forgive me
C Note Lyrics

I feel the warmth of morning light
I am physically present and can physically feel the warmth of the morning light

but im still cold inside
However, emotionally, I still feel disconnected and alone

the touch cant take the loneliness away
Even with physical touch, I still feel a sense of loneliness and isolation

with you sleepin in my arms
Even with you sleeping peacefully in my arms

wanna keep you safe from harm
I want to protect you from any harm or pain

but I cant protect our love from what my heart has to say
But I cannot ignore the feelings in my heart that are causing a rift in our relationship

though you still look the other way
Even though you are avoiding the problems and ignoring the signs that our relationship is falling apart

I cant go on pretending one more day
I cannot continue to fake happiness and put up a facade that everything is okay

Forgive me
I am asking for forgiveness

cause I never meant to hurt you
Asking for forgiveness because I did not intentionally hurt you

I always believed in love
I have always held a strong belief and faith in love

and I only wish that was enough
I wish that my love and belief in us was enough to fix our problems

cause I didn't wanna say it
Asking for forgiveness because I didn't want to express these difficult feelings

but I cant live a lie
But I cannot continue to pretend that everything is okay and live a life of dishonesty

though it breaks my heart to say goodbye
It is painful to say goodbye, but it is necessary for both of us to move on and find happiness elsewhere

as a tear falls from your eye
Seeing your tears and sadness

you keep asking why
You are confused and wondering why this is happening

though I know you've held the answer deep inside
I know that you have also been feeling the strain and holding your own doubts and insecurities

you say isn't this worth fighting for
You are pleading for us to fight for our relationship and not give up

but I cant fight with you at all
But I cannot continue to struggle and feel unhappy in our relationship

time has changed us both
Time has changed us and our relationship in unforeseeable ways

and I cant be the man u want anymore
I cannot be the person and partner that you need and want me to be

I just cant look the other way
I cannot just ignore the issues in our relationship and pretend everything is okay

why would you keep pretending another day
Asking why we should continue to pretend and ignore the problems, instead of facing them head-on

and thought we still have so much love
Even though we still have love for each other

we couldn't help but grow apart
Our love could not prevent the growing distance and disconnect between us

and there's no way for us to turn back from where we are
We have reached a point in our relationship where it is impossible for us to turn back and make things the way they used to be

so when we walk away
When we finally end things

im gonna pray
I will pray

that one day you will see
That someday, you will understand and see why we had to make this difficult decision