Barbarian
Calboy Lil Tjay Lyrics

Brand new 4-5 with the RIP (RIP)
I have a brand new .45 caliber handgun with the phrase 'Rest in Peace' engraved on it.

In the trap all night 'cause my dog don't sleep ('cause my dog don't sleep, yeah)
I stay in the dangerous neighborhood all night because my loyal companion never rests.

Used to live a nightmare, I ain't had no dream, yeah (I ain't had no dream)
My past life was filled with terrifying experiences, and I didn't have any positive aspirations.

Seen a lot of niggas die, boy, what you think (boy, what you think)
I have witnessed the deaths of many individuals, so what do you believe my perspective is?

If the crew ain't right then the ship gon' sink (then the ship gon' sink)
If my group of friends and associates isn't reliable and trustworthy, everything will fall apart.

And a nigga ain't right from the shit I seen (from the shit I seen, yeah)
Based on my experiences with unpleasant circumstances, I can tell if someone is untrustworthy or dishonest.

Wanna talk about love, bitch, what you mean? (Bitch what you mean? Yeah)
Do you really want to discuss love, woman? What exactly are you trying to convey?

Fell in love with this mud, pour up, I drink
I have developed a strong affection for drugs, specifically codeine syrup, which I consume by pouring it into a drink.

'Cause I've been to war, barbarian (barbarian)
Because I have experienced intense conflicts and violence, I can be seen as a fierce warrior.

These niggas talkin', irrelevant (irrelevant)
The things that these individuals are saying have no importance or relevance in my life.

My pockets fatter than elephant (they are)
I possess a substantial amount of wealth, so much so that it can be compared to the size of an elephant.

I fell in love with the medicine (the medicine)
I have developed a strong attachment to drugs, referring to them as my 'medicine'.

I'm sick in the head, I need medicine (medicine)
My mental state is disturbed and unstable, and I rely on drugs to cope.

Can you tell me why your shooters hesitant? (Hesitant)
Could you explain the reason why your hired gunmen are showing reluctance or hesitation?

Say you come from that block, you never been (never been)
You claim to be familiar with that neighborhood, but in reality, you have never experienced it firsthand.

I never fold, I never bend, yeah (never bend, yeah)
I always remain strong and resilient, never allowing myself to be swayed or broken.

Bitches better watch they back
Women should be cautious and aware of potential danger.

You know I grip on this MAC
I possess and firmly hold a MAC-10 submachine gun.

And I heard what you said
I overheard your words and know what you've been talking about.

We spot a nigga, he's dead
As soon as we locate an individual, he will be killed.

And I point it at his head
I aim the gun directly at the target's head.

I bet his shit is gon' splat, ayy
I'm certain that his body will suffer severe damage upon being shot.

I put my boys on the map, ayy
I have elevated and brought recognition to my close friends and associates.

I come from cookin' the crack, ayy
I have a background in producing and selling cocaine in its crack form.

Boy you better not try to run, you can get shot in your back, ayy
You shouldn't attempt to escape, as doing so may result in being shot in the back.

I fell in love with the mud, you know it keep me relaxed, ayy
I have developed a strong affinity for drugs, particularly codeine syrup, as it helps me maintain a calm state.

She wanna talk about love, I don't wanna hear none of that
She desires to discuss romantic affection, but I have no interest in engaging in such conversations.

If I said it won't take the shit back, if she left me, ain't no comin' back
If I said something hurtful, I won't take back those words, and if she decides to leave me, there's no chance of reconciliation.

And I'm still on 147, I ain't changin' up, ayy
I am still located on the same block as always, refusing to alter my circumstances or behaviors.

Say they want smoke with us, you smokin' angel dust
They claim to desire confrontation with us, but their actions and behavior suggest they are under the influence of the drug PCP (angel dust).

And these bitches be so damn weird, niggas be strange as fuck
These women exhibit strange and peculiar behavior, while men can also be incredibly bizarre.

Niggas can't bang with us, niggas can't hang with us, ayy
Individuals cannot compete or keep up with us, as we possess a level of toughness and loyalty they lack.

Gotta tie my shoelaces, bitch I ain't trippin'
I need to secure my shoelaces, but I'm not worried or bothered by anything.

Since a shorty, I knew I was different, hey
From a young age, I realized that I possessed unique qualities and stood out from others.

Me and you ain't the same, and they can tell the difference
The dissimilarities between you and me are evident and noticeable to others.

Gotta stay focused, bitch, I'm on a mission
I need to remain concentrated and determined, as I have specific objectives and goals to accomplish.

Mike Amiri, this a new swag
I'm referring to the fashion designer Mike Amiri, as his style represents a fresh and unique aesthetic.

20k in my pockets, it's too fat
I have a substantial amount of money, as evidenced by the large bulge in my pockets.

JT got a young nigga too smashed
My associate JT has intoxicated me to the point of being heavily under the influence of drugs.

Summertime, we gon' hunt for a new pack
During the summer, we are going to search for a different source of drugs to acquire.

I done got me a buzz, I can't lose that
I have gained notoriety and popularity, and I can't afford to lose that status.

Choose this, fuck one, I need two straps
I prefer having two firearms instead of just one, as it provides me with a greater sense of security.

Niggas tryna put me in the news (no)
People are attempting to create negative publicity or bring attention to me through media outlets.

Missed your fade, I'm like 'Why would you do that?'
You failed to make a physical altercation happen, and I am puzzled by your decision.

RIP, ain't no gettin' your crew back
Once someone in your group has died, there is no way to revive or bring them back.

Throwing bullets, we aimin' for du-rags
We are shooting at individuals specifically wearing du-rags, targeting them as our enemies.

Everybody gon' get it, fuck who that
Every person involved will face the consequences, regardless of their identity or affiliation.

My new bitch from the Harlem so move back
My current romantic partner is from Harlem, so you should step aside and give her space.

Strapped up, 'cause we ready for war now
We are armed and prepared for conflict and violence.

Boss nigga, gon' finna explore now
As the leader, I am about to embark on an adventurous journey or exploration.

Same energy, never wanna change (change)
I consistently maintain the same attitude and mindset, refusing to alter my ways.

Kept it real on the ring, while I pour it down
I remained authentic and truthful while wearing expensive jewelry, even when facing difficult circumstances.

I was stuck in the field, now it's back to it (back to it)
I was once trapped in a dangerous environment, and now I find myself returning to that same situation.

Caught a case just for takin' my mask off (mask off)
I was charged with a crime simply for removing my face covering.

Niggas watchin', so fuck I axe off
Because others are observing my actions, I disregard any concerns and proceed without hesitation.

But it's on me, don't mention the pass off
I am responsible for handling a particular situation, so there's no need to discuss transferring that responsibility.

'Cause they don't wanna see me get to the top (no)
These individuals actively don't want me to achieve success or reach a higher position in life.

They don't wanna see the hood off the block
They would prefer that the neighborhood remains in its current state, not progressing or improving.

They don't wanna see the chain, the watch
They are envious and don't want me to acquire expensive jewelry, such as chains and watches.

They don't wanna see the young nigga pop, no, no
They are not supportive of my rise to prominence and success.

Smelly dropped, I'd give all up for my nigga, no lie (no lie)
If my close friend Smelly were to pass away, I would be willing to sacrifice everything, and I'm not exaggerating.

Right through the struggle, he stayed by my side
Throughout our difficult experiences, he remained loyal and supportive, never leaving my side.

He looked down my eyes, I witnessed him die
I locked eyes with him and watched as he lost his life.

Swear the shit a nigga seen no joke (no joke)
I assure you that the things I have witnessed are not to be taken lightly or considered a joke.

Paper on me, gotta keep it lil' tote (no smoke)
I always carry a small gun with me to ensure my personal safety, without causing unnecessary trouble.

Every nigga by my side on go (oh-oh)
All the individuals who are with me are ready and willing to take action immediately.

If you really what you claim then show it, yeah
If you genuinely possess the qualities and characteristics you boast about, prove it through your actions.