Victim
COLONEL RED & C.O.N.E Lyrics


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Mom I'm just calling
To let you know I'm ok
Mom I'm just calling
To let you know I'm ok
Mom I'm just calling
To let you know I'm ok
Scared and gun shots fill the halls
trapped inside these filthy stalls
I feel worthless
Is this all
That life gave in this crystal ball
Where can I run and hide
Deep inside I do cry
I don't want to die
I can't trust what's outside
When you're the only one that's sitting
In the back of the class
You feel alone and it's the tension
Has you all in your bag
When the teacher gives assignments
You're the one to not pass
So all the other little students
Turn around and they laugh
Mom I'm just calling
To let you know I'm ok
Mom I'm just calling
To let you know I'm ok
Mom I'm just calling
To let you know I'm ok
I wanna shoot and start the violence
Yes it all makes me excited
They saying sorry
But they should've said that all before
Igniting all the demon
And the secrets
They keeping, I can't repeat it
My mental is orthopedic
They've broken me into pieces
These people are so conceited
Now I'm looking undefeated
Everybody under me
Because this gun made me the beast
And now I'm cloudy
People shouting
Telling me to stop the outing
Kids are crouching
Finger ouching
So I want to get to blowchin'
What have I done
I'm tweaking
Why is everyone screaming
Please tell me that I'm dreaming
I must go
I'm the reason
Mom I'm just calling
To let you know I'm ok
Mom I'm just calling
To let you know I'm ok




Mom I'm just calling
To let you know I'm ok

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of "Victim" by Colonel Red & C.O.N.E depict a character who doesn't feel like they fit in and is struggling with the harsh realities of life. The opening line of "Mom, I'm just calling to let you know I'm okay" sets a tone of reassurance, but as the lyrics progress, it becomes evident that the singer is not okay. The character seems to be in a dangerous environment where gunshots can be heard and feels trapped in "filthy stalls." The use of repetitive "Mom, I'm just calling" adds a sense of urgency to the song.


The character's sense of worthlessness is evident in the line "I feel worthless, is this all that life gave in this crystal ball." They feel lost and desperate, seeking a way to hide from the world around them. The use of vivid imagery like "trapped inside these filthy stalls" and "deep inside I do cry" helps to amplify just how overwhelmed the character feels. They feel like the only one left behind, isolated from their peers, and uncomfortable even in their own skin.


However, things take a turn for the worse later in the song. The character grows increasingly violent, contemplating the idea of shooting and starting violence. The lyrics suggest that the character feels like they have been pushed to this point by a society that has failed them. They feel insignificant and used by the people around them. The character's inner turmoil reaches a peak, leading to an impulse that they may soon regret.


Overall, "Victim" is a powerful commentary on the effects of isolation and loneliness on mental health. The song urges us to be more compassionate towards those who struggle to fit in and remind us of the importance of kindness and empathy. It also highlights the destructive consequences of violence, emphasizing the need for mental health awareness and support.


Line by Line Meaning

Mom I'm just calling
Initiating a call to mother


To let you know I'm ok
Reassuring mother of personal safety


Mom I'm just calling
Reiterating the earlier message


To let you know I'm ok
Continuing to reassure mother of personal safety


Mom I'm just calling
Repeating the reassurance message


To let you know I'm ok
Affirming again that the singer is safe


Scared and gun shots fill the halls
Describing the frightening situation of being in a place with gunfire


trapped inside these filthy stalls
Being confined to a dirty and unpleasant space


I feel worthless
Experiencing a sense of being of no value or importance


Is this all
Questioning the current state and circumstances


That life gave in this crystal ball
Reflecting on the predictions and plans made for the future


Where can I run and hide
Expressing the need to escape from the current threatening situation


Deep inside I do cry
Feeling intense emotional pain and distress


I don't want to die
Expressing the desire to continue living


I can't trust what's outside
Feeling suspicious and unsafe around others


When you're the only one that's sitting
Feeling isolated and alone in a group


In the back of the class
Being in a less conspicuous position


You feel alone and it's the tension
Experiencing a feeling of being under pressure and stress


Has you all in your bag
Being emotionally overwhelmed and burdened


When the teacher gives assignments
Referring to an academic task given by the instructor


You're the one to not pass
Failing to perform successfully


So all the other little students
Referring to the other students who are more successful


Turn around and they laugh
Showing the ridicule and jeering received from others


I wanna shoot and start the violence
Expressing the desire to harm others


Yes it all makes me excited
Experiencing a rush of adrenaline and pleasure from the thought of causing harm


They saying sorry
Others expressing regret or apologizing


But they should've said that all before
Believing that the apologies should have come sooner


Igniting all the demon
Stating that the evil thoughts and feelings have been activated


And the secrets
Possessing private information


They keeping, I can't repeat it
Being unable to share these secrets


My mental is orthopedic
Comparing the mind to a structural issue that requires correction


They've broken me into pieces
Feeling damaged and fragmented due to the actions of others


These people are so conceited
Describing others as arrogant and self-centered


Now I'm looking undefeated
Appearing to be triumphant or undefeated despite internal struggles


Everybody under me
Others being subservient or inferior in some way


Because this gun made me the beast
Becoming an uncontrollable force due to possessing a weapon


And now I'm cloudy
Feeling confused and disoriented


People shouting
Others raising their voices and making loud noises


Telling me to stop the outing
Others urging to end or halt the violent actions


Kids are crouching
Children taking protective measures to avoid harm


Finger ouching
Feeling pain in the fingers, likely from holding a weapon


So I want to get to blowchin'
Expressing a desire to execute violent action


What have I done
Reflecting on the actions and consequences


I'm tweaking
Feeling agitated or nervous


Why is everyone screaming
Being alarmed and confused by the loud noises around


Please tell me that I'm dreaming
Wishing that the current situation is not real


I must go
Feeling the need to leave the present place or situation


I'm the reason
Acknowledging personal responsibility for what has happened


Mom I'm just calling
Repeating the earlier message in a state of distress


To let you know I'm ok
Trying to reassure mother of personal safety despite the chaos


Mom I'm just calling
Reiterating the message in a desperate tone


To let you know I'm ok
Continuing to try and assure mother of personal safety in a difficult situation


Mom I'm just calling
Pleading with mother for comfort and reassurance


To let you know I'm ok
Stressing the importance of being able to communicate and confirm personal safety




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Written by: Shameer Washington

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