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Calboy Lyrics

I know lil' shawty tell me lies, she don't love me (She don't love me)
I am aware that the girl I am with lies to me and does not actually love me.

I might just pour another line, I'm fast asleep (I'm fast asleep)
I am considering taking more drugs to numb myself and escape reality.

Stay back, stay back, I usually hurt what's attached to me, yeah (Attached to me)
I tend to cause pain to those who become close to me, so I try to keep my distance.

I been killed before, they placed that knife in the back of me, yeah (Back of me)
I have been betrayed and hurt in the past, and it has left a lasting impact on me.

Niggas mad 'cause they see that I'm ballin'
People are jealous of my success and the lifestyle that comes with it.

On the block from the night to the morning
I spend my time on the streets, hustling to make money and survive.

Niggas foul 'cause they see that I'm scorin'
People are trying to bring me down because they are envious of my success.

New bitch, pretty thing, too gorgeous
I am with a new attractive girl who catches the attention of others.

Want this life, what you willin' to do for it?
Do you want to live a life like mine? Are you willing to make sacrifices to achieve it?

I got niggas that's willin' to shoot for it
I have friends who are willing to use violence to protect me and my lifestyle.

I just pray that a nigga just shoot for it
I am hopeful that someone will try to harm me, so I can retaliate and prove myself.

You was talkin' real big, now you forest
You were acting tough and confident, but now you are quiet and intimidated.

I'ma hop in that foreign and shoot for it
I am willing to use my car as a weapon and put my life on the line for my lifestyle.

Got her name on my gun and you on it
I have a girl's name engraved on my gun, and you (the listener) are also a potential target.

I might blow out his brains and keep goin'
I am capable of killing someone and moving on with my life without remorse.

Like the circle of life, I keep goin'
I have experienced many ups and downs in life, but I continue to persevere and move forward.

Tell that witch I want ice in my potion
I want to numb my pain with drugs and alcohol.

Tell my bitch I'm gon' try to keep focused
I am trying to stay focused on my goals and not be distracted by my woman.

Every night, I just cry 'cause I'm broken
I am emotionally hurt and cry myself to sleep every night.

Say I don't get tired, nigga been up straight for like four days
I am proud of my work ethic and ability to stay awake for long periods of time.

Fell in love with designer, got on Alexander and Dolce
I have a passion for expensive designer clothing and have bought items from top brands such as Alexander McQueen and Dolce & Gabbana.

If a nigga wanna slide, tell a nigga go'n slide, killers don't play
If someone wants to challenge me or my lifestyle, they will face the consequences of violence and death.

On the grind every night, on the road, doin' shows, me and more bags
I am constantly working and touring to make money, and I am collecting a lot of cash and drugs.

I been reachin' to the stars, end up givin' my heart
I have been striving for the best in life, but it has left me emotionally drained and heartbroken.

Got some pain in my heart, yeah, I just popped another bar
I am in emotional pain and have turned to drugs to cope with it.

Had my back against the wall, tell me, who could I call?
I have faced difficult situations with no one to turn to for help.

Niggas know that I ball, spend a ten in the mall, yeah
People are aware of my wealth and spending habits, as I often spend large amounts of money at the mall.

I was taught to add it up, tryna find the difference, yeah
I was raised to be financially savvy and always look for ways to make more money.

I was tryna find the sun
I was searching for happiness and fulfillment in life.

14, 15, you was on the playground, you was havin' fun
When you were a teenager, you were enjoying your childhood on the playground.

14, 15, we was on the block, I was totin' on a gun
When I was a teenager, I was living a dangerous life on the streets and carrying a gun.

I was rollin' off the drugs, steady makin' niggas run
I was high on drugs and causing chaos and fear in the streets.

I been losin' it, but I can't lose it all
I have been struggling with mental health and addiction, but I refuse to give up everything I have worked for.

Disrespect my squad, I might shoot at y'all
If someone disrespects my group of friends, I am willing to use violence to protect them.

I been through the rain, I been through it all
I have faced many challenges and hardships in my life so far.

Try to bring me down, but I can never fall
People may try to break me down, but I will always rise above and overcome.