The Vanishing Mind
Calexico Lyrics


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On the longest day
The vanishing mind
Knows not when the day ends
Who could care for you
Would could understand

In the room sealed shut
And you’re not what you were
So much sweeter now
That there’s nothing left to
Remember you

It’s what brought you here
It’s what keeps you here
Who could care for you
Who could understand
Know not when the day ends or begins anymore
In the hallway and waiting again

Here we are, here we sit
The light turning grey
Your smile brings me back




To the longest day
The vanishing mind

Overall Meaning

The opening lines of Calexico's song "The Vanishing Mind" set a tone of uncertainty and confusion. "On the longest day / The vanishing mind / Knows not when the day ends" suggests a sense of disorientation and loss of grasp on reality. The singer is struggling to understand their surroundings and feels there is no one who can truly understand or care for them.


The second stanza describes a room that is "sealed shut," and the singer acknowledges that they are no longer the same person they once were. However, there is a sense of acceptance and even sweetness in this transformation. "So much sweeter now / That there’s nothing left to / Remember you." This could be interpreted as a letting go of the past, and finding some sort of peace in the present moment.


The chorus repeats the refrain of "Who could care for you / Who could understand." It's a reminder of the singer's isolation and the difficulty they face in finding connection with others. The final stanza brings us to a present moment, with the light turning grey and the mention of a smile that brings the singer back to the longest day. The phrase "vanishing mind" takes on a new meaning as the singer remembers a happier time, but is also reminded of the fragility and transience of memory.


Line by Line Meaning

On the longest day
It is the longest day when the journey of the vanishing mind begins.


The vanishing mind
A mind that is slowly disintegrating and losing its ability to maintain normal cognitive function.


Knows not when the day ends
The vanishing mind is experiencing confusion and a loss of track of time, forgetting when the day ends.


Who could care for you
The vanishing mind is wondering if there is someone who cares for them when they are losing their mind.


Would could understand
They are questioning if anyone can understand what they are going through as their mind slowly disappears.


In the room sealed shut
The vanishing mind is trapped in a room, unable to escape its deteriorating condition.


And you’re not what you were
The person with the vanishing mind is no longer the same as they used to be due to the progression of their disease.


So much sweeter now
Despite the struggles with their mind, they feel more content now that things around them have a more significant impact on them.


That there’s nothing left to
Due to their condition of memory loss, there isn't much left to them regarding their previous identity


Remember you
The person with the vanishing mind is unable to remember their past clearly due to their condition.


It’s what brought you here
The circumstances of life that led to this point are the reason why the vanishing mind came to such a state.


It’s what keeps you here
The same factors that caused the vanishing mind are the ones that keep them trapped in their current condition.


Who could care for you
The vanishing mind is once again questioning if there is anyone who cares for them with their condition.


Who could understand
The vanishing mind is feeling like nobody truly understands what they're going through.


Know not when the day ends or begins anymore
The vanishing mind's disorientation has become so enhanced that they can no longer tell when the day ends or begins.


In the hallway and waiting again
The vanishing mind is in a state of constant waiting and confusion in the hallway.


Here we are, here we sit
The artist is in the same space as the vanishing mind, observing their condition.


The light turning grey
A metaphor for the vanishing mind's twilight as they fade into their suffering.


Your smile brings me back
The singer is brought back to a time before the vanishing mind's illness by seeing their smile.


To the longest day
The artist remembers the long day when the vanishing mind's decline started, the day that began the vanishing.


The vanishing mind
Reiteration of the focal point of the song- the person's mind that is slowly disappearing.




Lyrics © BMG Rights Management
Written by: JOHN CONVERTINO, JOSEPH G BURNS

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Comments from YouTube:

Raul Stanciu

I'm losing my grandmother to dementia and this song always reminds me how to appreciate every second together now matter how few moments we have left of reminding even the slightest detail we lived through. It's heartbreaking sometimes

Jacob Earl

Beautiful. Calexico never disappoints.

Lombardo Valdes

Como amo esta banda! 

Tuukka erkkilä

This one track I always come back to. The depth and athmosphere is just magical.

Bluehopi Bridge

with u on this one - they used to finish their 2012 Tour with this one ......Just Fabulous & magical .

Irene Vra

What a masterpiece

Marilena Maragou

best song on the album! can't stop listening to it!

Greg Whitcher

I just learned this song was inspired by an article about prisoners with life sentences taking care of other prisoners with dementia and alzheimer disease.

Matt C

Jesus, that just made this emotional track even more haunting and meaningful. Thanks for sharing.

Bluehopi Bridge

thanks Buddy for that added explanation . Joey has a great empathic heart

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