Undone
C O Z Y Lyrics

All I know is that I've lost control
I am aware that I have lost control of my life.

And I know that it's just so comfortable to sit upside down
Although I am upside down, I am comfortable in this position.

All these pieces and fragments of you
There are many parts of you that I carry with me.

Yeah they weigh on me too
These parts of you are a burden on me as well.

Like the last time that you were around
The last time you were here, it was the same way.

Would you sit down and talk in my ear
Can we have a conversation?

Would you tell me what I want to hear so softly now
Speak softly to me and tell me what I want to hear.

'Cause I just wanna get close to you
I want to be close to you.

I wanna know you love me too
I want to be sure that you love me.

And I just wanna be on top of you
I want to be physically close to you.

Would you put fingers now on my lips
Can you put your fingers on my lips?

Hush me up till I shush and the rush of blood flows to my hips
Quiet me and let my blood flow towards my hips.

To my hips
Towards my hips.

Could your hands make me steam
Can your hands make me feel aroused?

Pulling stitches and seams
Remove my clothes with urgency.

Frantically off of me to remove my outfit
Remove my clothes quickly and with passion.

My body reminds me of when I was so young
My body makes me think of when I was young and naive.

Learning, burning my tongue on the pleasures of
Exploring new and exciting experiences.

Physical, mystical, digital exploration
Exploring physically, spiritually, and online.

And now I've just begun to feel new sensations
I am feeling new sensations that I have not felt before.

For the first time in months with you I'm coming undone
I am feeling out of control for the first time in months with you.

Told me you love me every single day
You told me you loved me every day.

Happy or not
Whether you were happy or not.

Told me you'd never take your love away
You promised that you would never stop loving me.

Maybe you forgot
Perhaps you have forgotten that you promised to never take your love away.

Told me the meadows that I ran through in the summer of my dreams
You told me that the meadows I ran through in my dreams were the same ones where you set the seams.

Were the same as those you married when you came and set the seams
Those meadows were where you got married and set the seams.

Told me that you were not afraid
You said that you were not afraid.

That situations would arise
That challenging situations would happen.

Always wipe the tears away
You would always comfort me when I cried.

Clear the sadness from your eyes
You would ease your sadness and put on a brave face.

I miss our little bits and pieces
I miss the small parts of us that made us unique.

Fragments leave us holding you
These fragments are all we have left of you and hold onto them tightly.

Miss you evenings, nights and weekends
I miss you every moment, all the time.

Miss you morning, afternoon
I miss you all day long.

Miss the breath of sigh and whispers
I miss the sound of your breath and whispers.

That it makes you take to say my name
How you say my name when you whisper.

Makes you use to make you take the
How you used to say my name seductively.

Blame, the time it takes to make a claim
The time it takes to claim something as your own.

Silence reigns after the rain
There's a silence after a heavy emotional storm.

Senses came, weapons set down
My senses have become heightened but I've let my guard down.

Take the strain from your brain
Relieve the stress from your mind.

Time to rest now
It's time to relax now.

Killing everybody's images of what I should be
I am destroying everyone's expectations of me.

I'm just a small girl within this possibility
I am just a small person who has many possibilities for myself.

Got potential shooting out of me
I have so much potential within me.

I know that y'all are gonna see
I know that everyone will see my potential.

I'm coming back better than ever
I will come back even better than before.

You call me c o z y
You address me as cozy.

Oh you call me c o z y
You call me cozy.

'Cause I just wanna get close to you
I want to be close to you.

I wanna know you love me too
I want to be sure that you love me.

And I just wanna be on top of you
I want to be physically close to you.