canceling out your opinions
The artist is disregarding someone else's opinions or advice, potentially because they don't align with their own beliefs or values.


And cutting off people that fuck with my clarity
The artist is choosing to disassociate with people who negatively impact their mental clarity, stability or focus on their goals.


I'm
This line seems to be unfinished and may be the start of the singer's next thought or idea.


A living legend but maybe it's too early to tell
The artist could be expressing their own confidence in their abilities and talents, but also acknowledging that they are still young and may not have reached their full potential or recognition yet.


I know expression is scarce
The singer recognizes that it can be difficult to fully express oneself, particularly in a world that may not encourage or value creative or emotional expression.


I wanna find women who love all the flaws I was dealt
The singer desires a partner who accepts and loves them, flaws and all.


I put my hands in my pocket to look for my wallet
The singer is physically checking to make sure they have their wallet or are financially prepared for something.


So I guess I'm supporting these commas and shit
The artist is acknowledging that their success or wealth is coming from the pursuit and attainment of money.


You fell for the pressure?
The artist is questioning whether someone else has succumbed to external pressures, potentially to conform or meet society's expectations.


I put in the work
The singer is emphasizing their hard work and dedication towards their goals.


My lineage came from the dirt
The singer is acknowledging their roots or family history, which may have been rooted in poverty or struggle.


Don't cc my message
The artist doesn't want their message or communication to be copied or shared with others without their knowledge or consent.


We know you acting
The artist is calling out someone for being insincere or fake in their actions or words.


Back when my uncle would teach me the magic
The artist may be recalling a past mentor or loved one who taught them skills or knowledge, potentially related to music or life lessons.


His words of wisdom I be using while riding in hoopties made niggas
The singer is using the lessons or advice they learned from their uncle while driving around in old, beat-up cars with friends.


Feel like they could do it
The artist's uncle's words of wisdom motivated or inspired others to believe in themselves and their own abilities.


I had to live with a purpose
The singer is emphasizing the importance of living with intention or having a clear goal or purpose in life.


The world is too scenic
The singer may be suggesting that the world is visually beautiful, but the reality or struggles of life can still be difficult.


But most niggas bringing discouragement
The singer is recognizing that many people, particularly those around them, can be negative or discouraging towards their goals or aspirations.


Southside alleys couldn't fight off that burgundy Shit
The artist is referencing a specific location or event where they faced danger or conflict.


My back gainst the wall
The artist is describing a feeling of being backed into a corner or having limited options.


But I always had to fire back like... shotgun
The singer is saying that they always had to fight back or defend themselves like using a shotgun as a metaphor.


Voicemails from my mother and grandma
The singer has received messages from their family, which may carry emotional weight or influence.


Tell me why you worried bout your grandson?
The artist's family members are expressing concern for their well-being or safety.


I was fighting depression on canvas
The artist is expressing their personal struggles with depression and may be using art or music as a form of therapy or expression.


You heard about Miller
The artist is acknowledging the death of rapper Mac Miller and the impact it had on them personally.


Paris and Clay don't get it mistaken
The singer is giving a shoutout to their friends or peers, Paris and Clay.


I ride with a tint
The artist drives with tinted windows, potentially for privacy or style.


Finesse through these feelings I'm taking it there
The singer is dealing with their emotions or personal struggles with grace and finesse, and moving forward despite those challenges.


All these actions I'm making it clear
The singer's actions are reflecting their true intentions and beliefs, even if others may not understand them at first.


I speak through music
The singer expresses themselves and communicates through their music or lyrics.


Speaking on bullshit on I render that useless
The artist dismisses negative or meaningless talk or behavior, and instead focuses on their own goals and actions.


That business don't pay me
The artist is suggesting that some business opportunities or interactions may not be personally fulfilling or profitable for them.


I just left from Cayla that bitch is too crazy
The singer has recently interacted with or left a person named Cayla, who they may consider problematic or difficult.


She look like Mercedes
The singer may be describing Cayla's physical appearance or demeanor.


And spicy like ginger
The artist continues to describe Cayla's character or personality, using the comparison of ginger as a metaphor.


Pigeons they fly by the space that I live in
The artist observes birds or animals in their environment as a sign of life or beauty.


I need the escape
The artist desires an escape or change from their current situation or environment.


These 4 walls gon kill you
The singer feels trapped or limited by their current living situation, and may be unsafe or unhealthy.


And still you give payment
Despite any struggles or hardships, the artist acknowledges the necessity of paying bills or expenses.


I need me a acre
The singer desires more space or a physical location of their own, potentially to escape their current environment or create their own sanctuary.


Before I get hearsed
The singer wants to make changes or accomplish certain goals before they die or experience tragedy.


These niggas gon follow me
The singer has followers or fans who admire or support them.


Dear love
The artist is addressing someone they care about or love.


Hope you live your accomplishments
The artist hopes their loved one or friend achieves their own goals or successes in life.


But life is domestic
The singer acknowledges the reality of everyday life, which may not always be exciting or glamorous.


That nigga keep whipping yo ass
The singer is warning their loved one or friend about a person who may be causing them harm or hurting them.


Now you on your last
The person being addressed may be close to running out of resources or options, and may need help or support.


You stressing bout payment
The person being addressed is likely dealing with financial stress or uncertainty.


You looking for love and you can't see your baby
The person being addressed may be searching for love or affection, but may not prioritize or appreciate the love they already have from their child.


I know the reason you hurt
The singer empathizes with their loved one or friend, likely referencing the struggles they face in their personal or financial life.


I know the reason you feel like you average
The artist recognizes that their loved one or friend may not feel exceptional or valued because of their circumstances or experiences.


You gotta last and take that shit back
The singer encourages their loved one or friend to persevere and reclaim their power or sense of self-worth.


Your back gainst the wall. But you always had to fire back like Shotgun
The singer references the earlier line about firing back like a shotgun when facing adversity, encouraging their loved one or friend to do the same when they feel trapped or limited in their own life.




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Written by: PARIS PARRISH

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