Caught Up
Caleborate Lyrics

Yeah, yeah
Expressing affirmation or agreement to what has just been said or done.

I'm caught up in these feelings that I got
My emotions have taken over me and left me feeling trapped.

Just went to see my pops
Visited my father.

In the ATL like Rashad
In Atlanta, like Rashad, referring to the character from the TV show ‘Atlanta’.

Came back with a new new view on how I see you
Returned with a new perspective on how I perceive you.

And how I see myself, I'm not the same bitch, I grew
And how I view myself has shifted, I have grown and matured.

A few big checks, a few gold chains
Some financial success and material possessions would help bring peace to my mind.

Would really help a young nigga find peace inside his brain
These things would contribute to my mental wellbeing and peace of mind.

I know that I'm gon' shine, so I find peace beside the rain
I am confident that I will achieve success, so I am at peace even during challenging times.

I know I got a couple problems on my father I could blame
I have some issues with my father that I could use as an excuse for my problems.

But I'm not gon' play that game
However, I refuse to use those problems as a crutch, I will take responsibility for my own actions.

Just leave me out the lineup
Please do not include me in any drama or conflict.

I leave our problems where I leave the police (behind us)
I choose to leave our issues in the past and move on, just like I leave the police behind me.

Realize that I don't do this shit for retweets or dollars
I want to make it clear that I am not motivated by social media likes or money.

I'm just a byproduct of the pain I keep inside of
I am the result of the emotional pain that I harbor within me.

My mind is always racing, but they ain't no fucking driver
My mind is constantly active, but I have no control over my thoughts and feelings.

My heart is more cold than a pimp to a client
My heart is numb; I have become insensitive to the pain and emotions of others.

'cause I am not perfect, unlike God's timing
I am flawed and imperfect, unlike the perfect timing of God.

I wanna do better, and I'm tryin'
I am striving to improve myself and become a better person.

I'm caught up
I am overwhelmed and consumed by my emotions and thoughts.

Yeah, I'm caught up
Yes, I am trapped and unable to free myself from my feelings.

I'm caught up
Once again, I am overwhelmed and consumed by my emotions and thoughts.

Yeah
Expressing agreement or affirmation.

I'm caught up
Repeatedly emphasizing that I am trapped and overwhelmed by my emotions and thoughts.

Caught up
A shortened version of ‘I am caught up’—I am trapped and consumed by my feelings.

Yeah, yeah
Repeating the affirmation or agreement to what has just been said or done.

I'm caught up
Restating that I am trapped and engulfed by my emotions and thoughts.

2, yeah
Unknown.

I'm caught up in these feelings that I got for my ex-bitch
I am consumed by my emotions for my ex-girlfriend.

Send you a text, get no reply, but see you flexin'
I text you but don't receive a response, yet I see you posting on social media.

I know I'm 'posed to be all hard and never sweat shit
I am supposed to act tough and not let things bother me.

But it hurt when you lose the one that you connect with
But it is painful to lose the person you had a deep connection with.

I told you I was going through some real-real ass shit
I informed you that I was dealing with some serious issues.

And no, this is not about the relationship or you bein' my chick
This is not about our past relationship or you being my girlfriend currently.

Please just hit my phone so we can talk when time permits
Please reach out to me, so we can have a conversation when you are available.

3 days went by, I never heard from you
Three days passed, and I did not receive any response or communication from you.

I know I hurt you when I broke up with you, but that's beside the point
I am aware that I caused you pain when we broke up, but that is irrelevant to the current situation.

I think I might've lost my mind, I know its not inside these joints
I feel like I am losing my sanity, even though that feeling is not caused by drugs.

You be the one to help me find it when I'm deep inside you
You are the person who can help me restore my sanity when we are intimate.

Look into your eyes, you say you love me, but I know you lied to me
I cannot trust your words when you tell me you love me because you have lied to me before.

And when I snuck you in my aunt's at late at night, you cried to me
When I brought you to my aunt's house late at night, you cried and expressed emotion to me.

All the weekends you left Sac', got in your car to drive to me
You would leave Sacramento and drive to my location every weekend.

I didn't care about your past as long as you was right to me
I did not judge you based on your past as long as you treated me well.

Now I can't even get you to write to me
Now, I cannot even get you to respond to me.