i love pain
Cancerslug Lyrics


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i knew you before we lived

and our hearts were not ours to give

its all that i have ever had

she could see beyond the lies
with her anime like eyes

its all that i ever had

what more can be said of me

it was never meant to be

its all that i have ever had

so i will just take up my knife

it makes everything alright

its all that i have ever had

if she should leave

if she should die

its not her that i dispise

its just all that i have evr had

and if she is the first to go

woudl that make a difference

no

its all that i have ever had

come on baby take a ride with me

ive gotta show you something that you have got to see

and every single part of me will bring you flowers when you die

there is mr. death

take him by the hand

and lets walk across this cruel land

you are standing in the sinking sand

but i'll bring you flowers when you die

you see i love pain

love and suicide go together like the flowers and the rain

we can die beneath the tees

in the balls deep october breeze

its all i have ever had





but if you leave then i must know, was i really here at all

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of "I Love Pain Two" by Cancerslug depict a profound connection between the singer and someone they have known before. The opening lines suggest that their hearts were not theirs to give, implying a lack of control or agency in their relationship. Despite this, the singer expresses that this connection is the only thing they have ever truly had, emphasizing its significance to them.


The line "she could see beyond the lies with her anime-like eyes" suggests that this person had the ability to see through deception and understand the truth. This insight is particularly important to the singer, perhaps because they have felt misunderstood or unseen in the past. Again, the lyrics highlight that this connection is the most valuable thing in their life.


The lyrics take a darker turn as the singer mentions taking up a knife, stating that it makes everything alright. This could be interpreted as a metaphor for self-harm or a coping mechanism for emotional pain. It underscores the intensity of their emotions and suggests a reliance on pain as a way to cope or find solace.


The second part of the song introduces the theme of death. The singer expresses a deep connection to the idea of death, personified as "Mr. Death." They invite the listener to join them on a journey through a cruel land, symbolizing the hardships of life. Despite this, they promise to bring flowers when the person they love dies, suggesting a willingness to honor their memory and continue to express their love even after death.


The lyrics reveal the singer's complicated relationship with pain, love, and the fear of being forgotten. They express a deep attachment to their connection with this person, emphasizing its significance as the only real thing they have ever had. The song explores themes of emotional pain, self-destructive tendencies, and the desire to make a lasting impact on someone's life.


Line by Line Meaning

i knew you before we lived
I was acquainted with you even before we had existence


and our hearts were not ours to give
Our emotions were not under our control to offer


its all that i have ever had
This is everything that has ever belonged to me


she could see beyond the lies
She possessed the ability to perceive truths beyond the deceit


with her anime like eyes
Through her eyes resembling those seen in animated films


what more can be said of me
What additional words can describe my identity


it was never meant to be
It was not originally intended to come to fruition


so i will just take up my knife
Therefore, I shall resort to wielding my blade


it makes everything alright
It brings solace to every situation


if she should leave
In the event of her departure


if she should die
If she should pass away


its not her that i despise
It is not her that I hold in contempt


its just all that i have ever had
It is simply the only possession I have ever held


and if she is the first to go
And if she is the initial one to depart


would that make a difference
Would that have a substantial impact


no
No, it would not


come on baby take a ride with me
Please accompany me, my dear, on a journey


ive gotta show you something that you have got to see
I must exhibit something of great importance for you to witness


and every single part of me will bring you flowers when you die
Every aspect of my being will present you with flowers upon your demise


there is mr. death
Present here is Mr. Death


take him by the hand
Grasp his hand firmly


and lets walk across this cruel land
And traverse across this merciless terrain together


you are standing in the sinking sand
You currently find yourself amidst sinking sand


but i'll bring you flowers when you die
However, I shall present you with flowers upon your demise


you see i love pain
You understand that I have an affinity for pain


love and suicide go together like the flowers and the rain
Love and self-destruction are intimately connected, much like the relationship between flowers and rainfall


we can die beneath the trees
We have the capability to pass away under the cover of trees


in the balls deep october breeze
Within the profound autumn breeze


its all i have ever had
This is the sole possession I have ever possessed


but if you leave then i must know, was i really here at all
However, if you depart, I am compelled to question whether my existence truly had significance




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