Classically trained in violin, he dropped this for drums and began playing in various bands, before finding early Detroit techno and house. His inspiration around that time is said to wander around the likes of Kenny Larkin, Carl Craig, Juan Atkins, the Orb.
His brother introduced Calibre to drum and bass and jungle, which at first he couldn’t follow the pattern as he felt it was too relentless and 'beaty', and so at that point he preferred four to the floor drumbeats from the US house style.
From there he's developed on slowly but surely to become an accomplished producer.
Since his early work for Dublin label Quadrophonic in 1998, Calibre has always delivered a sound that delves below the all too often unsatisfying drum and bass surface.
His ability to bring a warm, natural feel to the digital landscape of drum and bass raised interest from Radio 1's Fabio, leading to a critically acclaimed double album in 2001, entitled 'Musique Concrete' released on Fabio's Creative Source imprint.
Since then Calibre has released for labels such as Soul:R, including collaboration work under the Mist:i:Cal moniker with the Manchester duo Marcus Intalex and ST Files (together MIST). Other label contributions have included CIA, 31, Defunked, V and Critical.
Remixes have also been a heavy outlet for Calibre, with commissions from the likes of High Contrast, Badmarsh & Shri and american R&B-singer Jaheim, to name but a few.
In 2003 Calibre's own vision, Signature records, has come to light. This imprint is the home for his own prolific studio output, offering an unprecedented freedom to experiment and release music on his own terms. Calibre's project with ST Files under the St.Cal moniker saw its first release on Soul:R in September 2004 with 'Red Light/Little Man'.
2005 has truly been the year of Calibre. Spending less time djing and more time in the studio he was able to finalise his second album, entitled 'Second Sun', the first for his label Signature.
2005 also marked the return of the St.Cal production partnership with their 12" 'Losing Ground/Henshaw Dub' on Soul:R. This was a first taste of the forthcoming Mist:i:cal LP project which is being worked on at the moment. The LP will feature tracks from Marcus Intalex, ST Files and Calibre in their various combinations and is due for release on Soul:R.
Even If
Calibre Lyrics
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Doesn't mean that you have to be
Always there when you have to see
My own fear of me
Even if we care
Its hard to mean some things
After watching you
The news
Even if we love
Even if we care...
Calibre's song Even If is a soulful and reflective track that explores the complexities of love and its associated emotions. The first verse hints at a dynamic in which the singer's love interest feels compelled to constantly be physically present despite their own internal struggles. The line "Doesn't mean that you have to be/Always there when you have to see/My own fear of me" suggests that the singer may be dealing with personal turmoil that they are not entirely comfortable with their partner being burdened with. It's possible that the singer is grappling with self-doubt or anxiety that they don't want to impose on their loved one's emotional state.
The second verse enters an even more pensive territory with the lines "Its hard to mean some things/After watching you/Go through/The news." There is a sense of helplessness in the face of overwhelming despair or tragedy. It's possible that this verse is exploring the difficulty of trying to support another person through challenging times, especially when their own fears and insecurities come into play.
Line by Line Meaning
Even if we love
Just because we have strong feelings for each other
Doesn't mean that you have to be
Doesn't require you to always be present
Always there when you have to see
Available every time I am vulnerable and exposed
My own fear of me
My anxieties, doubts, and uncertainties that may influence the relationship
Even if we care
Just because we deeply concern about each other
Its hard to mean some things
It's challenging to express some things genuinely without sounding insensitive or negative
After watching you
Observing how you react and respond to certain things
Go through
Witnessing your experience or situation that impacts you emotionally or mentally
The news
Hearing about something tragic or upsetting that happened to someone else or the world
Contributed by Oliver M. Suggest a correction in the comments below.