Ya Abyad Ya Eswed
Cairokee Lyrics

أسئلة عايشة معايا مكملة والإجابة متأجلة
I am constantly grappling with unanswered questions, hoping for clarity that eludes me.

سلسلة وكل حلقة للثانية مسلمة
Each question I attempt to answer only leads to more, creating an endless chain of uncertainty.

بلف في دايرة ومهما بقيت برجع هنا بصيت في مرايتي لقيتها سودا ومظلمة
I am trapped in a cycle of repeating the same mistakes, and every time I reflect on myself, I am reminded of darkness and despair.

النفسية بعافية تعبانة، مدشملة
My mental state is ailing, with the weight of my struggles weighing heavily on my soul.

حطيت رأسي في سجادتي حكيت لربي على اللي جوايا أنا أنا أنا أنا أنا
I turned to prayer, pouring out my innermost thoughts and feelings to God, who I feel is the only one who truly understands me.

شايل من زمان أنا أنا أنا أنا
For so long, I've carried the burden of my identity, feeling lost and unsure of my place in the world.

في قلبي ألف سؤال أسئلة كثير والضمير بياكل ويأنب
My heart is filled with countless questions, causing my conscience to constantly gnaw at me with doubt and guilt.

زي الحمير حافظ طريقي ومغمي عينيّ
I feel like a stubborn donkey, blindly following my path with a complete lack of direction.

وقعت في بير بنده وصدى صوتي مغطي عليّ
I feel as though I've fallen deep into a well, with my voice echoing all around me, but with no one to hear my cries for help.

صوت بيقول ممنوع وصوت بيقولي إمشي ورا النية
I am torn between the voice that tells me what I should do and the voice that tells me to follow my heart.

يا أبيض يا إسود قصة حياتي وكل حكاياتي
My life is a story filled with both light and darkness, and every experience is a chapter in my journey.

مع إني عادي عادي عايشها في النص رمادي
Despite projecting a sense of normalcy, my experiences are often tinged with a melancholy grayness.

القلب مات مع إن فات صرختي صوتها سكات يأس كسرة وإحباط طناش طناش واستعباط
My heart feels dead inside, despite my past attempts to scream out for help, leading to feelings of hopelessness and frustration.

بعاد عن رب العباد شيطان راكبني زي الجواد درنج درنج روح هناك أروح هناك تطلع سراب
I feel as though Satan himself is riding me like a horse, leading me on a wild journey that seems to offer no real destination or purpose.

بجري في سباق وأنا فيه متساق والسواق بيدوس بغباء
I feel like I'm running a race that I can't possibly win, with obstacles constantly popping up in my way and nobody to guide me through it.

قطيع والكل بيقول ماء ماء ماء ماء
Everyone around me seems to be fixated on the same mundane things, ignoring the true struggles that I face.

زهقت يا ناس من النفاق والمجتمع الكذاب
I'm fed up with the hypocrisy and deceit that surrounds me, tired of pretending like everything is fine.

جريت على أكبر دولاب
I've chased after some grand dream, only to find myself spinning in circles on a giant carousel with no clear way off.

عملت دماغ ودتني هناك
I've overthought things and pushed myself too far, leaving me stranded in a place of my own making.

واللي زاد واللي غطا إتلطيت في الدنيا لطة
I've either been overwhelmed or numbed myself to the point where I've lost touch with reality and am struggling to find my footing again.

القطر فات وأنا في المحطة وكل يوم تتعاد اللقطة
I feel like I've missed my chance to move forward and am stuck at a standstill, with each day feeling like a repeat of the last.

السكر حراق وشطة والدماغ طلعت أونطة
I've been self-medicating and numbing myself to my problems, but this has only fueled my internal chaos and left me feeling lost.

واللي يغويك يتحكم فيك والغلطة بتجيب غلطان
I've been deceived by my own desires, allowing them to take control over my life and lead me down the wrong path, making things even worse for myself.