By combining his rock roots with, hip-hop and emo with his production talent, he's been able to find his audience amongst the emo rap community of producers and artists on SoundCloud.
just another day
CONVOLK Lyrics
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Scream about pain, to save my tears
I'm never gonna talk about it
Do you want me to talk about it?
I wanna talk back, but no one cares
Who do you love when I'm not there?
I'm never gonna talk about it
Do you even wanna talk about it?
Morissette, the morning sex
The morning texts to me
The things might change in the next week
But you leaving me is a blessing
In disguise, just wipe my mind
You let me ride, the twist and turn
I'm the wicked witch that burns
I guess I'll never learn, ohh
Just another day between these bars
Just another secret, unseen scar
I'm never gonna talk about it
Do you want me to talk about it?
Just another friend who laughs and leaves
Just another cut from which I bleed
I'm never gonna talk about it
Do you really wanna talk about it?
I had to take drugs to leave my house
Losin' my mind to find that out
When I say I wanna talk about it
I don't really wanna talk about it
Where is this goin'
What am I doin' with my life
I know it sounds borin' and cliche
But the more I mean, the less I say
Morphine in my veins
Will take this all away
Some days you're quiet
And always as loud as crashin' waves
Just another day to face my fears
Scream about pain, to save my tears
I'm never gonna talk about it
Do you want me to talk about it?
I wanna talk back, but no one cares
Who do you love when i'm not there?
I'm never gonna talk about it
Do you even wanna talk about it?
Just another day between these bars
Just another secret, unseen scar
I'm never gonna talk about it
Do you want me to talk about it?
Just another friend who laughs and leaves
Just another cut from which I bleed
I'm never gonna talk about it
Do you really wanna talk about it?
Runnin' out of cash to fuel my sins
Runnin' out of life to duel my binge
I'm never gonna talk about it
Maybe I should talk about it
The lyrics of CONVOLK's song "just another day" are raw and personal, reflecting the internal struggles and pain of the artist. The song highlights his consistent internal battles with fear and pain while depicting the way society treats mental health issues. The chorus, which repeats, "I'm never gonna talk about it, do you want me to talk about it?" shows the artist's hesitation to open up about his struggles and the lack of support he receives when he does try to speak up.
The song's opening lines "just another day to face my fears, scream about pain, to save my tears" show the artist's consistent routine of dealing with his internal struggles. He uses screaming as his outlet, but still tries to maintain a strong front by hiding his tears. As the song progresses, the lyrics delve deeper into the artist's pain and struggle, referencing his use of drugs to cope with anxiety and overwhelming feelings. The chorus repetition of "do you want me to talk about it?" shows that the artist has tried seeking help but to no avail.
Overall, the song comes across as a cry for help while at the same time being hesitant to open up about his struggles. The artist is dealing with his pain and fear privately but still begs for someone to ask him how he is doing, showing how society has failed to acknowledge and take care of individuals struggling with their mental health.
Line by Line Meaning
Just another day to face my fears
Facing my fears has become a daily routine.
Scream about pain, to save my tears
I express my pain through screams so as to avoid shedding tears.
I'm never gonna talk about it
I refuse to open up and discuss my issues.
Do you want me to talk about it?
Are you pressuring me to open up or would you rather avoid the topic altogether?
I wanna talk back, but no one cares
I desire to express my opinions, however, it seems that no one cares to listen.
Who do you love when I'm not there?
I question who you might be with or showing affection towards when I am not present.
Just another day between these bars
I feel as though I am trapped behind the bars of society or my own mind.
Just another secret, unseen scar
Another hidden emotional wound that is never spoken about.
Just another friend who laughs and leaves
Another friend who comes and goes, leaving no lasting impression or meaningful bond.
Just another cut from which I bleed
Another emotional wound that causes pain and continues to bleed.
I had to take drugs to leave my house
I felt the need to use drugs in order to leave the safety and security of my home.
Losin' my mind to find that out
My mental state deteriorated in order to realize this fact.
Where is this goin', What am I doin' with my life
I am questioning the direction and purpose of my life.
I know it sounds borin' and cliche
I am aware that my thoughts and concerns may seem unoriginal and overused.
But the more I mean, the less I say
Despite having deep emotions and thoughts, I struggle to express them in words.
Morphine in my veins Will take this all away
The use of morphine will alleviate my emotional and physical pain.
Some days you're quiet And always as loud as crashin' waves
At times, you are silent and unresponsive, while other times, your presence is overpowering and overwhelming.
Runnin' out of cash to fuel my sins
I am incurring additional expenses in order to sustain my unhealthy habits and behaviors.
Runnin' out of life to duel my binge
My negative lifestyle choices are resulting in a limited lifespan or lack of enjoyment in life.
Maybe I should talk about it
Perhaps it is time to open up and express my feelings and experiences.
Do you even wanna talk about it?
Are you truly interested and willing to listen to what I have to say?
Writer(s): James Alexander Kanevsky
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